For the last few games (online and tournament) i seem to get worse with each game. I rarely read, and when i read i often misread simple things..
Sometimes it feels like forgot how to play go.
But luckily this isn't one of these games. I actually managed to win this game (played just now on KGS), even though in the middle part i thought i had blasted it again.
Anyhow, i can't say wether i played good or bad in this game but that may just because of my current state of mind. In the end i felt i just got lucky.
So i would like for some pointers where my mistakes lay and wether they are simple reading mistakes or of a complete different nature.
I'm black by the way.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1500]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Bubarik]PB[MagicMagor]WR[1k]BR[2k]DT[2010-04-28]PC[The KGS Go Server at
http://www.gokgs.com/]C[MagicMagor [2k]: Hi
Bubarik [1k]: hi
MagicMagor [2k]: have a nice game
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;B[pg]BL[375.964]C[Bubarik [1k]: i guess now i dont have enough
Bubarik [1k]: thanks
MagicMagor [2k]: thx
Bubarik [1k]: should have played atari first at j11
Bubarik [1k]: but i "read" that i can connect anyway ^)
MagicMagor [2k]: well also plenty mistakes on my side.. =)
Bubarik [1k]: hehe )
Bubarik [1k]: gg
])
Move 83 is the point, where i thought i had thrown the game away. Because with H11 he can cut me in sente (if i block) at j11 and then cut at m5.
I was surprised that he didn't push out with his stones after i connected at m5 but instead took the stone at m11.
Anyhow any comments are welcome =).