You resigned with 101
after a self atari at

and an unreasable cut at

Your frustration was clearly noticeable in these moves so the question is "where does the frustration come from".
I believe it is rooted in a misconception of what is yours, or "territory". When the opponent invades what is yours, you are hellbound on punishing him to the point of devastation, which obviously backfires.
In the opening there is no territory. Even a low enclosure is not fully secure. In the opening you put a stake in the ground which evolves into a sphere of influence. When the opponent invades it, you will take profit under any of these forms:
1. kill a few stones and solidify your groups
2. kill a few stones and solidify that area into territory
3. chase the group and build influence to the other side
4. chase the group and make territory on the other side
5. something else, like solidify your positions while the opponent is left with the burden of a big weak group
only rarely does the position allow or call for a wholesale kill.
In this game, n° 4 happened but it didn't satisfy you because you thought the left was already yours, while chasing the top. So, at

I think you thought you just "defended" your territory, while you were actually making territory in the process of attacking, which is a kind of profit.
Now, while a move like

should bring the joy of profiting from an attack, in this position it was perhaps not the right choice because your own chasing group in the middle was weak. See the game for an alternative move, maintaining the chase but "giving up" the territory you thought was yours. In fact, while White may seem to be able and destroy that "territory", he may still die wholesale.
Correct me if I'm wrong and if this is not at all what you were thinking.
If you want sth tactical to chew on, look for a tesuji in the resign position to connect your top to the top left or the centre.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.00]
GN[Rank]PW[mh5954 ]PB[paK0666 ]WR[13k]BR[13k]DT[2014-10- 8-19-28-10]PC[Tygem Baduk]
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