Thanks Matthews! It's true, one of the first things that signal the strength of a Go player is finesse-- that's the first thing that really strikes out.
Here are the last two games In the 4th SAWMG Online Tournament/19th (huh?) Pandanet World Amateur Online Go Championship.
It's brilliant to have had the chance to play strong players. When I first learned Go, I wanted mostly two types of commented Game records:
1: Pros V Amateurs
2: Kyus V Dans
Now, I've fulfilled some of number two myself! Weird.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]
GN[aquaplusyu-WindnWater(B) IGS]PW[aquaplusyu]PB[WindnWater]WR[3d]BR[3k]DT[2014-10-28]CP[
Copyright (c) PANDANET Inc. 2014
Permission to reproduce this game is given, provided proper credit is given.
No warrantee, implied or explicit, is understood.
Use of this game is an understanding and agreement of this notice.
]EV[Internet Go Server game: aquaplusyu vs WindnWater]PC[IGS: igs.joyjoy.net 6969]US[Brought to you by IGS PANDANET]C[
aquaplusyu 3d+: Let's begin and enjoy a great game.
WindnWater 3k?: Hi!
aquaplusyu 3d+: hi
]RE[W+Resign]LT[]NB[26]NW[31]RR[Normal]
;BL[578]B[pd]C[];WL[600]W[dp]C[
WindnWater 3k?: have a cool game.];B[pq]BL[552]
;W[dc]WL[572]
;B[qk]BL[543]C[I find it very difficult to play the chinese opening.]
;WL[569]W[jp]C[];BL[531]B[ce]C[];W[cg]WL[566]
;B[fc]BL[525]C[I'm really not qualified to play this move... But I played it anyway XD]
;W[ed]WL[563]
(;B[cc]BL[515]
;W[cb]WL[556]
(;B[dd]BL[508]
;W[bc]WL[555]
;B[ec]BL[497]
;W[cd]WL[554]
;B[de]BL[481]
;W[ee]WL[553]C[Black feels a little silly!

]
(;B[ef]BL[434]
;W[gd]WL[552]
;B[hc]BL[397]
;W[df]WL[516]C[Severe.]
;B[fd]BL[359]
;W[fe]WL[515]
;B[ge]BL[341]
;W[ff]WL[514]
(;BL[297]B[fg]C[Questionable.];W[gf]WL[511]
;BL[276]B[he]C[];W[hf]WL[510]C[It was difficult to decide weather J15 is honte.]
;B[ie]BL[227]
;W[eg]WL[508]C[The result is clearly better for white. This move is very soft.]
;B[fq]BL[193]C[Is this correct?]
;W[fp]WL[506]
;B[gp]BL[143]
;W[fo]WL[505]
(;B[eq]BL[118]
;W[dq]WL[504]
;B[go]BL[83]
;W[gn]WL[502]C[I hesitated.]
;B[hn]BL[61]C[I decided to trust my reading. Besides, I was behind.]
;W[gm]WL[499]C[Whhite cooperates.]
;B[hm]BL[37]
;WL[495]W[gl]C[Now, I really struggle to decide the best move to swallow white's stone.](;B[lp]BL[12]
;W[ho]WL[492]C[Strike!]
;B[hq]BL[890]
(;W[hp]WL[491]
;B[gq]BL[872]
;W[iq]WL[474]
;B[dr]BL[855]
;W[cr]WL[472]C[Now I'm sweating XD]
;BL[847]B[fs]C[](;W[do]WL[460]C[White is playing in an extremely lesiurely fashion]
(;B[jo]BL[828]C[I thought that just living wouldn't be enough.]
;W[er]WL[453]
;B[ip]BL[817]
;W[io]WL[452]
;B[in]BL[813]
;W[ip]WL[452]
;B[ko]BL[805]
;W[hr]WL[443]
;B[fr]BL[784]
;W[jr]WL[431]
;B[kq]BL[765]
;W[kr]WL[427]
;B[lr]BL[754]
;W[ds]WL[427]
;B[is]BL[747]
;W[hs]WL[413]
;B[ks]BL[736]
;W[js]WL[410]
;B[jq]BL[728]
;W[ir]WL[408]
;B[ls]BL[721]C[One eye V no Eye. Black is dead.]
