(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2] RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]OT[5x30 byo-yomi] PW[tikuma]PB[toothbrush]WR[1d]BR[1d]DT[2019-09-23]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]C[My first few games as a Dan have not been too hot!]RE[W+Resign] ;B[pd]BL[597.257] ;W[dc]WL[593.544] ;B[pp]BL[594.211] ;W[dp]WL[590.207] ;B[de]BL[591.213] ;W[ce]WL[587.051] ;B[cf]BL[589.502] ;W[cd]WL[584.874] ;B[df]BL[588.977] ;W[fc]WL[580.911] ;B[dj]BL[588.331] ;W[qn]WL[572.068] ;B[ql]BL[582.325] ;W[on]WL[567.088] ;B[nq]BL[578.89] ;W[pk]WL[563.62] ;B[pl]BL[575.368] ;W[ol]WL[561.659] ;B[qk]BL[574.821] ;W[pj]WL[557.574] ;B[qj]BL[573.418] ;W[pi]WL[555.031] ;B[qh]BL[571.035] ;W[qc]WL[547.868] ;B[qd]BL[513.048] ;W[pc]WL[544.479] ;B[oc]BL[512.177] ;W[ob]WL[542.152] ;B[nb]BL[510.3] ;W[rd]WL[537.513] ;B[rc]BL[485.429] ;W[nc]WL[480.919] ;B[od]BL[476.596] ;W[rb]WL[433.337] (;B[re]BL[433.228] ;W[pb]WL[395.274] ;B[sd]BL[398.926] ;W[mb]WL[392.206] ;B[nd]BL[394.25] ;W[mc]WL[388.008] ;B[om]BL[383.941] ;W[nm]WL[369.981] ;B[pm]BL[382.125] ;W[nl]WL[354.075] ;B[pn]BL[371.09] ;W[ph]WL[350.022] ;B[qg]BL[362.422] ;W[cl]WL[340.185] ;B[bj]BL[357.43]C[I... wish I knew of better replies to C8 than B10. It's solid but a bit boring.] ;W[cn]WL[291.104]C[I thought this was a bit slow though] (;B[ge]BL[347.925] ;W[lq]WL[275.673] (;B[qp]BL[282.647]C[I protected here. I debated a while but I thought it was a huge move.] ;W[eq]WL[251.911] ;B[jq]BL[270.487] ;W[hq]WL[230.406] ;B[gp]BL[240.46] ;W[gq]WL[201.544] ;B[hp]BL[236.642] ;W[nr]WL[188.392] (;B[or]BL[228.213] ;W[np]WL[185.038] ;B[mq]BL[207.551] ;W[mp]WL[177.186] ;B[oq]BL[205.601] ;W[lp]WL[168.948] ;B[jo]BL[195.766] ;W[jl]WL[160.137] ;B[gm]BL[145.448] ;W[ek]WL[141.358] ;B[fi]BL[134.357] ;W[ej]WL[137.079] ;B[ei]BL[131.157] ;W[dk]WL[129.799] (;B[gk]BL[112.901] ;W[cj]WL[126.509] ;B[mn]BL[76.423] ;W[kn]WL[112.819]C[This caught me off guard and I sorta started to just fall apart from here] ;B[nj]BL[40.026] ;W[mj]WL[99.96] ;B[ni]BL[36.995] ;W[nk]WL[96.605] ;B[mi]BL[34.88] ;W[lj]WL[77.815] ;B[li]BL[24.873] ;W[kj]WL[51.6] ;B[ci]BL[3.945] ;W[di]WL[49.151] ;B[dh]BL[3.086] ;W[dj]WL[35.644] ;B[jh]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[hl]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[gl]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[ii]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[ih]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[hi]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[hh]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[gi]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[gh]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[fj]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[gj]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[hk]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[gc]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[gb]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[fb]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[eb]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[hb]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[fa]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[hc]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[iq]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[ip]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[in]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[jn]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[jm]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[fp]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[fq]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[hn]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[im]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[kr]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[lr]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[ko]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[lo]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[ln]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[km]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[mr]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[ls]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[kp]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[ir]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[kq]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[io]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[oo]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[nn]WL[30]OW[5] ;B[jj]BL[30]OB[4]C[:( rip]) (;B[cj] ;W[gk] ;B[kr] ;W[lr] ;B[im] ;W[il] ;B[iq]C[I think this would have been enough to find life somehow.])) (;B[mq] ;W[mr] ;B[lp] ;W[oq] ;B[op]C[I think i should have played this way even if I give the corner. Now, that group of white is potentially floating in the center if I were to strike at O10.])) (;B[dq]C[Maybe I should have attached even now too])) (;B[dq]C[Really should have gone here])) (;B[pb] ;W[qb] ;B[oa] ;W[re] ;B[qf]C[This was a possibility - but I wasn't sure how much that ponnuki would be worth with white's stones on the upper left.]))