(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2] RU[AGA]SZ[19]KM[7.50] PW[dh]PB[dc]C[I decided I really needed to play better, and tried to just play the opening fast, and then to think. I have been spending too much time pondering opening theory, when it isn't relevant to the game result] ;B[dp] ;W[pp] ;B[dc] ;W[pd] ;B[di] ;W[gd] ;B[de] ;W[jd] ;B[nq] ;W[qn] ;B[jp] ;W[cn] ;B[co] ;W[dn] ;B[fp] ;W[ck] ;B[bj] ;W[gm] ;B[qf] ;W[nd] ;B[rd] ;W[lq] (;B[jq] ;W[np] ;B[mq]C[?? losing most of the corner aji in gote] ;W[mp] ;B[lr] ;W[oq] ;B[or] ;W[pr] ;B[nr] ;W[qh] ;B[qc] ;W[qe] ;B[re] ;W[pf] ;B[pg] ;W[qg] ;B[rf] ;W[of] ;B[oo] ;W[nn] ;B[op]C[hasty, B just needs one stone anywhere in the vicinity to make this work, but this is too early] ;W[pq] ;B[on] ;W[nm] ;B[om] ;W[nl] ;B[qm] ;W[rm] ;B[ol] ;W[nk] (;B[pj]C[not shape?] (;W[ql]C[hasty] ;B[ok] ;W[nj] ;B[ph]C[I missed this move] ;W[qi] ;B[pi] ;W[qj] ;B[nh]C[B runs into W's area, O6 is weaker, the M16 weakness remains, and the right side territory is limited as with B Q1, W can't easily block at R1, and the T11 monkey remains. Still, W is very happy] ;W[li] ;B[lh] ;W[kh] (;B[mi] ;W[lg]C[defending against M16] ;B[mj] ;W[mh] ;B[mg] ;W[lh] ;B[ni] ;W[kl]C[nice shape] ;B[nf] ;W[ld]C[some ko aji with N15] (;B[ll]C[why here] ;W[lm] ;B[kk] (;W[lk] ;B[lj] ;W[ml] ;B[jj] ;W[ji]C[B was surprised, presumably at my fighting spirit, but K12 is very annoying for me to deal with if I don't play here] ;B[kj]C[he backed down] ;W[il] ;B[hj] ;W[ii]C[this may not be biggest, but I was both nervous about the H8 cut aji and it is still very big] ;B[hl] ;W[hm] ;B[ik] (;W[jl]C[this emphasises that G8 is sente] ;B[gl] ;W[fl] ;B[fj]C[maybe slack in a difficult position] ;W[pb]C[very urgent, B O18 wipes out W's area. Whether or not this is sente depends on R16] (;B[qb]C[proper, aims at P18 , but W has gained a lot ] ;W[cq] ;B[dq]C[W is relatively alive, so B doesn't dare] ;W[bo] ;B[bp] ;W[cp] ;B[bq] ;W[do] ;B[cr] ;W[ho]C[I thought I'd fix the J6 peep in sente, but B felt the urgency and tenukied] (;B[gb] ;W[cc] (;B[db] ;W[ce]C[practically impossible to kill] (;B[cf] ;W[dd] ;B[ed] ;W[cd] ;B[ee] ;W[bf] ;B[cg] ;W[bg] ;B[bh] ;W[cb] ;B[fc]C[W lives ridiculously big] ;W[hq] ;B[id]C[W+T] ;W[ie] ;B[he] ;W[if] ;B[jc] ;W[ic] ;B[hd] ;W[kc] ;B[jb] ;W[ib] ;B[je] ;W[kd] ;B[hf] ;W[ig] ;B[hg] ;W[hh] ;B[gh]C[B gets profit but] ;W[lp] ;B[jr] ;W[os] ;B[ns] ;W[ps] ;B[kq] ;W[hr] ;B[is] ;W[co] ;B[fr]) (;B[cd]C[better] ;W[bd] ;B[dd] ;W[cf] (;B[bg] ;W[cg] ;B[bh] ;W[eg]) (;B[eg] ;W[cb] ;B[bb] ;W[bc] ;B[ca] ;W[bh] ;B[bi] ;W[ch] ;B[dj] ;W[ba] ;B[aa] ;W[ac] ;B[da] ;W[dg]))) (;B[dd]C[the strongest resistance] ;W[bd] ;B[be] ;W[db] ;B[eb] ;W[bb]C[probably ko] ;B[da]) (;B[cd] ;W[db] ;B[ec] ;W[bc])) (;B[hp] ;W[cc])) (;B[pc] ;W[oc] ;B[qd]C[maybe W won't respond now] ;W[ob]C[or respond like this])) (;W[im]C[I found it hard to choose])) (;W[jl] ;B[ln]C[awkward])) (;B[me] ;W[le] ;B[ne]) (;B[kk] ;W[ll]C[scared of this?])) (;B[lg] ;W[mi]C[B probably didn't want to see this])) (;W[oi]C[W is very happy, there is not cut at O5 anymore] ;B[qi] ;W[ph] ;B[rl] ;W[ql] ;B[qk] ;W[pm] ;B[pl] ;W[qm] ;B[rh] ;W[ok] ;B[pk] ;W[fg] ;B[fi] ;W[dg])) (;B[rl] ;W[ql] ;B[qk] ;W[pm] ;B[pl] ;W[qm] ;B[oj] ;W[oh] ;B[pi] ;W[ph] ;B[nj] ;W[mj] ;B[mi] ;W[lj])) (;B[lp]C[I thought B should do this] ;W[kp] ;B[ko] ;W[kq] ;B[jq] ;W[mp] ;B[lo] ;W[mq] ;B[jo] ;W[np] ;B[ek]C[it will be very hard for W to invade 3-3] ;W[go]C[but andrew kay found this idea] ;B[gp] ;W[gk]C[B also has weaknesses]))