(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2] RU[AGA]SZ[19]KM[7.50] PW[joanne leung]PB[dhu]C[crazy with how quickly I threw away my huge lead my play was a bit embarrassing but nice that I tried out a new variation in the lower left] ;B[pd] ;W[dp] ;B[pq] ;W[dd] ;B[qo] ;W[gq] ;B[nc] ;W[re] ;B[qd] ;W[rd] ;B[rc] ;W[rb] ;B[qc] ;W[qh] ;B[cf] ;W[ch] (;B[fc] ;W[df] ;B[cc] ;W[dc] ;B[cd] ;W[ce] ;B[be] ;W[de] ;B[bf] ;W[ic] (;B[dg]C[too hasty] ;W[cg] ;B[eg] ;W[cb] ;B[bb] ;W[db] ;B[di] ;W[ci] ;B[dj] ;W[cj] ;B[ba] ;W[gd] ;B[dk]C[B's outside seems pointless it wasn't as if W's moyo was so scary I had to reduce it now] ;W[cl] ;B[qj] ;W[qf] ;B[jp] ;W[fi] ;B[gj]C[aiming to build my moyo and aiming to ignore the D12 cut as the aji of C9 cut is annoying] (;W[ij]C[weird to give up F11 so easily] ;B[gi] ;W[oq] ;B[op] ;W[nq] ;B[pp] ;W[lp] ;B[kn] (;W[ln] ;B[lm] (;W[ko] ;B[jo] ;W[mm]C[bad shape] ;B[mn] ;W[lo] ;B[km] ;W[nn] ;B[np] ;W[mp] ;B[ml] ;W[nm]C[shape too bad] ;B[no] ;W[mo] ;B[kq] ;W[lr] ;B[lk]C[protects K6 with a net] ;W[lq]C[huh? too slow] ;B[cq]C[this makes the G3 stone look so bad as B is solid around] ;W[cp] ;B[dq] (;W[eq]C[I was surprised this shouldn't be good when B is solid on the outside, as W has to take gote to defend the cutting points of the influence, and the influence has nothing to attack] ;B[er] ;W[fr] ;B[ep] ;W[fq] ;B[bp] ;W[bo] ;B[br] ;W[ap] ;B[aq]C[daring trying out a variation new to me] ;W[bq] ;B[ck]C[shorts my own liberties] (;W[bk] ;B[bp] ;W[bd]C[tempted to end the ko as it is so big but still as it is still ko, responding is probably bigger] ;B[bc] ;W[bq] ;B[fd] ;W[fe] ;B[bp] ;W[oc] ;B[od] ;W[bq] (;B[ge] ;W[gc] ;B[bp] ;W[nb]C[losing quite a bit] ;B[mc] ;W[bq] ;B[ee] ;W[fb]C[B isn't unhappy to push W to the 2nd line here W played best here though as otherwise B has too many ko threats] ;B[bp] (;W[jn]C[maybe I should respond as this W move loses so much cut is only better if W is planning to sacrifice more and more here to use as threats. but if so, I can start sacrificing too at G18 or S13] (;B[ao] ;W[in]C[huge] ;B[bm]C[also huge] (;W[eo]C[W's aji is very bad] ;B[bl] ;W[pb] (;B[mb]C[silly] ;W[qb] ;B[sb] ;W[nd]C[B in some trouble] (;B[ld] ;W[ne] ;B[pf] ;W[ng] (;B[nf] ;W[of] ;B[pg] (;W[ph] ;B[og] ;W[mf] ;B[qg] ;W[rg] ;B[oh] ;W[ke] ;B[na] ;W[ob] (;B[jb]C[shape? W has L17 now] ;W[pj] ;B[oi] ;W[pi] (;B[ql]C[silly and careless] ;W[oj]C[oh god] (;B[ni] ;W[mj] ;B[mi] ;W[li] ;B[pe] ;W[mh] ;B[ri] ;W[rh] ;B[hk]C[somehow it still gets worse so my centre has died and become W territory (including the potential at K12 is W too) but at least I got the