(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1800]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[white]PB[me]DT[2014-08-18]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[W+8.50]
;B[pd]BL[1797.125]
;W[dp]WL[1792.041]
;B[qp]BL[1795.166]
;W[dd]WL[1789.936]
;B[fq]BL[1792.32]
;W[ip]WL[1786.31]
;B[fo]BL[1788.162]
;W[gp]WL[1784.028]
;B[fp]BL[1786.513]
;W[dn]WL[1782.083]
;B[dr]BL[1784.333]
;W[gr]WL[1779.717]
;B[gq]BL[1769.463]
;W[hr]WL[1776.915]C[should I or not exchange?]
;B[cq]BL[1766.688]
;W[fr]WL[1773.29]
;B[cp]BL[1764.499]C[before I didn't know what's a good move when white pushes at F2]
;W[eq]WL[1750.046]
;B[do]BL[1758.691]
;W[eo]WL[1737.501]
;B[ep]BL[1730.826]
;W[co]WL[1728.965]
;B[er]BL[1726.171]
;W[op]WL[1712.714]
;B[mq]BL[1695.651]C[should pincer? if so, is it the right pincer?]
(;W[or]WL[1708.041]C[white plays to separate black]
;B[pn]BL[1686.12]
;W[no]WL[1704.983]
(;B[lo]BL[1648.468]
;W[ql]WL[1699.694]
;B[pl]BL[1627.768]
;W[pk]WL[1694.831]
;B[ol]BL[1620.403]
;W[qo]WL[1693.564]
;B[po]BL[1609.961]
;W[pp]WL[1691.484]LB[ro:A]C[didn't know this joseki and the move should be A but it somehow ended the same in joseki]
;B[qn]BL[1598.445]
;W[qq]WL[1688.104]
;B[ro]BL[1595.219]
;W[rq]WL[1684.08]
;B[qi]BL[1583.925]LB[pi:A][kq:B]C[here I don't know where to play. If joseki continuation, it seems to be at A. but is it good in this position? how about the group at bottom? need reinforcement first like B or something?]
;W[kq]WL[1672.884]
(;B[kp]BL[1524.171]LB[mp:A]C[thinking of solid connect at A but I felt it was heavy... idk so I tried something else >.<]
;W[lq]WL[1662.861]
;B[mp]BL[1520.517]
;W[mr]WL[1654.731]
;B[jq]BL[1517.062]
;W[jp]WL[1648.919]
;B[nr]BL[1481.669]
;W[lr]WL[1615.359]
;B[nq]BL[1470.863]
;W[ns]WL[1546.738]
;B[mn]BL[1374.197]
;W[lp]WL[1517.323]
;B[mo]BL[1371.037]
;W[ko]WL[1513.305]
;B[kn]BL[1366.967]
;W[jn]WL[1506.638]
;B[km]BL[1307.927]
;W[nc]WL[1499.976]
;B[pf]BL[1299.903]
;W[nn]WL[1492.618]LB[mm:B][nm:A]C[A? or maybe B? I was just worried about the aji of the white stones r8]
;B[ok]BL[1247.944]LB[mm:B][nm:A]C[should have blocked at A? or B? I played this maybe because I was really worried with aji of the white stones...]
;W[mm]WL[1473.815]C[if I cut do I gain anything... what is the shape move?]
;B[ml]BL[1184.663]
;W[lm]WL[1460.285]
;B[ll]BL[1172.994]
;W[nl]WL[1446.777]
;B[nk]BL[1170.255]
;W[nm]WL[1444.514]
;B[kk]BL[1159.831]C[so I just sacrificed because white cut will be ugly for black]
;W[ln]WL[1440.05]C[this sacrifice worth it? I wanted to take sente to attack O17 but idk how to do it the best way...]
