(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[Sabaki:0.43.3]ST[1]SZ[19]HA[3]KM[-5.5]PW[mlbki]WR[4k+]PB[tm3771]BR[7k+]RE[B+13.5]DT[2019-09-20]PC[IGS-PandaNet]AB[pd][dp][dd];W[qp];B[oq];W[cf];B[fd];W[nc];B[pf];W[cq];B[dq];W[cp];B[co];W[bo];B[cn];W[bn];B[cm];W[bm];B[cr];W[br];B[dr];W[cl];B[dl];W[dk];B[ck];W[bl];B[em](;W[en]C[Mistake. At best premature but even then with E7 playing E5 might have been better];B[ek];W[dj];B[do];W[ej];B[fk];W[mq];B[oo];W[pn];B[kq];W[mo];B[qq]C[This move just doesn't feels right, but I'm unsure if what happened in the game was the right way to refute it.];W[pp];B[op];W[pq];B[mr](;W[lq];B[lr];W[pr];B[nq];W[ko];B[kp];W[lo];B[ip];W[ll];B[qj];W[qc];B[pc];W[pb];B[ob];W[qb];B[oc];W[re];B[rf];W[qe];B[qf];W[qd];B[pe];W[hc];B[df](;W[ce];B[cd](;W[dg];B[de](;W[cg];B[gc];W[kc];B[hb];W[ic];B[ib];W[jb];B[jd];W[jc];B[in]C[At this point I'm count that I'm behind by maybe 10-15 points on the board, and I do lack area that I can develop into territory. Thus I feel I have to reduce everything he has to ashes.];W[hm]C[I didn't feel like I could live going deeper];B[jl];W[hk];B[fj];W[gn];B[ei];W[di];B[fo];W[go];B[gp];W[fp];B[gq];W[eo](;B[fq];W[ep];B[im];W[ij];B[jj];W[il];B[jn];W[nm]C[He has one group splitting two weak groups of mine. Not good.];B[on];W[om];B[pm];W[qn];B[pl];W[ok](;B[pk](;W[nj]C[Mistake, should be A.]LB[oj:A];B[ol];W[nl];B[oj](;W[nk];B[oi];W[li];B[jk];W[hi];B[ik];W[hl];B[ii];W[hj];B[jh];W[gh];B[fh];W[ih];B[ji];W[eh];B[fi];W[fg];B[ig];W[hg];B[hh];W[gi];B[lb](;W[mg];B[mc];W[lc];B[md];W[le];B[ld];W[kd](;B[je];W[me];B[nd];W[ke];B[jf];W[ni];B[hf];W[ih];B[qm];W[oh];B[ph];W[og];B[pg](;W[mh]C[Possibly the losing move, assuming that it wasn't required to live. I feel now that I could manage.];B[rn];W[ro];B[po];W[qo];B[rm];W[or];B[nr];W[rq];B[be];W[bf];B[bd];W[gd];B[fb];W[ge];B[se];W[sd];B[sf];W[sb];B[bs];W[ar];B[gf];W[gg];B[ef];W[eg];B[hd];W[he];B[ie];W[id];B[fe];W[hd];B[ff];W[jo];B[io];W[jp];B[jq];W[eq];B[er];W[ns];B[ms];W[os];B[af];W[ag];B[ae];W[kg];B[jg](;W[kk];B[kj];W[lj];B[kl];W[lk];B[lm];W[mm];B[km];W[ne];B[oe];W[ka];B[pa];W[mb];B[nb];W[ma];B[qa];W[ra];B[oa];W[ho];B[hp];W[sn];B[sm];W[so];B[of];W[nf];B[kf];W[lf];B[kh](;W[fm]C[Actually quite big, around 3-4 points in reverse sente];B[fl];W[lg];B[dn];W[fn];B[dm];W[cs];B[ds];W[ia];B[ha];W[ja];B[gl];W[no];B[jr];W[bq];B[kn];W[hh];B[mp];W[lp];B[np];W[nn];B[ln];W[gm];B[el];W[as];B[cs];W[gj];B[gr];W[lh])(;W[lg];B[fm];W[fn](;B[gl])(;B[fl])))(;W[kj](;B[ki](;W[lj])(;W[kk]))(;B[kk];W[lk];B[ki];W[lj];B[km])))(;W[rn](;B[lj];W[mj];B[lk];W[mh];B[lh];W[nn];B[lm];W[km];B[kl];W[ln];B[ml];W[mm])(;B[mh];W[lh];B[ng];W[nh];B[nf];W[kg];B[mf];W[lg];B[lj];W[mj](;B[lk];W[km];B[kn];W[ln];B[kl];W[lm];B[nn];W[mn];B[mk];W[ml])(;B[km];W[lk]))(;B[lh];W[mh](;B[lj];W[km];B[ki];W[mi];B[nf];W[ng];B[mf])(;B[nf](;W[ng];B[mf];W[lf];B[lg];W[kg];B[kh])(;W[mf];B[ng];W[kh];B[kg];W[lg];B[ki];W[kf](;B[lj];W[mj];B[lk];W[km];B[lh];W[mi])(;B[lh];W[lj];B[nh](;W[mi])(;W[sk];B[rk];W[sm];B[sj];W[sl];B[be];W[bf];B[bd])))))))(;B[ke];W[je];B[kf];W[ie];B[hf];W[ih];B[if];W[ge];B[gf];W[ff];B[fe];W[gd];B[he];W[hd];B[gb];W[jg];B[kg]))(;W[mb];B[lc];W[ld])(;W[lc];B[mb];W[mc];B[nb]))(;W[lj];B[nk];W[mk];B[ni]))(;W[oj];B[ol];W[nl];B[nk];W[mj]C[The cut doesn't work.]))(;B[ol];W[nl](;B[nk];W[pk];B[ql];W[qk])(;B[pk];W[nk])))(;B[ep]))(;W[fb];B[cg];W[ch];B[bg];W[bh](;B[dh];W[eg];B[be];W[eh])(;B[be])(;B[eg];W[dh];B[be];W[db])))(;W[de];B[ee];W[dg];B[ef];W[cg]))(;W[dg]))(;W[nr];B[nq];W[lr];B[mp];W[lq](;B[lp])(;B[or];W[ms];B[lp];W[kr];B[pr]))(;W[lr];B[lq];W[nr];B[mp];W[nq];B[kr];W[ms];B[np];W[or]C[This might be good enough since I get a large corner, but my position isn't great to counter his influence]))(;W[el];B[dm];W[ek]))