no gaius, don't look here

hmmm he aparently read my hidden thoughts. that kind of gives him an advantage to adapt. luckily he did not come up with some kind of crazy variation to destroy all my plans, but he is nicely following them. he either thought of some nasty trick for later in this variation, or maybe he is happy with the result in my previous hidden part (though I find that hard to believe). I can always use my hidden move to mess thinks up if need be, but i don't like using it too early.
anyway we skiped a few moves. I already explained my thoughts about those in my previous hidden thoughts.
I still think K8 is a good response for white in this case. If black is going to take the corner I get to K5 to destroy his corner.
this is also explained in my previous idden thoughts.
maybe black will come up with an alternative. he might want to enclose his coner because he knows it's my goal to get a move there.
This will allow me to take the corner stone and secure life for my group. however black

and

are great moves for black. I don't like giving them to black that easy.
$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . 4 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . 3 O X 2 |
$$ | . . m 5 . . . X X O . |
$$ | . . W . . . . . O O . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . W . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 1 . |
$$ | . . W . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+
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[go]$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . 4 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . 3 O X 2 |
$$ | . . m 5 . . . X X O . |
$$ | . . W . . . . . O O . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . W . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 1 . |
$$ | . . W . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+[/go]
I can not play this because I get killed.
after

I have to capture, black throws in and plays K6 to seal me in.
If i can not play

, but have to live locally, i think it's bad for me.
$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . 9 . 6 . |
$$ | . . . . . . 5 2 O X 7 |
$$ | . . m . 4 . 3 X X O 8 |
$$ | . . @ . . . . . O W . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 1 . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+
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[go]$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . 9 . 6 . |
$$ | . . . . . . 5 2 O X 7 |
$$ | . . m . 4 . 3 X X O 8 |
$$ | . . @ . . . . . O W . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 1 . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+[/go]
so I have to find another plan
maybe I can play the extension first. that most likely ends with something like this.
that gives black quite a big top right. and white is smaller and overconcentrated.

@ a does not work either because black gets to play where the

stone is and split me again. That can never be good.
$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . O X . |
$$ | . . m . . . . X X O 3 |
$$ | . . @ . . . . . O 1 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . 4 2 . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . W . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . a . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+
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[go]$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . O X . |
$$ | . . m . . . . X X O 3 |
$$ | . . @ . . . . . O 1 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . 4 2 . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . W . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . a . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+[/go]
I do not see a good ladder breaker(see hidden part in previous post) either.
I can also just nobi. This gives black something to think about.
Black basically can play a, b or c. both result in a important local fight after which the rest of the game is "easy" endgame.
Not considering the hidden move, I see myself losing by 2-3 points when reading a bit deeper into this variation.
but black just took a -5 penalty, so It should be very close with me having a tiny lead.
$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . c O X . |
$$ | . . m . . . b X X O . |
$$ | . . @ . . . . W O a . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . . . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+
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[go]$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . c O X . |
$$ | . . m . . . b X X O . |
$$ | . . @ . . . . W O a . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . . . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+[/go]
a played out:

@ a does not work because black will counter with b forcing me to capture. this is similar to the first diagrams
$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . 4 3 O X . |
$$ | . . m . . . 2 X X O 5 |
$$ | . . @ . . . 6 W O 1 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . a . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . b . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+
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[go]$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . 4 3 O X . |
$$ | . . m . . . 2 X X O 5 |
$$ | . . @ . . . 6 W O 1 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . a . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . b . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+[/go]
b played out:
I can play

because this time the ladder is good for me.
I like this for white, because black still needs to make life.
therefore i think black does not play this variation.
$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . 6 . . . . . O X 4 |
$$ | . . m 5 . . 1 X X O . |
$$ | . . @ . . . . W O 2 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 3 . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+
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[go]$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ | . . 6 . . . . . O X 4 |
$$ | . . m 5 . . 1 X X O . |
$$ | . . @ . . . . W O 2 . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 3 . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+[/go]
c played out:
$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . 3 . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . 1 O X 2 |
$$ | . . m . . 6 . X X O . |
$$ | . . @ . . . . W O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . 4 . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 5 . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+
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[go]$$Bcm1 Score - B: 20, W: 18
$$ +-----------------------+
$$ | . . . . . p . . 3 . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . 1 O X 2 |
$$ | . . m . . 6 . X X O . |
$$ | . . @ . . . . W O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . 4 . |
$$ | p . . @ . . . . . . p |
$$ | . . . . . . . B . 5 . |
$$ | . . @ . . . B . . . . |
$$ | . . m . . B . . m . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . p . . . . . |
$$ +-----------------------+[/go]