A beginner's journal of little interest

Bill Spight · **#201**

A few comments more.

I have added some continuations and variations to a few of Ed's variations.

Boidhre · **#202**

Thanks Bill.

Boidhre · **#203**

I've come to a realisation. I've barely played at all in April and May on KGS. Now April was because I was depressed for most of it but for the past two weeks I've been in good form so what gives? I think the answer is that during the depressed period I lost all confidence in myself in playing real time go. It's not been rank anxiety I don't think but more a feeling of shame for poor performance (irrational depression related thinking). I think I just need to make myself play some KGS games tomorrow to try and get over this. It's quite scary how pervasive depressive thoughts can be and how little you notice their presence.

I'll definitely be playing some over the board games tomorrow, I might record one and post it up when I get suitably crushed. But I'd like to get a ranked KGS game in as well.

Edit: In happier news I'm going to a tournament this weekend. I'm really looking forward to it!

Boidhre · **#204**

My go order arrived. Altogether too many books bought but I'm happy.

The Speed Baduk series looks as interesting as tchan001 said it was. I might make volume 7 of that into sgf form first I think for study on the iPad. (I've decided to make sgfs of all the books I get so that I can just carry the iPad with me and have access to all my problems. Plus I figure making the sgfs can't hurt either for seeing patterns over and over again.

Drewch · **#205**

Boidhre wrote:

My go order arrived. Altogether too many books bought but I'm happy.

The Speed Baduk series looks as interesting as tchan001 said it was. I might make volume 7 of that into sgf form first I think for study on the iPad. (I've decided to make sgfs of all the books I get so that I can just carry the iPad with me and have access to all my problems. Plus I figure making the sgfs can't hurt either for seeing patterns over and over again.

Which app do you use for manually loading your own SGFs? Can you do a batch import into that app? And how?

I actually just bought an android tablet for 100$ instead of spending 600$ on a Ipad because I couldn't figure out how to do it.

Boidhre · **#206**

Drewch wrote:

Boidhre wrote:

My go order arrived. Altogether too many books bought but I'm happy.

The Speed Baduk series looks as interesting as tchan001 said it was. I might make volume 7 of that into sgf form first I think for study on the iPad. (I've decided to make sgfs of all the books I get so that I can just carry the iPad with me and have access to all my problems. Plus I figure making the sgfs can't hurt either for seeing patterns over and over again.

Which app do you use for manually loading your own SGFs? Can you do a batch import into that app? And how?

I actually just bought an android tablet for 100$ instead of spending 600$ on a Ipad because I couldn't figure out how to do it.

For making sgfs? I use Drago.

Boidhre · **#207**

Hehe, I was told that a bunch of 20ks would be at the tournament (i.e. giving me someone to play against around my level) but it looks like this mightn't be the case. This could be a weekend of playing EGF sdks. Well, it'll prove educational at least!

I'm looking forward to this so, so much! Now I need to figure out what EGF rank to enter the tournament at. I'm being told everything from 15k to 18k would be reasonable.

EdLee · **#208**

Have fun at the tourney! Will you be recording all your games there?

Boidhre · **#209**

EdLee wrote:

Have fun at the tourney! Will you be recording all your games there?

Yes, I want to record them and review them afterwards. I'm sure you'll be shouting at my about broken shapes within 24 hours!

I think I'm going to have a lot of fun at this tourney. I feel under no pressure to have a good win/loss record, I'm just looking forward to meeting other go players in person and getting some good games in.

hailthorn011 · **#210**

Boidhre wrote:

EdLee wrote:

Have fun at the tourney! Will you be recording all your games there?

Yes, I want to record them and review them afterwards. I'm sure you'll be shouting at my about broken shapes within 24 hours!

I think I'm going to have a lot of fun at this tourney. I feel under no pressure to have a good win/loss record, I'm just looking forward to meeting other go players in person and getting some good games in.

Good luck! :salute:

EdLee · **#211**

Boidhre wrote:

at my about broken shapes

Amazing what the Freudian slip can do to typing. Have fun!

Twitchy Go · **#212**

Boidhre wrote:

EdLee wrote:

Have fun at the tourney! Will you be recording all your games there?

Yes, I want to record them and review them afterwards. I'm sure you'll be shouting at my about broken shapes within 24 hours!

I think I'm going to have a lot of fun at this tourney. I feel under no pressure to have a good win/loss record, I'm just looking forward to meeting other go players in person and getting some good games in.

I hope you have/had fun(don't know if I'm posting while your there already or not).
I can relate there. My personal short term, I hope it won't turn into a long term at least, goal is to get to the point where EdLee won't find a spot to point out a basic or broken shape error in any game I post.

Boidhre · **#213**

I'm having so much fun! This is fantastic.

On the advice of a few people, I entered as a 16k EGF (about 2 stronger than I think I am), there's one 17k, one 12k and everyone else is 10k or stronger. Small tournament of 20 people so handicap-1, no bar.

Am 2 for 3 at the moment. Will post the games later. I was very nervous for my first game, only won because of a big blunder. I'm going to get crushed in the next round, I think the weakest person I can face is a very strong 6k. I don't mind though.

Boidhre · **#214**

Games: (hidden to save people having to scroll past all three)

Drewch · **#215**

Congrats on your first live tournament...got any tips.my first tourney is next week. Is it hard to record the game

Boidhre · **#216**

Drewch wrote:

Congrats on your first live tournament...got any tips.my first tourney is next week. Is it hard to record the game

Get used to doing it now. It slowed me down for my first game. But by my third I barely noticed putting in the moves on the iPad. I think it does distract you during the game which isn't a good thing but if you're at our level with zero chance of winning the tournament and not being able to play back the game from memory afterwards I think that the benefit of reviewing the game afterwards outweighs the concentration loss during.

EdLee · **#217**

Basic shapes. Broken shapes.

Boidhre · **#218**

One win, one loss today. Win against a 12k, loss against a 8k. Came 8th out of 20 overall. Happy enough with that.

Thanks for the review Ed.

bakekoq · **#219**

I also like to play fast. even, I seldom to read as much as possible the moves. I try to play with my instinct.. but, some good player scold me that I don't play seriously. maybe because the gap of our skill so he thought of that..

And from him I got "Instinct is good, but reading is a lot better".
So, Since now I'll try to read as much as possible that I can.

Boidhre · **#220**

bakekoq wrote:

I also like to play fast. even, I seldom to read as much as possible the moves. I try to play with my instinct.. but, some good player scold me that I don't play seriously. maybe because the gap of our skill so he thought of that..

And from him I got "Instinct is good, but reading is a lot better".
So, Since now I'll try to read as much as possible that I can.

My issue is that I quite like reading things out, I just don't know (outside of life and death) where to begin reading due to inexperience, so I make a lot of mistakes/waste time/spend ages thinking and come up with a very strange move. That said, I do get careless and blunder sometimes still but I'm not sure if that's ever going to go away.

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