(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]
GN[oca - Hchen]PW[oca]PB[Hchen]WR[13k]BR[13k]DT[2015/01/15]RE[B+35.50]
;B[pd]
;W[dd]LB[dp:a]
;B[pp]
;W[dq]C[I try to play at leat on komoku point for now, as I don't know that much joseki with that point
especially pincer's one where I'm really weak...]
;B[do]
(;W[co]LB[dl:a]TR[dd]C[but I will not pincer this time... even if I think "a" would be fine with my top/left corner stone.]
(;B[dp]LB[cn:a]C[I hate this one... I prefer when black answer at "a"]
;W[cp]
;B[eq]
;W[cq]C[so far I think we both follow the joseki...]
;B[dn]
;W[jq]CR[gq][mq]LB[cm:b][er:a]C[this is not the joseki... which would normaly continue at "a" or "b" at what I just checked right now...
but during the game I had no idea what that joseki was...

I think this move is all wrong and that I really avoid that kind of playing...

that said, I can at least make a two space extension both directions...
but now, that stone is really a target for black to attack...

and what I really wanted to avoid is actually going to happend with my help...
just like Anakin skywalker did trying to save is wife in StarWars episode 3 ;)]
;B[nq]LB[hp:b][hq:c][mq:a]C[I think black can be more severe here maybe playing one space futher at "a"
but any way, that allready hurt...

Now about the direction of play...I think this is correct, he is pushing me against is wall
so "b" or "c" would be the wrong direction I think...


Black's wall isn't strong at this point, so this may actually be a mistake, weakening the wall.]
(;W[fq]LB[jo:c][fp:b][gq:a]C[to attach or not to attach ?
more "a" or "b" ?

I'm trying to play sente move to get some eye space, but maybe I should just jump out at "c"

I would like to attack the weakest group, but both are not that weak... so once again I think that was not a great idea to play here...]
;B[er]LB[gr:a][bs:b]TR[dq][fq]SQ[eq][er]C[so no connection ... and right after white played this, I reallized that this move threaten both of my groups (for example at "a" or "b"...
what a mess....

and worse, that just plain make a broken shape...]
;W[fp]LB[ep:a]C[no other idea here...
trying a forcing move to get stronger...]
(;B[cn]C[this is weird ... I suppose black should connect here...

Not connecting is very weird.]
;W[ep]TR[eq][er]C[that looks better for me now...]
;B[di]
;W[nc]LB[fd:a][qf:b]C[I'm really not sure that was the correct direction...

My first idea was to play en enclosure at "a" or approaching at "b"
but finally I decided to approach from that wider side...]
;B[qg]C[too much black stones on the right now...]
;W[jd]LB[pb:b][qf:a]C[if white would have played at "a" I would have played at "b" but here I wanted to play faster.

This looks fine.]
;B[gd]TR[dd]C[I should help my corner stone now.

This is... a bit odd.  Black is trying to split white's stones, but it's pretty loose...]
(;W[fc]LB[ef:a]TR[gd]C[I think this is plain wrong...

I suppose I should separate the black stone with something like... maybe "a" ?]
;B[hc]C[which one of my group is the weakest ?

Now, I suppose the corner group is weaker as it cannot walk easily to the center

... but during the game I was feeling that the top group was weaker...]
;W[jc]C[so I helped this one...]
;B[fd]
;W[ef]C[maybe it's a bit late to separte... I should choose a strategy and keep it.

This asks black to at least cut at E17 and settle easily.  White really has to protect the corner in some way, maybe E17 as well.]
;B[de]C[ouch... what now...]
;W[ee]C[desperate move]
;B[ed]
;W[ce]C[at least the ladder is good for me... but I'm losing too much here... my corner is gone now]
;B[dc]
;W[cd]
;B[cc]
;W[bc]
;B[bb]
;W[ad]C[Ouch.  White just lost a lot.]
;B[me]
;W[ld]LB[jf:a]SQ[ng][nh][ni][pj][pk][pm][pn]C[too small ?
maybe first jump out at "a" ? but I need a few point to have a chance to win the game...
black mojo start to really scare me at that point.

This is good I think.  You have to be patient until you can attack.  Having black split the white group and harrass it will not end well.]
;B[ql]C[that's even worse...