;W[ik]WL[387]
;B[jn]BL[705]
;W[qf]WL[381]
;B[qe]BL[647]
;W[pf]WL[378]
;B[nd]BL[639]
;W[qi]WL[375]
;B[ok]BL[629]
;W[ml]WL[372]
;B[mn]BL[613]
;W[nm]WL[369]
;B[pm]BL[602]
;W[nn]WL[368]
;B[mo]BL[593]
;W[pn]WL[366]
;B[qm]BL[585]
;W[qn]WL[356]
;B[oj]BL[538]
;W[ph]WL[342]
;B[re]BL[528]
;W[mq]WL[331]
;B[lq]BL[877]
;W[op]WL[330]
;B[nr]BL[867]
;W[pp]WL[327]
;B[qq]BL[854]
;W[nh]WL[324]
;B[mj]BL[846]
;W[kl]WL[314]
;B[rm]BL[739]
;W[qp]WL[310]
;B[rq]BL[726]
;W[lh]WL[274]
;B[ro]BL[670]C[Painful to survive like this.]
;W[ld]WL[263]
;B[mg]BL[627]
;W[mh]WL[259]
;B[jj]BL[605]C[Desperate.]
;W[lj]WL[244]
;B[mk]BL[589]
;W[lk]WL[243]
;B[lm]BL[586]
;W[ll]WL[242]
;B[ki]BL[580]
;W[jg]WL[233]
;B[kf]BL[496]
;W[oc]WL[227]
;B[pc]BL[465]
;W[od]WL[223]
;B[pe]BL[453]
;W[oe]WL[221]
;B[of]BL[435]
;W[nf]WL[214]
;B[og]BL[423]
;W[ng]WL[213]
;B[ni]BL[410]
;W[oh]WL[207]
;B[li]BL[405]
;W[mi]WL[206]
;B[om]BL[259]
;W[hl]WL[190]
;B[jh]BL[251]
;W[ig]WL[188]
;B[ke]BL[240]
;W[kc]WL[179]
;B[cn]BL[209]
;W[cl]WL[173]
;B[ck]BL[197]
;W[dl]WL[170]
;B[bl]BL[193]
;W[bj]WL[164]
;B[cj]BL[891]
;W[bk]WL[161]
;B[bm]BL[883]
;W[ci]WL[158]
;B[bp]BL[874]
;W[bq]WL[156]
;B[an]BL[867]
;W[bo]WL[154])(;B[ds]
;W[ir]
;B[hr]
;W[qf]
;B[qe]
;W[pf]
;B[nd]
;W[qi]
;B[ok]C[Whites lead is not huge, but obviously black can't turn around the game.]))(;W[hr]
(;B[ep]
;W[eo]
;B[do]
(;W[co]
;B[dn]
;W[fn]
(;B[cq]
;W[cp]
;B[bq]
;W[er]
;B[ds]
;W[gr]
;B[fr]
(;W[cs]
(;B[es]
;W[gs])(;B[ir]
(;W[jr]C[Careless.]
;B[es])(;W[es]
;B[hs]
;W[jr]
;B[gs]
;W[js])))(;W[gs]))(;B[cp]
;W[cq]
;B[bp]
;W[er]
;B[ds]
;W[gr]
;B[fr]
;W[cs]
(;B[es]
;W[gs])(;B[ir]
;W[jr]))(;B[ds]C[Black has no choice.]
;W[cq]
;B[gr]
;W[ir]
;B[er]C[White has sente, the game is over.]))(;W[dn]
;B[cq]
(;W[co]
;B[cp]
;W[do]
;B[br])(;W[cp]
;B[bq]))(;W[er]
;B[ds]
;W[gr]
;B[fr]
(;W[dn]
(;B[co]
;W[cq])(;B[cq]
(;W[co]
;B[cp]
;W[do]
;B[br])(;W[cp]
(;B[bq]
;W[cs])(;B[ir]
;W[jr]
;B[bq]
;W[cs]
;B[es]
;W[is]
;B[co]))))(;W[co]
;B[dn]
;W[fn]
(;B[cq]
;W[cp]
;B[bq]
;W[gs]
;B[es]
;W[cs])(;B[ir]
;W[jr]
;B[cq]
;W[cp]
;B[bq]
;W[cs]
;B[es]
;W[is]
;B[br]))))(;B[ds]
;W[gr]
;B[ep]
;W[eo]
;B[do]
;W[co]
;B[dn]
;W[fn]
;B[cq]
;W[cp]
;B[bq])))(;W[io]
;B[kr]
;W[hp]
;B[gq]
;W[iq]
;B[ir]
;W[jr]
;B[js]C[Although it's bad for black white may not watnt black to connect so easily.]))(;B[io]
;W[mp]C[Impossible])(;B[mp])(;B[kq]
;W[jq]
;B[kp]
;W[ho]))(;B[dq]
;W[eq]
;B[er]
;W[ep]C[It's difficult for black to choose the next move.]))(;B[gf]
;W[fg]
;B[hd]C[The simple way, but it would be tricky for black to find a way to catch up after this.]))(;B[dg]
;W[ef]
;B[df]
;W[ch]
;B[dh]
;W[ci]
;B[hd]C[Difficult, but black could manage.]))(;B[bb]C[I think that this is more normal.]