(;B[lc]BL[1151.666]C[maybe no pressure like this... but I didn't realize at all]
;W[qc]WL[1434.768]
;B[pc]BL[1149.61]
;W[pb]WL[1431.07]
(;B[ob]BL[1147.223]LB[qd:A]C[block at A instead? I still no concrete knowledge how to determine where to block]
;W[rb]WL[1427.101]
(;B[oc]BL[1145.291]
;W[rf]WL[1414.369]
;B[qg]BL[1112.92]
;W[rg]WL[1407.108]
;B[fc]BL[1108.909]
;W[fd]WL[1388.311]
;B[gd]BL[1105.657]
;W[gc]WL[1385.931]C[unexpected... I didn't know how to respond to this one]
;B[ed]BL[1079.362]
;W[fe]WL[1382.849]
(;B[ec]BL[1059.682]
;W[ee]WL[1378.568]
;B[dc]BL[1055.728]
;W[cc]WL[1376.191]
;B[cd]BL[1047.376]
;W[de]WL[1373.726]
;B[cb]BL[1045.662]
;W[bc]WL[1371.32]
;B[bb]BL[1031.759]
;W[bd]WL[1368.789]
;B[hc]BL[1029.612]
;W[gb]WL[1358.767]
;B[hb]BL[1025.875]
;W[hf]WL[1353.598]
;B[hd]BL[1014.058]C[was there any better variation that this? ... lol]
;W[dj]WL[1341.246]
;B[fg]BL[1005.066]C[feels like a vital point-ish]
;W[gh]WL[1329.26]
;B[cf]BL[999.585]
;W[ce]WL[1321.789]
;B[ei]BL[981.233]
;W[ch]WL[1285.971]
;B[di]BL[976.467]
;W[ci]WL[1279.342]
;B[ej]BL[974.347]
;W[dk]WL[1261.165]
;B[dg]BL[964.673]
;W[bf]WL[1247.974]
;B[gj]BL[961.221]
;W[ih]WL[1207.063]
;B[cg]BL[953.601]
;W[bg]WL[1199.707]
;B[hi]BL[950.939]
;W[fh]WL[1138.52]
;B[eg]BL[947.689]
;W[gf]WL[1070.928]
;B[hh]BL[880.993]
;W[ig]WL[1048.742]
;B[gg]BL[871.544]
;W[qe]WL[1041.205]
;B[pe]BL[867.16]
;W[ri]WL[1032.388]
;B[rj]BL[863.459]
;W[qh]WL[1028.942]
;B[ph]BL[861.939]
;W[rh]WL[1026.709]
;B[qj]BL[828.227]
;W[oa]WL[1015.62]
;B[na]BL[823.957]
;W[pa]WL[1011.816]
;B[lb]BL[808.848]
;W[jj]WL[992.414]
;B[qd]BL[807.005]
;W[rd]WL[988.893]
;B[ik]BL[764.508]
;W[ij]WL[979.021]
;B[hk]BL[760.162]
;W[kh]WL[939.324]
;B[cm]BL[752.201]
;W[dm]WL[918.603]
;B[bo]BL[739.829]
;W[bn]WL[895.388]
;B[cn]BL[729.558]
;W[bp]WL[862.212]
;B[do]BL[725.373]
;W[fb]WL[857.754]
;B[db]BL[722.047]
;W[co]WL[851.031]
;B[rc]BL[675.548]
;W[sc]WL[827.365]
;B[do]BL[673.836]
;W[dh]WL[775.836]
;B[en]BL[642.799]C[that ko helped me somehow...]
;W[eh]WL[771.889]
;B[hg]BL[639.996]
;W[hj]WL[770.091]
;B[gi]BL[633.86]
;W[gk]WL[767.657]
;B[fl]BL[618.441]
;W[gl]WL[756.707]
;B[el]BL[596.621]
;W[dl]WL[678.603]
;B[im]BL[588.23]
;W[je]WL[653.241]
;B[bk]BL[571.464]
;W[bl]WL[582.964]
;B[cl]BL[565.845]
;W[ck]WL[579.133]
;B[bj]BL[523.674]
;W[bm]WL[573.357]
;B[co]BL[520.359]
;W[bi]WL[565.063]
;B[an]BL[517.467]
;W[cj]WL[560.938]
;B[al]BL[514.72]
;W[jc]WL[554.515]
(;B[ie]BL[505.038]
;W[id]WL[544.94]
;B[he]BL[468.905]
;W[if]WL[537.255]
;B[kd]BL[464.783]
;W[jd]WL[534.399]
;B[kf]BL[453.994]
;W[ib]WL[517.562]
;B[ha]BL[451.204]
;W[ia]WL[501.527]
;B[eb]BL[437.936]
;W[ke]WL[490.442]
;B[le]BL[428.134]
;W[jf]WL[395.394]
;B[lg]BL[419.548]
;W[mi]WL[338.731]
;B[ki]BL[232.501]
;W[lh]WL[313.701]
;B[mh]BL[205.673]
;W[li]WL[252.379]C[i just wanted some sente]
;B[hq]BL[173.164]
;W[iq]WL[236.081]
;B[hn]BL[164.793]C[to end up gote again lol...]
