Oh wow, thanks for all the replies everyone! It means a lot to me...
I'll try my best to improve from now on, and I won't become depressed again. I'll learn from my mistakes and become better at Go.
Once again, thank you very much for your nice replies. You guys are great.
Tonight we’ll leave these chains behind
Shed the skin from another moment in our lives
We’ll turn our faces to the frozen sun
So take my hand
Chase the sky and watch it burn
Waiting for the world to turn