(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]HA[2]KM[0.50]TM[1500]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Lights]PB[dutchie]WR[12k]BR[14k]DT[2017-05-30]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]AB[pd][dp]RE[W+Time]
;W[dd]WL[1495.47]
;B[pq]BL[1489.903]C[I felt this was a mistake as soon as I played it, because W gets to approach immediately. I suppose it probably doesn't matter too much. I don't have that much experience with handicap though.]
;W[po]WL[1491.448]
;B[qo]BL[1488.154]
;W[qp]WL[1488.16]C[This surprised me, but W has to fight in a handicap game]
;B[pp]BL[1476.203]
;W[qn]WL[1486.083]
;B[qq]BL[1467.227]C[If I can take a corner and some bottom side in exchange for my stone I'm happy.]
;W[ro]WL[1483.943]
;B[oo]BL[1463.032]
;W[on]WL[1482.249]
;B[nn]BL[1453.949]C[I'm not sure if this is over optimistic but just extending to O5 feels really submissive]
;W[om]WL[1478.773]
;B[no]BL[1435.258]
;W[qj]WL[1475.048]
;B[cf]BL[1426.499]C[Sente, so approach a corner.]
;W[fc]WL[1467.284]
;B[bd]BL[1423.196]
;W[cc]WL[1465.192]
;B[ci]BL[1421.285]
;W[cn]WL[1463.439]
;B[fq]BL[1418.203]
;W[bp]WL[1461.741]
;B[cq]BL[1408.015]
;W[ck]WL[1459.365]
;B[nc]BL[1393.421]C[Sente again, so back to corners.]
;W[qg]WL[1447.329]
;B[jd]BL[1376.383]C[I don't feel a need to respond directly to R13, and I figure that this is the largest point left on the board. Maybe I can try a cap or shoulder hit of some sort if I want to provoke a response from W.]
;W[ic]WL[1442]
;B[id]BL[1365.539]
;W[jc]WL[1441.034]
;B[kc]BL[1354.609]
;W[kb]WL[1428.923]
;B[lc]BL[1344.932]
;W[lb]WL[1426.34]
;B[jp]BL[1299.107]C[Taking the last big point is surely bigger than preventing W from crawling further along the 2nd line at the top.]
;W[nq]WL[1410.899]
;B[op]BL[1241.146]C[This took a fair amount of thought. I considered not trying too hard to save the Q3 group, since this shape looks really really ugly, but I decided that would allow W far too much of a bite into my bottom side.]
;W[kr]WL[1408.506]
;B[lp]BL[1226.209]C[M3 might be better to go for a kill or something, but I'm happy to seal W in low and keep everything of mine all connected up.]
;W[iq]WL[1402.596]
;B[ip]BL[1222.233]
;W[hq]WL[1400.691]
;B[hp]BL[1212.927]
;W[lq]WL[1397.553]
;B[og]BL[1139.834]C[Taking sente again. I've got some walls along the top and bottom so I try to make use of them somehow. They seem closer to the right than the left, so I played here. I thought about the shoulder hit Q14 but this cap seemed more likely to get me stuff in the centre.]
;W[qc]WL[1371.004]
;B[qd]BL[1126.353]C[I wasn't sure if I'd be able to make much use of a wall from this but I went along with it anyway as I didn't see much of an alternative.]
;W[pc]WL[1368.892]
;B[oc]BL[1125.479]
;W[ob]WL[1368.205]
;B[oj]BL[1085.503]C[I decided that more outside influence and keeping W's right group low was worth more than futilely trying to separate the top and corner groups. Considering what happened later on, I'm not sure if this is the right choice. Something around F15 looks big for both players now too....]
;W[nb]WL[1365.704]
;B[fe]BL[1027.433]C[...so I'm pleased that I can get it in before W does.]
;W[mc]WL[1363.045]
;B[md]BL[1024.902]
;W[mb]WL[1361.564]
;B[le]BL[907.699]C[I thought for a while about the best way to defend all the defects here and I'm still not sure what the best way is. This seemed to be the weaker side further away from the P13 ally stone and I wanted a way to strengthen N16 without making the dreaded empty triangle.]
;W[fn]WL[1355.269]
;B[dl]BL[889.993]
;W[dk]WL[1346.454]
;B[dn]BL[887.668]
;W[cm]WL[1343.695]
;B[dm]BL[886.08]
;W[ei]WL[1338.522]
;B[fl]BL[839.87]C[This was another move I spent some time thinking about, debating whether to play this or E13 or E14. In the end I decided that both alternatives offered a similar development potential but this one also cut off the lone W stone and also lent some aid to the D6 group.]
;W[ef]WL[1321.864]
;B[de]BL[803.806]
;W[ee]WL[1319.589]
(;B[cj]BL[803.133]C[This was in fact a complete misclick! I was contemplating F16 and nearly jumped out of my skin when I leant too heavily on my mouse button and the click of a stone being placed sounded. Fortunately it's not a completely dreadful move but it puts me on the back foot.]