;W[nh]WL[215.107]
;B[mg]BL[161.727]
;W[oh]WL[191.843]
;B[oi]BL[148.285]
;W[ni]WL[187.405]
;B[og]BL[146.556]
;W[oj]WL[172.388]
;B[pi]BL[143.849]
;W[nj]WL[159.414]
;B[pj]BL[122.262]
;W[jl]WL[123.367]
;B[jk]BL[83.041]
;W[jm]WL[114.866]
;B[kl]BL[72.231]
;W[ng]WL[78.154]
;B[nf]BL[69.862]
;W[kg]WL[75.745]
(;B[lf]BL[68.107]
;W[sj]WL[23.091]
;B[sk]BL[64.965]
;W[si]WL[20.824]
;B[rk]BL[63.691]
;W[ek]WL[7.56]
;B[fk]BL[61.182]
;W[kc]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ld]BL[58.195]
;W[qf]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[pg]BL[49.222]
;W[kj]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ii]BL[44.812]
;W[ji]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[sp]BL[41.129]
;W[rp]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[sq]BL[35.197]
;W[qo]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[sn]BL[27.372]
;W[sr]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[so]BL[25.595]
;W[rr]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[hp]BL[21.114]
;W[in]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[hm]BL[1.977]
;W[ab]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[fs]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[gs]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[es]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[jr]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ba]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[kb]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ka]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ja]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[la]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ic]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[fa]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ho]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[io]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[jo]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[go]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[em]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[fm]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[aj]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[am]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[mk]WL[30]OW[4]LB[pm:A]C[fell for this... I didn't notice it maybe too tired already because of playing long]
(;B[lk]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[pm]WL[30]OW[4]C[so many lost pts because of this...]
;B[qk]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[om]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[mj]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[rm]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[rn]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[qm]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[sm]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[lj]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[mk]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[il]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[hl]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[fi]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[fj]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[oo]WL[30]OW[4]C[no more moves maybe the ko... I thought it was lack or liberty at q9 lol...]
(;B[sl]BL[30]OB[5]C[not needed, my bad... but result seems the same]
;W[qp]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ak]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ai]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[io]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[nb]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ma]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ho]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[bh]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ah]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[io]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[fn]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[gn]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ho]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ag]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[af]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[io]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ge]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ga]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ho]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[qb]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[qa]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[io]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ac]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[ho]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[]WL[30]OW[4]
;B[]BL[30]OB[4]TW[ra][sa][jb][qb][sb][rc][ad][cd][sd][ae][be][re][se][sf][ag][jg][sg][bh][jh][sh][ki][mn][lo][mo][kp][mp][np][jq][mq][nq][oq][pq][ir][kr][nr][pr][qr][hs][is][js][ks][ls][ms][os][ps][qs][rs][ss]TB[ca][da][ea][fb][gb][mb][nb][gc][mc][nc][md][nd][od][me][ne][oe][mf][of][gk][pk][bl][gl][bm][gm][bn][fn][ao][eo][ap][bp][dp][gp][aq][bq][dq][eq][ar][br][cr][as][bs][cs][ds]C[the endgame was totally his! I was all gote and I didn't know where to play... I only studied endgame for  a while and already forgot most of it... also I can't count  OTL])
(;B[qp]))
(;B[pm]
;W[rm]
;B[rn]
;W[qk]
;B[lk]
;W[lj]
;B[oo])
(;B[qk]
(;W[pm]
;B[om]
;W[rm]
;B[rn]
;W[on]
;B[qm])
(;W[rm]
;B[rn]
(;W[pm]
;B[om])
(;W[om]
;B[pm]))))
(;B[qf]
;W[lf]
;B[mf]
;W[kj]
;B[re]
;W[se]
;B[sf]
;W[sg]
;B[si]LB[ra:A]C[maybe...]))
(;B[kd]
;W[jd]
;B[kf]C[maybe? or something better than this? I'm really bad at endgame >.<]))
(;B[ee]
;W[ec]
(;B[dc]
;W[fb]
;B[cd]
;W[de])
(;B[fb]
;W[eb]
;B[gb]
;W[hc]
;B[hd]C[maybe?])))
(;B[pa]C[can become ko... but I don't have much ko threats I think...]))
(;B[qd]
;W[rb]
;B[rc]
;W[qb]
(;B[ci])
(;B[nd]C[maybe?])))
(;B[oc]C[maybe this?]
(;W[nd]
;B[kd])
(;W[ic])))
(;B[mp]
;W[mr]
;B[lr]))
(;B[ko]))
(;W[qq]
;B[pq]
;W[pp]
;B[oq]
;W[nq]
;B[np]
;W[nr]
;B[qr]
;W[rq]
;B[or]
;W[qo]
;B[mr]
;W[no]
;B[mp]C[was thinking of somethign like this]))