I find this move kind of wishy-washy, like, I don't know where to play so I'll plop something down in the middleish.  White should be able to reduce from maybe P9 or something without too much trouble.  White can cut N15 too at some point if it looks favourable.]
;W[rp]C[let's try a submarine attack... the problem is that I really have no plan... I really play move by move
and it's never a good idea to invade without a good plan...]
;B[qq]C[so I will not live small in the corner... need to find something else...]
;W[rq]C[but first a forcing move - or at least what I first thought that was a forcing move ;)]
;B[qo]C[ouch again... that hurt...]
;W[qr]C[maybe here ?]
;B[pr]
;W[qp]C[that's a bit a panic mode...]
;B[pq]
;W[rs]LB[sr:a]C[trying to make ko but I think to do so I would have to play at "a" instead...]
;B[ro]C[weird... so I can live...]
;W[sr]C[Alive...

Alive, but small and helping black consolidate therest of the moyo.]
;B[on]C[This is small.  Black is too strong to worry a lot about the cut right now.]
;W[qc]C[that looks big to me

Maybe not the best until the top white group is stronger.]
;B[pc]
;W[pb]
(;B[qd]LB[ob:a]C[excpected "a" but I think this one work well with the mojo...]
(;W[rc]
;B[rd]
;W[dk]C[I don't now if that's good or not... maybe I'm pushing black against my top/left group which is not that strong ?]
;B[ek]
;W[ej]
;B[dj]
;W[ck]
;B[el]
;W[fj]C[beautifull is it ? but scary ...

White is is more trouble than black here.]
;B[bi]
;W[cg]
;B[ci]C[Slow but effective.]
;W[bn]
;B[bm]
;W[bo]
;B[bl]
;W[cm]C[again, here it's very difficult for me to read what would happend, that's pure *not so good* feeling...