;W[dj]WL[1283.904]
(;B[pk]BL[691.949]C[Well after analysing everything that would have happened after my proposed F16, seeing my past self tenuki is a bit of a surprise.]
;W[qk]WL[1280.342]
;B[nl]BL[656.62]
;W[pl]WL[1270.936]
;B[fj]BL[562.765]
;W[ne]WL[1238.141]C[Aha, time to see how well my repair job on those defects holds up...]
;B[pf]BL[527.957]C[I don't read anything too dangerous as long as that W stone remains away from its friends, so this move seems extremely prudent.]
;W[nd]WL[1214.31]
;B[od]BL[526.776]
;W[kd]WL[1213.556]
;B[ld]BL[524.664]
;W[ke]WL[1212.966]
(;B[lf]BL[377.283]
;W[nm]WL[1197.653]
;B[mm]BL[371.909]
;W[ok]WL[1196.791]
(;B[nk]BL[367.851]
;W[pj]WL[1190.892]
(;B[fi]BL[357.955]
;W[oi]WL[1188.585]
;B[nj]BL[324.884]
;W[ni]WL[1186.743]
;B[jf]BL[249.006]
;W[ff]WL[1175.055]
;B[gf]BL[231.381]
;W[ge]WL[1173.554]C[No F16 ever now, I suppose. It probably would have been good to get it in at some point before now.]
;B[he]BL[229.985]
;W[fd]WL[1170.938]
;B[hc]BL[221.842]
;W[ib]WL[1169.001]
;B[eg]BL[181.354]C[This had the intention to prevent any easy connections by W.]
;W[gg]WL[1167.664]
;B[hf]BL[177.795]
;W[fg]WL[1165.453]
;B[hg]BL[170.88]
;W[gh]WL[1160.852]
;B[hh]BL[127.479]
;W[gi]WL[1159.283]C[I'm not sure who comes out better by this pushing but it felt pretty good at the time considering that by this point I'm planning to win the game by taking territory in the centre.]
;B[hi]BL[120.068]
;W[gj]WL[1158.059]
;B[hk]BL[100.305]
;W[hj]WL[1156.388]
;B[ij]BL[98.602]
;W[gk]WL[1155.71]
;B[hl]BL[87.723]
;W[gl]WL[1154.707]
;B[gm]BL[82.398]
;W[fk]WL[1148.634]
;B[el]BL[69.309]
;W[mi]WL[1128.931]
(;B[mg]BL[43.085]C[At this point I noticed almost all of my main time had gone. I'm not sure whether this is the best move but I wanted to kill the aji of the O16 and L16 groups with the fewest complications. I end up squeezing white toothpaste over a lot of what I think of as my territory, but maybe that's the best I can do.]
;W[lj]WL[1058.936]
;B[lk]BL[18.545]
;W[ph]WL[1052.613]
;B[co]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[bo]WL[1043.875]
;B[kj]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ki]WL[1030.819]
;B[ji]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[kh]WL[1021.941]
;B[lh]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[li]WL[1018.769]
;B[jh]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[kg]WL[1009.481]
;B[kf]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[cl]WL[1005.253]
;B[di]BL[30]OB[5]C[I think I misread something around here.]
;W[dg]WL[981.402]
;B[eh]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ce]WL[976.763]
(;B[be]BL[30]OB[5]
(;W[ej]WL[969.856]
;B[dh]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[df]WL[962.691]
;B[cg]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[or]WL[943.81]
;B[fh]BL[30]OB[5]C[I don't think this is the biggest move on the board. B3 or B17 are probably better.]
;W[mp]WL[934.603]
(;B[lo]BL[30]OB[5]C[I didn't like W getting in after the L4 atari.]
;W[mo]WL[932.142]
;B[mn]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[bc]WL[920.628]
;B[bq]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[bj]WL[914.833]
;B[bi]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[bk]WL[913.894]
(;B[bh]BL[30]OB[5]C[I'm short of liberties and in byo-yomi so I just make an eye to be 100% sure that nothing bad happens to my group. I don't think W can do anything now I have a look with the pressure off.]
;W[hb]WL[910.004]
;B[gc]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[gb]WL[908.166]
;B[gr]BL[30]OB[5]C[I'm bad at spotting snapbacks. I should play at H16. My opponent misses it too until later. Instead I start playing out endgame moves. I haven't counted, but I feel like I'm a little ahead, especially if I can do well in the endgame.]
;W[hr]WL[905.551]
;B[jq]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[jr]WL[903.838]
;B[rc]BL[30]OB[4]
(;W[pb]WL[897.318]C[This is a mistake for W as far as I can see.]
;B[rf]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[rg]WL[891.048]
;B[qf]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[gq]WL[889.276]
;B[gp]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[fr]WL[887.519]
;B[er]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[fs]WL[885.518]C[This felt a little surprising to me but I didn't know if I could do anything about it. Playing away is a mistake, as W demonstrates.]
(;B[rb]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[eq]WL[876.195]
;B[fp]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[dr]WL[874.524]
;B[dq]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[es]WL[873.215]
;B[ep]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[nf]WL[848.695]
(;B[ng]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[jg]WL[831.518]
;B[ig]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[ai]WL[782.145]
;B[pr]BL[30]OB[4]C[It always feels good to be rude and disregard your opponents moves when you disagree that they are the largest on the board.]