;W[cd]
;B[bc]
;W[bd]
;B[db]
;W[eb]
;B[ca]
(;W[ec]C[Locally, the resut seems good for white, but...]
;B[de]C[Later black could use the aji (although the aji is really small).]
;W[dd]
;B[dg])(;W[dd]
;B[ec]
;W[fb]
;B[gc]
;W[gb]
;B[hc]
;W[hb]
;B[ib]
;W[ic]
;B[jb]
;W[id]
;B[ge])))(;B[hd]C[I considered something like this but...]
;W[de]C[...It would be quite easy on white. White gets a better result due to black's timidity.]))
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]
GN[WindnWater-WOONSAI(B) IGS]PW[WindnWater]PB[WOONSAI]WR[3k]BR[7d]DT[2014-10-28]CP[
Copyright (c) PANDANET Inc. 2014
Permission to reproduce this game is given, provided proper credit is given.
No warrantee, implied or explicit, is understood.
Use of this game is an understanding and agreement of this notice.
]EV[Internet Go Server game: WindnWater vs WOONSAI]PC[IGS: igs.joyjoy.net 6969]US[Brought to you by IGS PANDANET]RE[B+Resign]LT[]NB[35]NW[26]RR[Normal]
;B[pd]BL[597]C[
WindnWater 3k?: hello!
WindnWater 3k?: Hi!
]
;W[ec]WL[585]
;B[cd]BL[594]C[
WindnWater 3k?: have a fine game!
]
;W[df]WL[573]C[White is opting to get crushed in ten moves.]
;B[dp]BL[587]C[Black wants to make it a long game so that he/she could at least not feel that playing someone like me is a complete waste of time, and utterly boring.]
;W[oo]WL[564]C[White is still being loopy.]
;B[qq]BL[575]
;W[pq]WL[553]C[I wanted to see weather black would try to create complications, it seemed black may have an advantage that way.]
;B[qp]BL[528]
;W[pp]WL[539]
;B[qn]BL[495]
;W[jp]WL[516]
;B[de]BL[403]C[An unexpected move (to me).]
;W[pm]WL[461]
;B[qm]BL[352]
;W[pl]WL[451]
;B[ef]BL[337]C[I hope you understand that I was a little stuck.]
(;W[dd]WL[436]
(;B[ce]BL[308]C[Black seems to be playing a teaching game.]
;W[cc]WL[367]
;B[dg]BL[292]
;W[eq]WL[359]C[A misclick (amazing I did that while using the anti-misclick function).]
;B[dq]BL[282]C[
WindnWater 3k?: Heh, whoops

]
;W[er]WL[300]
;B[dn]BL[271]C[Black is leading by over 20 points. How? How? Why? It's so fustrating. Hmm, guess that's why I'm still 10 stones below pro level.]
(;W[cl]WL[282]C[I believed I had no choice but to play here, but...]
;B[hp]BL[191]C[...This move was severe, and I had missed it.]
;W[co]WL[253]C[The stone on the left looked like an overplay, but I had to just keep going.]
;B[do]BL[184]
;W[cn]WL[202]
;B[fp]BL[150]C[Hurts.]
;W[ch]WL[144]C[I have know idea about the appropiateness of this move except I know that it's ridiculus.]
;B[cj]BL[145]C[But I had no choice. Amd mow I have not choice but to take this invasion on the chin.]
;W[dj]WL[117]
;B[di]BL[112]
;W[bj]WL[78]
;B[dk]BL[86]
;W[ck]WL[54]
;B[ej]BL[34]C[Fantastic shape for black. The game is hopeless for white already.]
;W[bh]WL[23]
;B[gc]BL[878]C[I didn't expect black to deal with the ladder in this way.]
;W[ee]WL[887]
;B[fe]BL[857]C[]
;W[ed]WL[874]
;B[cf]BL[854]C[I considered G16, but in the end I just simply extended.]
;W[bc]WL[835]
;B[mc]BL[843]C[Black has 10 more points of dosh/bars of chocolate than white. Of course black's influence is far superior to whites. The black victory is sealed.]
;W[gd]WL[831]
;B[hd]BL[832]
;W[fd]WL[801]
;B[ge]BL[805]C[I think that it may have been bad timing to make these exchanges, black just got stronger for nothing.]
