(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2] RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1500]OT[5x30 byo-yomi] PW[Hansje]PB[dutchie]WR[12k]BR[13k]DT[2017-06-27]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[B+1.50] ;B[pd]BL[1498.833] ;W[dq]WL[1497.465] ;B[pq]BL[1492.616] ;W[dd]WL[1494.875] ;B[co]BL[1487.15] ;W[cp]WL[1489.506] ;B[do]BL[1485.734] ;W[gq]WL[1486.071] ;B[cj]BL[1480.468] ;W[cf]WL[1482.796] ;B[qo]BL[1474.369] ;W[jd]WL[1478.636] ;B[jp]BL[1461.282]C[Extension from my enclosure, keeping W's corner small.] ;W[jq]WL[1476.326] ;B[kq]BL[1459.392] ;W[jr]WL[1474.215] ;B[kp]BL[1456.769] ;W[kr]WL[1472.592] (;B[qf]BL[1419.778]C[I think I'd have been better playing O17 since it has slightly more potential to get another extension from an enclosure. ] ;W[jf]WL[1467.617] ;B[pj]BL[1407.71] ;W[nc]WL[1461.831] ;B[pb]BL[1403.402] ;W[oe]WL[1450.709] ;B[go]BL[1398.333] ;W[ip]WL[1448.651] ;B[io]BL[1395.933] ;W[hp]WL[1446.993] ;B[ho]BL[1391.863] ;W[gp]WL[1444.13] ;B[fc]BL[1368.434]C[I'm not sure if going for a 3-3 or possibly something else entirely is better here. Maybe even it would have been better to play on the outside to prevent W from getting some influence.] ;W[fd]WL[1441.921] ;B[ec]BL[1361.446] ;W[dc]WL[1436.67] ;B[ic]BL[1349.667] ;W[gc]WL[1434.961] ;B[gb]BL[1348.471] ;W[hc]WL[1424.128] ;B[hb]BL[1345.532] ;W[id]WL[1423.054] ;B[jc]BL[1328.441] ;W[kc]WL[1411.77] ;B[kb]BL[1311.531] ;W[ed]WL[1408.418] ;B[db]BL[1295.544] ;W[cb]WL[1404.917] ;B[eb]BL[1291.41] ;W[ld]WL[1398.507] ;B[dg]BL[1259.902]C[We've got walls facing each other so sente is very important to take as soon as I'm ok on the top] ;W[lb]WL[1328.1] (;B[jb]BL[1192.141]C[I wasn't sure which way to defend was best here.] ;W[fj]WL[1313.09] ;B[gg]BL[1160.566]C[I'm not letting W just connect.] ;W[di]WL[1301.328] ;B[ci]BL[1149.656] ;W[ch]WL[1297.86] ;B[dh]BL[1148.659] ;W[cg]WL[1287.706] ;B[gi]BL[1127.081] ;W[fi]WL[1281.892] ;B[fg]BL[1116.567] ;W[gj]WL[1273.308] ;B[hi]BL[1114.241] ;W[hj]WL[1271.552] ;B[ii]BL[1112.075] ;W[jj]WL[1269.407] ;B[ji]BL[1104.87]C[All these changes seem OK for me since W is going to have to find a way to make eyes with my wall right there. I'm happy to run all the way out to the right.] ;W[ki]WL[1267.969] ;B[ij]BL[1091.987] ;W[ik]WL[1266.44] ;B[kh]BL[1071.86] ;W[li]WL[1252.629] ;B[lh]BL[1062.489] ;W[jh]WL[1241.187] ;B[jg]BL[1034.986] ;W[ih]WL[1227.515] ;B[ig]BL[1032.786] ;W[kg]WL[1220.41] ;B[lg]BL[1013.606] ;W[kf]WL[1218.871] ;B[jk]BL[989.877] ;W[kj]WL[1207.43] ;B[jl]BL[987.859] ;W[il]WL[1204.17] ;B[jm]BL[973.651] ;W[mh]WL[1196.723] ;B[mi]BL[940.636] ;W[mg]WL[1187.598] ;B[lf]BL[922.981] ;W[mj]WL[1184.857] ;B[ni]BL[915.696] ;W[nj]WL[1182.243] ;B[oi]BL[910.849] ;W[ol]WL[1179.868] ;B[ql]BL[897.419]C[At this point I have my eye on another weak looking W group, so I'm not going to let it just run to the side and make eyes there] ;W[on]WL[1174.212] ;B[ml]BL[888.627]C[Poking at shape] ;W[kl]WL[1171.055] ;B[km]BL[871.406] ;W[ll]WL[1168.458] ;B[mm]BL[859.998] ;W[lm]WL[1152.846] ;B[mn]BL[854.472] ;W[ln]WL[1150.807] ;B[lo]BL[848.279] ;W[kn]WL[1148.59] ;B[jn]BL[839.899] ;W[ko]WL[1146.664] ;B[jo]BL[814.623] ;W[kk]WL[1139.093] ;B[no]BL[811.567]C[A misclick (as seems to be de rigeur for my games!) but fortunately probably not a disastrous one. I was planning to connect everything on up at N4] ;W[lp]WL[1132.855] ;B[mo]BL[809.559] ;W[lq]WL[1132.138] ;B[nq]BL[802.366] ;W[pk]WL[1111.463] ;B[qk]BL[793.674] ;W[qj]WL[1109.497] ;B[pi]BL[779.847] ;W[qi]WL[1106.119] ;B[qh]BL[778.487] ;W[mf]WL[1090.707] ;B[le]BL[763.986] ;W[rh]WL[1089.638] ;B[qg]BL[745.192] ;W[ph]WL[1078.41] ;B[og]BL[738.094] ;W[oj]WL[1063.699] ;B[oh]BL[716.411] ;W[pl]WL[1059.69] ;B[qm]BL[700.642] ;W[mk]WL[1040.532] ;B[nl]BL[688.7] ;W[oo]WL[1014.105] ;B[mr]BL[678.185] ;W[lr]WL[1009.689] ;B[me]BL[620.942] ;W[nf]WL[1006.138] ;B[ne]BL[609.319]C[Just