Knotwilg wrote:
Bantari, you are inferring a lot about me as a teacher and the teachers I had. I'm trying to discuss different methods and their merits.
Well, your arguments against 19x19 teaching was, let me quote here, that "
In most go clubs, beginners play their coach with 9 stones handicap on a big board, are butchered and then get an explanation which mostly serves to show how smart the coach is. The coaches' arrogance then propells into the beginners' attitude who think they're too grown up for small boards."
This tells me two things:
1. the kinds of teachers you have had (I sense bitterness, so I assume you had such teachers yourself), or have observed, and
2. that you think the particular teacher's (or group of teachers) attitude is a valid argument for/against a teaching method.
This is why I say what i say and infer what I infer.
But lets move on.
Knotwilg wrote:
Bantari wrote:
I disagree. Teaching in and of itself can be rewarding, just like anything else, when well done.
Of course it can, but my point is that you should not seek this reward in the first place.
Why not? I am not Mother Teresa doing things and sacrificing selflessly to help others. Just trying to be a nice guy, so if I can help I will, but mostly I need to get something out of it as well, and in the case of free teaching all I can get is satisfaction. This is my reward, and I think it is a very small one compared to what I, as teacher, give. If I have no expectation of getting any satisfaction, I will not teach. Its that simple.
Now this satisfaction, or reward, can have many forms. It can be the personal connection I mentioned, it can be the student's improvement you mentioned, or something else. It can even be that I like teaching and doing the thing I like gives me satisfaction. Some people teach for money. Hey, when I was younger I taught a few times jut to get to know a girl better, and that was reward enough. There can be all kinds of reasons. But deep down, I think there is always a reason or goal, and achieving this goal is rewarding. And this is why people do it.
I absolutely not buy it that anybody out there teaches for the sake of teaching when he/she finds it a drag, a chore, and generally hates it. Thus _ I assume we all do it to get something out of it on a personal level, and if there is no chance to get anything out, we don't.
Knotwilg wrote:
The first question is: what does this beginner or aspiring novice need? Some of them may like long expositions but I project that the majority wants to get to play quickly and finish a real game quickly, without too much explanation. This is the root of my "stone counting on small boards" intro.
I understand this. And this is why I say - 9x9 has its place.
My point is that Go as a game is not a fast game, and whoever does not like it will not make it very far anyhow. To me, a serious beginner who is motivated to improve at Go, needs to understand that. If he has the expectation to have some quick-and-dirty fun, he might play on 9x9 indeed, or maybe go play tic-tac-toe or something. But he cannot expect for me to take him very seriously until he understand that this is not Go.
Now, there is a class of people for whom this small-board-method is useful: people walking into a club and wondering "what is it, can I try it?"... Sure, show such people a few things on 9x9 and let them play, but these to me are not really "serious beginners" worth of "serious teaching" (not just yet, maybe never) - they are just curious onlookers. When they jump that hurdle to the next level and decide they want to get serious, I think there is absolutely no need to ever show them a small board again.
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Similarly for studious kyus, I see a lot of reviewing for the sake of the reviewer, not the student. I've been guilty of indulging in such reviews myself.
And again you bring the shortcomings of particular teacher(s) to argue for or against a method.
Knotwilg wrote:
Bantari wrote:
And as for teachers taking themselves too seriously... I dunno. This is all volunteer-basis-like, when I teach you it is because I have fun doing it, or want to do it for other reasons. I give my time and effort for free, so I see no reason why I should not expect it to be rewarding for me in some non-monetary way. I have always found teaching to be a pleasure when done right, and very rewarding. Might be just my personal view, though.
This is an honest thing to say. Indeed, many of us are teaching out of a personal desire to do something significant. As long as the personal reward does not interfere too much with the student's desire to improve, there's no big issue.
This why I am talking about *good* teaching. When you teach correctly, this never interferes, because the aim of the teaching is always the student and his personal needs.
This is *how* I teach. But this is not *why* I teach. You keep mixing these two things together, I think. Both in talking to me and in talking about teaching method and the teachers you had/observed.
Knotwilg wrote:
Bantari wrote:
Why is reducing a handicap of any value in this respect? I can crush a beginner with 9h on 19x19 or with 5h on 9x9 with equal ease - does not matter to me.
You see, the argument again comes from the teacher's perspective.
I am a teacher, in this context, so of course I speak from teacher's perspective. Don't you?
And I see absolutely nothing wrong with that. Teacher's perspective not only does exist, but it is a valid, even crucial part of this equation. It comes back to what I said above - teacher is not somebody who puts aside all his own goals and needs and pleasures just to selflessly give and give and give, and then give some more. This is not teacher/student relation, this is slavery. I can be a teacher, but I am not going to be a slave. When i teach, I want it to be rewarding in some way to me. If I cannot have such expectation, I don't teach.
I would be extremely surprised if not all of us, who teach, thought the same - when they look deep down into themselves and are brutally honest.
I am not sure why you object to such perspective so much.
Why do you teach when you teach? Would you teach if there was no hope of any kinds of satisfaction? Would you plant a garden if there was no hope of seeing stuff grow and eventually harvesting and eating the veg? I don't know nobody who would, to be honest. Its human.
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The bottom line is, here is what I really want to say, in a nuttshell.
1. I have a feeling you keep mixing the "why" of teaching with the "how" of teaching. In my particular case, the "why" is to get some kind of satisfaction out of it, or see it rewarding in some way. The "how" is a different story, and in that I agree that the students needs have to be put first and that whoever does not do that should not be teaching, really. I would be very surprised if not every teacher thought in some such way. But this has really nothing to do with "method", and so is a little OT here.
2. I also have a feeling you talk about "casual" beginners/students while I talk about "serious" ones. The casual ones are the walk-ins to the club, people saying "hey, looks neat, how does it go?" and then you need to show them a few things. 9x9 boards are good for that. But when i see somebody really serious about learning this game, somebody willing to go the distance and understanding that Go is a slow and long and complex game - and liking that! - I will never ever even look at small boards. Such people I call "serious" beginners/students and worth some "serious" teaching, not just a demonstration on a small board. And I would never use 9x9 or 13x13 while teaching such people, unless there were very special circumstances (analyzing pro 9x9 game, or something like that.)
And that's that.
I understand your mileage might vary, and you just like the 9x9 method. This is fine, everybody can have a preference. But to me, that does not mean the method is better.