;W[os]WL[776.819]
;B[cr]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ds]WL[749.158]
;B[cs]BL[30]OB[3]C[This seems like it makes E2 a lot more forceful if ignored so I thought it was sente. I don't think there's ever anything to the capture though so something else is better.]
(;W[gs]WL[744.417]
;B[rq]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[rp]WL[742.32]
;B[qb]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[hd]WL[732.002]C[It's that snapback we both missed!]
;B[ah]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[aj]WL[728.088]
;B[sp]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[so]WL[723.669]
;B[sq]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[kp]WL[717.297]
;B[ko]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[kq]WL[716.285]
;B[ap]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[ao]WL[710.455]
;B[aq]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[am]WL[692.254]
;B[pa]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[oa]WL[690.11]
;B[qa]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[mk]WL[665.72]
(;B[mj]BL[30]OB[2]
(;W[kk]WL[662.933]C[Disaster. Felt really bad to lose a game I thought I'd played fairly well in this way. No further comments since I was just demoralised from this point.]
;B[ll]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[jj]WL[660.969]
;B[kl]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[ik]WL[659.056]
;B[ii]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[654.085]
;B[hm]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[im]WL[648.238]
;B[jl]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[jk]WL[646.059]
;B[in]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[jm]WL[643.562]
;B[km]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[jn]WL[642.316]
;B[jo]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[hn]WL[641.121]
;B[io]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[fm]WL[640.056]C[Lights [12k\]: ty
dutchie [19k?\]: thanks
])
(;W[ml]
;B[ll]C[...is what I had in mind.]))
(;B[ll]C[Lights [12k\]: N8 =)
Lights [12k\]: ++
dutchie [19k?\]: i'm so sad
])
(;B[ml]
;W[kk]C[dutchie [19k?\]: this still works if N8 doesn't it?
]
;B[]))
(;W[aq]
;B[er]
;W[gs]
;B[eq]
;W[ar]))
(;B[er]
;W[ng]
;B[nh]
;W[mh]
;B[oh]
;W[lg]
;B[mf]
;W[pg]
;B[of]C[I didn't want to risk reading anything like this out in the game but it seems to work out OK for B]))
(;B[fp]))
(;W[rb]
(;B[qb]
;W[pb]
(;B[ra]
;W[qa])
(;B[rd]))
(;B[pb]
;W[qb]
;B[pa])))
(;B[ss]
(;W[ah]
;B[bh]
;W[ag]
;B[af]
;W[ai]
;B[ad]
;W[bg]
;B[bf]
;W[aj])
(;W[ad]
;B[ae]
;W[ag]
;B[bh]
;W[ah]
;B[ai]
;W[bf]
;B[bg])))
(;B[mo]
;W[kp]
;B[lo]
;W[ko]))
(;W[df]
;B[cg]
;W[ej]
;B[dh]))
(;B[ej]
;W[df]
;B[be]
;W[cg]
;B[bf]
;W[bg]C[This looks bad.]))
(;B[ki]
(;W[mj]
;B[lk]
;W[mk]
;B[ml]
;W[mg]
;B[nf]
;W[mf]
;B[me]
(;W[lg]
;B[kf]
;W[kg]
;B[jg])
(;W[kf]
;B[lg]
;W[ng]
;B[of]
;W[lh]
;B[kg]
;W[kh]
;B[jg]
;W[jh]
;B[ih]
;W[ji]
;B[jj]
;W[kj]
;B[kk]
;W[li]C[Seems about the same as the game? Maybe a little worse, just eyeballing it.]))
(;W[mg]
;B[nf]
;W[mf]
;B[me]
;W[lg]
;B[kf]
;W[ng]
;B[of])))
(;B[oi]
;W[fi]
;B[jf]C[In retrospect not allowing W to play P11 is probably a lot better than getting F11.]))
(;B[ol]
;W[pj]
;B[nk]C[I'm not sure if this is any different apart from both sides having one fewer liberty. The ko seems unlikely to go anywhere.]))
(;B[kf]
;W[je]
;B[ie]
;W[jf]
;B[jg]
;W[if]
;B[hf]
;W[ig]
;B[ih]
;W[hg]
;B[gg]
;W[hh]
;B[hi]
;W[gh]
;B[fh]
;W[gi]
;B[gj]
;W[fi]C[Yay, a ladder that I correctly read out not to work!]))
(;B[fd]
;W[ed]C[I should probably still make this exchange I think]))
(;B[fd]
;W[ed]
;B[ff]
;W[fg]
;B[gg]
;W[gh]
(;B[fh]
;W[eg]
;B[fi]
;W[gf]
;B[hg]
;W[gd]C[...oops])
(;B[hg]
(;W[he]
;B[hd]
;W[gf]
;B[gd]C[This is too ambitious by W])
(;W[hh]
;B[hd]
;W[hj]
;B[hl]C[Seems OK for both sides]))))