poking away. I didn't expect to be able to cut those stones off but I'm not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.] (;W[of]WL[1004.48] ;B[od]BL[606.365] ;W[fo]WL[998.828] ;B[fn]BL[603.698] ;W[gn]WL[995.903]C[Panic time.] (;B[eo]BL[540.626]C[I took the immediate atari, it's probably not correct but a free move's a free move.] ;W[fp]WL[993.023] ;B[hm]BL[430.011]C[This looked like my best try to keep my stones alive. I can't win the capturing race and I don't think trying to escape like this can work either. Really surprising that all of those stones were just trapped by F5, but I suppose it was starting to get a bit short of liberties and I got a bit trigger happy poking away at the top.] ;W[gm]WL[985.064] ;B[hl]BL[98.728] (;W[hk]WL[974.044] ;B[fm]BL[92.801] ;W[gl]WL[971.674] ;B[fl]BL[78.668] ;W[hn]WL[959.669] ;B[ei]BL[75.278] ;W[ej]WL[950.11] ;B[dj]BL[73.443] ;W[dk]WL[947.357] ;B[ek]BL[52.855] ;W[dl]WL[927.366] ;B[dm]BL[36.364] ;W[im]WL[918.856]C[I haven't counted, but I'm really sad that all of W's stones in the middle end up living. I feel like I might as well play on to try to learn something.] (;B[gd]BL[30]OB[5]C[Free poke. Not sure whether this is better than the other side.] ;W[hd]WL[911.563] ;B[ge]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[if]WL[909.54] ;B[hg]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[ke]WL[897.143] ;B[de]BL[30]OB[5]C[I don't think this was a good move. Plenty more good endgame stuff I can and do find later on.] ;W[df]WL[894.18] ;B[ef]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[ee]WL[883.147] ;B[fe]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[nd]WL[881.232] ;B[hh]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[md]WL[879.063] ;B[jh]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[he]WL[875.794] ;B[hf]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[ce]WL[873.762]C[At some point I should play F12. I was aware it was a thing but I missed that W could do quite as much as he ends up doing later on.] ;B[bp]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[bq]WL[872.039] ;B[bo]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[ap]WL[867.824] ;B[ao]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[aq]WL[866.587] ;B[mb]BL[30]OB[5]C[O18 was also possible but this looked more severe.] ;W[nb]WL[853.105] ;B[la]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[mc]WL[836.41] ;B[lc]BL[30]OB[5]C[Thought for a while before taking here but there really is no reason not to.] ;W[pg]WL[771.969] (;B[pf]BL[30]OB[5]C[Maybe I could have ignored this, see variation.] ;W[lb]WL[769.259] ;B[lk]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[in]WL[764.333]C[I feel like taking M10 is a lot safer aji-wise for W] ;B[lc]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[mp]WL[753.993] ;B[np]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[lb]WL[751.594] ;B[nk]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[ma]WL[737.052] ;B[ok]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[ka]WL[734.565] ;B[ja]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[lj]WL[732.864] ;B[oa]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[oc]WL[728.483] ;B[pc]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[bi]WL[721.829] ;B[bj]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[ai]WL[719.397] ;B[aj]BL[30]OB[5] ;W[bh]WL[717.555] ;B[ca]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[ba]WL[701.954] ;B[da]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[bc]WL[700.889] ;B[na]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[ob]WL[697.65] ;B[pa]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[eh]WL[693.866]C[I