** END of comment ** 

just jump to move 103 to see how it  just totally killed me, I didn't saw it coming at all... 
I should have resigned earlier...]
;B[cl]
;W[dm]
;B[em]
;W[ne]
;B[qb]
;W[rb]
(;B[hj]
;W[fh]
;B[if]
;W[oe]
;B[kf]
;W[mf]
;B[le]
;W[oh]C[I guess black wants to ruin his own moyo by playing dame and pushing white into it?]
;B[pi]
;W[qf]C[You're going to end in sente to connect, right?]
;B[rf]
;W[pf]
;B[pg]
;W[og]
;B[md]
;W[mc]
;B[nd]
;W[oc]
;B[od]C[Uh-oh]
;W[lh]
;B[nj]
;W[lj]
;B[lc]
;W[kd]
;B[lb]
;W[qa]
;B[mb]
;W[ob]
;B[jb]
;W[ib]
;B[kb]
;W[ic]
;B[hb]
;W[ja]
;B[je]
(;W[nb]
;B[ka]
;W[ia]
;B[id]
;W[ma]
;B[ha]
;W[mr]
;B[mq]
;W[lq]
;B[lp]
;W[kp]
;B[lo]
;W[rh]
;B[rg]
;W[qi]
;B[qj]
;W[rj]
;B[rk]
;W[pj]
;B[qk]
(;W[oi]
;B[ph]
;W[oj]
;B[jn]
;W[nk]
;B[ko]
;W[nr]
;B[hq]
;W[ip]
;B[fr]
;W[hp]
;B[jr]
;W[ir]
;B[lr]
;W[kq]
;B[kr]
;W[js]
;B[gp]
;W[gq]
;B[go]
;W[hr]
;B[ho]
;W[gk]
;B[hk]
;W[nm]
;B[bg]
;W[bf]
;B[ch]
;W[dg]
;B[eh]
;W[fg]
;B[gl]
;W[hh]
;B[fk]
;W[he]
;B[hf]
;W[hd]
;B[ge]
;W[gc]
;B[ec]
;W[om]
;B[pm]
;W[lm]
;B[km]
;W[nn]
;B[no]
;W[oo]
;B[pn]
;W[mo]
;B[np]
;W[ln]
;B[ll]
;W[kl]
;B[jl]
;W[kk]
;B[jk]
;W[kj]
;B[fi]
;W[gi]
;B[gj]
;W[en]
;B[dl]
;W[fn]
;B[fo]
;W[eo]
;B[gn]
;W[fm]
;B[gm]
;W[gr]
;B[or]
;W[ls]
;B[ns]
;W[ks]
;B[ps]
;W[jg]C[That was sente!]
;B[qs]
;W[sp]
;B[rr]
;W[ie]C[Interesting threat.]
(;B[id]
;W[qr]
;B[mg]
;W[lg]
;B[lf]
;W[nf]
;B[rr]
;W[sd]C[Are you sure this is a threat?  At best it seems like deferred ko.]
;B[qr]
;W[re]
;B[sj]
;W[si]
;B[sf]
;W[se]
;B[ri]
;W[na]
;B[ke]
;W[rj]
;B[qe]
;W[sc]
;B[ri]
;W[hd]
(;B[he]
;W[rj]
;B[pe]
;W[of]
;B[ri]
;W[sg]C[?  At least get some compensation.  M19 is still a threat.]
;B[sh]
;W[jj]
;B[hi]
;W[gh]
;B[ih]
;W[jh]
;B[kg]
;W[kh]
;B[ii]
;W[jf]
;B[ie]
;W[ig]
;B[ji]
;W[ki]
;B[an]
;W[ao]
;B[am]
;W[ag]
;B[bh]
;W[io]
;B[in]
;W[jo]
;B[kn]
;W[ij]
;B[ik]
;W[dh]
;B[ei]
;W[ol]
;B[pk]
;W[ab]
;B[ba]
;W[ms]
;B[os]
;W[la]
;B[kc]
;W[ah]
;B[ai]
;W[af]
;B[mp]
;W[mn]
;B[ok]
;W[mk]
;B[mi]
;W[mh]
;B[nh]
;W[ng]
;B[pl]
;W[eg]
;B[cb]
;W[hg]
;B[gf]
;W[]
;B[aa]
;W[ac]
;B[]
;W[]
;B[]TW[oa][pa][ra][sa][qb][sb][bd][ae][be][de][cf][df][mg][nh][li][mi][ni][mj][nj][lk][ll][ml][nl][mm][ap][bp][jp][aq][bq][eq][hq][iq][ar][br][cr][dr][er][fr][jr][kr][lr][as][bs][cs][ds][es][fs][gs][hs][is]TB[ca][da][ea][fa][ga][ia][ja][db][eb][fb][gb][ib][fc][gc][ic][jc][hd][jd][kd][ld][sg][qh][rh][qi][si][aj][bj][cj][ej][fj][rj][ak][bk][ck][dk][gk][sk][al][hl][il][rl][sl][cm][dm][hm][im][jm][qm][rm][sm][hn][qn][rn][sn][oo][po][so][op][qp][rp][sp][oq][rq][sq][sr][rs][ss])
(;B[kc]C[better]))
(;B[qr]
;W[na]C[oops. :)  Probably better for white.]))
(;W[ph]
;B[oi]
;W[qh]C[Maybe this way, though white still has issues.]))
(;W[ha]C[might give you an extra liberty or a ko.]))
(;B[ob]C[White cries.]))
(;W[rb]C[Play here to stay connected.]))
(;B[ob]
;W[qb]
;B[oc]
(;W[re]LB[mb:a]C[and now (or later) black as "a" and that would be really severe as I'm not settle yet with my top group...])
(;W[nb]
;B[oa]
;W[qd]
;B[qe]
;W[rd]C[you can live this way, but the top group is still in a bit of trouble.])))
(;W[df]C[I see nothing wrong with this.  If black takes the corner, G16 will be in trouble when you separate it.]))
(;B[ep]C[This doesn't look so great for white.]))
(;W[gq]C[This looks fine to me.]))
(;B[cn]
;W[cp]
;B[fc]C[one day I will try that prob as black... but I'm white here ;-) so let's keep focused on the current game...]))
(;W[dp]C[If you don't want black to play avalanche, and you think it's good for black, you can play this.

There's some discussion about it at http://senseis.xmp.net/?34PointHighApproachThrust]
;B[eo]
;W[co]
;B[cn]
;W[bo]))