O18 group ...] (;W[kd]C[helps B live] ;B[kc] ;W[ra] ;B[oa] ;W[nj] ;B[pa] ;W[sd] ;B[sc] ;W[nh]C[:((((( seki in sente] ;B[ib] ;W[hb] ;B[ma] ;W[qe] ;B[lb]C[I have to live ... somehow it is still a close game despite my total collapse in the upper right] ;W[il] ;B[ol]C[to defend against R7] ;W[nl] ;B[ik] ;W[jk] ;B[gn] ;W[ho] ;B[ff] ;W[jc]C[very bad exchange] ;B[md] ;W[co]C[the M12 cut is a serious problem too slow even A6 is not sente] (;B[jl] ;W[jj] ;B[im] ;W[hl]C[I was shocked, but actually it seems to work - W can save this stone. It is questionable and complicated to tell if B can live though as the M12 aji is bad, so the K10 stones are in danger after L11] ;B[hm] ;W[gl] ;B[jm] ;W[fm] ;B[fn] (;W[en]C[game over] ;B[em] ;W[el] ;B[dm] ;W[gk] ;B[hj] ;W[fj] ;B[gh] ;W[dl] ;B[cm] ;W[dh] ;B[eh] ;W[fk] ;B[ek] ;W[ei] ;B[fl] ;W[el] ;B[hn] ;W[io] ;B[fp]C[B+R]) (;W[em]C[only move] ;B[en] ;W[cm]C[W is fine] ;B[me] ;W[nf] ;B[qa] ;W[oe] (;B[ki]C[the question is what happens here]) (;B[fp]C[there is also this aji to capture the K6 stones and as B has half an eye at L9, it seems impossible to kill B]))) (;B[me]C[sente] ;W[nf] ;B[qa] ;W[oe] ;B[lh]C[risky for W but not an issue yet] ;W[kh] ;B[lg] ;W[lf] ;B[kg] ;W[lj] ;B[jh] ;W[ie])) (;W[ra]C[this would have been almost game over])) (;B[mh] ;W[mi]) (;B[mi] ;W[ni]C[oh god] ;B[nh] ;W[pe]) (;B[qe] ;W[ni] ;B[rf] ;W[sf]C[W can actually fight the ko!] ;B[rh] ;W[qf] ;B[nh] ;W[mh] ;B[rf] ;W[kc] ;B[sg] ;W[lc]C[a big exchange] ;B[nj])) (;B[mi]C[only move, and B is leading by a lot now])) (;B[kb]C[better?])) (;W[oh]C[enough to seal in])) (;B[pg]C[only move] ;W[ph] ;B[pe]C[should be like this])) (;B[of]C[only move, still a fight])) (;B[qb]C[only move] ;W[mb] ;B[lc] ;W[lb] ;B[kc] ;W[jb] ;B[pg]C[B so happy])) (;W[bl]C[risky] ;B[eo]C[aiming at H4 to attack everything])) (;B[in]C[B should be so happy that W sacrifices here] (;W[bq] ;B[rg]C[I had thought this wasn't a threat, but given the wall O18 and P17 has given to B, this is now very powerful] ;W[ar]C[W will be severely attacked] ;B[qg] ;W[pg] ;B[rh]) (;W[jm] ;B[il]C[note the net]))) (;W[in]C[surely peep is better])) (;B[hb]C[I lose this aji])) (;W[ar]C[possible but B is probably satisfied] ;B[bl])) (;W[ep]) (;W[bq]C[this is the sort of scenario where this may be better] ;B[br] ;W[bp] (;B[eq] ;W[fo]) (;B[fq] ;W[fp] ;B[ep] ;W[eo] ;B[eq] ;W[gp] ;B[gr] ;W[hr] ;B[fs] ;W[in]))) (;W[mn]C[here seems better] ;B[km])) (;W[jo]C[standard way to fight] ;B[ko] ;W[kp] (;B[io] ;W[jq]C[W happy]) (;B[ip]C[complicated] ;W[jn] ;B[gp]))) (;W[dh]C[B just tenuki?])) (;B[qj]C[start here])) (;B[cc]C[top is small]))