First game:

Why poke here if it's not worth playing the follow-up? Either way, it's a mistake.

This makes me think white should have played F17 before, so this could be answered with C12 or something.

this seems a touch on the small side.

I hope this was a misclick. This just looks silly.

No pressure on anything. Just a single-purpose land grab of minimal size.

White has awakened to the unfolding tragedy.

Is this really the time to tenuki?

CUT! Black doesn't need an escape route.
+100:

Ow.
Not too bad overall, just a little more vim and you'd have the upper hand.
Second game:

It's not just a tengen, it's a takatengen!

More wtf. Begging for N4 maybe? How is that even good for white?

Going for solid, safe moves in the face of wtf often works.

This is just a bad move. I don't see any good, solid potential, either along the side or into the corner.

Splitting is a decent decision. Weird moves are meant to confuse you, so leaving white as weak as possible is good.

I think I'd just play R13. It helps the top right corner slightly, and establishes a base. I also want to see more of these unorthodox moves. The group at R8 seems wholly ineffective.

White just solidified your wall, in order to make that little group heavy.

seems a bit adventurous, but white didn't really make use of it.

This group will probably live. Bigger points abound.

Probably cut at D17
+100

I'd push in from L9

Bad mistake.

This only makes sense if you think the white group is definitely dead if it doesn't connect out. I would have gone for K9, because I like dogs. Or because it seems to connect things nicely.

You know white wants to connect out, so why not add in J9 first?

Q2 is better in this sort of situation.

M17 prevents that nasty crawl-under problem.
+200

Two-point gote. Surely, there is more, still?
White plays for creativity, but loses track of winning. You could probably still have won this game without the big capture, but that really killed off all hope for white.
Both games show you're a little closer to excessive caution than to heedless violence, but you're going to err on one of those sides anyway.