thought I'd be clever and set up some more stuff at the top right but not taking F12 hurts a lot now.] ;B[di]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[fh]WL[692.939] ;B[eg]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[ia]WL[685.526] ;B[la]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[fa]WL[673.963] ;B[mb]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[gf]WL[661.964] ;B[ff]BL[30]OB[4] ;W[ma]WL[659.936] (;B[ib]BL[30]OB[3]C[Wrong connection.] ;W[fb]WL[657.718] ;B[mb]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[ea]WL[653.573] ;B[lc]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[kd]WL[651.446] ;B[lb]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[ga]WL[648.083] ;B[ha]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[fk]WL[644.02] ;B[el]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[dp]WL[642.79] ;B[ep]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[eq]WL[641.643] ;B[ls]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[ks]WL[638.406] ;B[ms]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[mq]WL[636.357] ;B[nr]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[qq]WL[617.319] ;B[qr]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[pp]WL[599.396] ;B[pr]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[rq]WL[593.533] ;B[qp]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[qn]WL[590.343] ;B[pn]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[rn]WL[588.611] (;B[om]BL[30]OB[3]C[Big mistake not connecting Q5. I thought I'd just thrown the game away with a couple of stupid endgame mistakes, again.] ;W[po]WL[585.079] ;B[pm]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[ro]WL[583.765] ;B[op]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[rp]WL[582.437] ;B[nn]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[rr]WL[580.963] ;B[rm]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[sm]WL[579.339] ;B[sl]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[sn]WL[578.347] ;B[rs]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[sk]WL[569.174] ;B[rl]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[rk]WL[568.431] ;B[ri]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[sr]WL[557.078] ;B[]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[ss]WL[553.959] ;B[qs]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[cm]WL[518.341] ;B[cl]BL[30]OB[3] ;W[]WL[492.694] ;B[]BL[30]OB[3]TW[aa][ca][da][ab][bb][db][eb][ac][cc][ec][fc][ad][bd][cd][ae][be][de][ie][je][af][bf][ag][bg][ah][gk][jk][lk][hl][jl][hm][jm][km][jn][go][ho][io][jo][qo][so][jp][kp][qp][sp][cq][fq][hq][iq][kq][sq][ar][br][cr][dr][er][fr][gr][hr][ir][as][bs][cs][ds][es][fs][gs][hs][is][js]TB[ia][ka][ma][qa][ra][sa][qb][rb][sb][qc][rc][sc][qd][rd][sd][oe][pe][qe][re][se][gf][mf][nf][of][rf][sf][mg][ng][pg][rg][sg][ih][mh][nh][ph][rh][sh][qi][si][qj][rj][sj][ak][bk][ck][dk][pk][rk][sk][al][bl][dl][ol][pl][am][bm][cm][em][nm][an][bn][cn][dn][en][oq][or][ns][os][ps]) (;B[po] ;W[op] ;B[om])) (;B[fb] ;W[ka] ;B[ib] ;W[la])) (;B[kd] ;W[pf] ;B[pe]C[This isn't a seki because R11 isn't alive.])) (;B[hd] ;W[gd] ;B[he] ;W[if] ;B[hh] ;W[hf]C[,,,,in view of this I suppose not.])) (;W[fm] ;B[hk] ;W[en] ;B[im]C[I would have been happy to make this exchange. Those 3 stones look a bit lonely though, which I didn't notice in the game. Perhaps it is for the best that my opponent didn't want to play this way.])) (;B[hm])) (;W[od] ;B[of])) (;B[ja] ;W[ib] ;B[jb]) (;B[ib] ;W[ka] ;B[jb] ;W[ja] ;B[ia] ;W[la]) (;B[ka] ;W[jb] ;B[ib] ;W[la] ;B[ja])) (;B[nc] ;W[pj]C[W should probably block me like this though]))