Hi.
Posted: Wed Mar 17, 2021 7:18 pm
I used to post under this account some time ago, even when it had a different name, then stopped for a while, then started an account using my real name. I knew it was a violation of the Forum Rules, but I guess I felt that going from psuedonym to real wasn't the type of violation that the rules were intended to prevent. In any case, I am sorry.
What I wanted from using my real name was to try to be more authentic, encourage people to play go more and in general be less glib. I was scared, due to the normal concerns of privacy, but at the same time I also admired the contributors to this forum who were fully out there and saying fascinating things. There are also long-term contributors who also do that under pseudonyms, so it's not as if one precludes the other.
Using the pseudonym could possibly have made me say things I wouldn't otherwise say, which can be a good thing or a bad thing. I am sorry if I said bad things.
I have posted enough under both handles that by now human textual analysis is sufficient to out me and there is no real anonymity in any case.
I am not dead, have not forgotten about go, and I miss all of you. I hope to have more conversations with you soon, but only under one name. Maybe you have a preference? What is more relatable for you and what made you choose real name vs. pseudonym?
What I wanted from using my real name was to try to be more authentic, encourage people to play go more and in general be less glib. I was scared, due to the normal concerns of privacy, but at the same time I also admired the contributors to this forum who were fully out there and saying fascinating things. There are also long-term contributors who also do that under pseudonyms, so it's not as if one precludes the other.
Using the pseudonym could possibly have made me say things I wouldn't otherwise say, which can be a good thing or a bad thing. I am sorry if I said bad things.
I have posted enough under both handles that by now human textual analysis is sufficient to out me and there is no real anonymity in any case.
I am not dead, have not forgotten about go, and I miss all of you. I hope to have more conversations with you soon, but only under one name. Maybe you have a preference? What is more relatable for you and what made you choose real name vs. pseudonym?