;W[qd]WL[780]
;B[qc]BL[770]C[]
;W[pc]WL[734]
;B[od]BL[763]C[Black is sure She/He is ahead.]
;W[rc]WL[712]
;B[qb]BL[752]
;W[rb]WL[704]C[Maybe, white should have just connected, the reasoning behind that being black wouldn't have been able to trap white in the corner that way.]
;B[qe]BL[749]C[I missed this simple move @P]
;W[rd]WL[692]C[]
;B[pb]BL[716]
;W[rf]WL[670]C[Now white is low. Also, white is about to be punished for the silly exchanges in the upper left.]
;B[eb]BL[679]C[A sharp idea.]
;W[db]WL[599]C[I couldn't find a way for white to resist.]
;B[fb]BL[663]C[This move is sente against the corner, and has no weaknesses since the D17 atari is sente.]
;W[bd]WL[552]
;B[qg]BL[649]C[Black has a smaller territorial lead, but would make about 30 points in the center, and it's too late in the day for white to even dream about reversing the game.]
(;W[ql]WL[544]C[This move is worth about, say, 0 points. I got my corner killed gor nothing.]
;B[rg]BL[583]
;W[rl]WL[537]
;B[pr]BL[573]
;W[or]WL[532]
;B[qr]BL[563]
;W[hc]WL[499]C[Time to resign.]
;B[ic]BL[553]
;W[hb]WL[478]
;B[ib]BL[531]
;W[he]WL[396]
;B[id]BL[527]
;W[hj]WL[355]
;B[in]BL[516]
;W[hf]WL[345]
;B[gg]BL[494]
;W[iq]WL[316]
;B[hq]BL[488]
;W[ir]WL[311]
;B[kn]BL[466]
;W[io]WL[296]
;B[ho]BL[461]
;W[gr]WL[287]
;B[jj]BL[893]
;W[jm]WL[888]
;B[jn]BL[890]
;W[jk]WL[884]
;B[kk]BL[884]
;W[kj]WL[875]
;B[ik]BL[880]
;W[ll]WL[822]
;B[jl]BL[873]
;W[km]WL[812]
;B[im]BL[867]
;W[lo]WL[793]
;B[ln]BL[861]
;W[pf]WL[771]
;B[qf]BL[795]
;W[lf]WL[745]
;B[jf]BL[791]
;W[jg]WL[697]
;B[kg]BL[783]
;W[kh]WL[682]
;B[jh]BL[766]
;W[ji]WL[665]
;B[ig]BL[756]
;W[ii]WL[660]
;B[lj]BL[750]
;W[ki]WL[649]
;B[mh]BL[732]
;W[hg]WL[640]
;B[gh]BL[724]C[Sweatdrop... I... I...
I...
R... R-- I resign ;(
Okay, as much as I hate to say it, I didn't stand much of a chance against my adversary simply due to the fact that I'm weak.
Unacceptable! Instead of playing Weiqi, I'm playing Xianqi! It's only natural that I was put in my place. I don't feel I represented britain well at all, although it may seem strange for me to believe I could actually do that at this point in time, at least I should have played better XD (besides, I'm trying to get some positive attitude

),
However, I can't say how grateful I am to have had the chance to participate in this tournament. befre Octobr 1'st, 3 years after I had learned the art of Igo, I had only on three occassions played somone with a Dan rank. Twice in a teaching game on KGS (both lower-dans) and once on Wbaduk.
It sounds (cheesily) like coming back from insei training now, but if I could understand what happened in these games, then I'll unleash TERROR on KGS... Okay, well probably not, but...
NEXT Year Would be different.

next stop, the London open, hopefuly I could bring some new Go to the table.])
(;W[rg]
;B[iq]
;W[jq]
;B[ir]
;W[jr]
;B[jj]C[B+80
Don't ask me. I have no Idea how white fell behind that much.]))
(;W[fn]
;B[ed]
;W[dc]
;B[em]
;W[fm]
;B[nc]C[The game is hopeless for white.]
;W[fd]
;B[ee]
;W[jc]))
(;B[ed]
;W[dc]
;B[ce]
;W[cc]
;B[dg]
;W[fd]
;B[ee]))
(;W[cc]
;B[dc]
;W[db]
;B[dd]
;W[bc]
;B[fc]C[It looks like this would press white down but...]
;W[ed]C[...Once on the board, you could see this move is clearly working.]
;B[ee]
;W[fd]
;B[fb]
;W[eb]
;B[hc]
;W[gd])
(;W[fq]C[No point playing in the upper left.]
;B[dn]
;W[fo]C[It's hard to completely remove the after-taste in one move.]))
In every Game, I got behind in the opening. I'm trying to desperately understand what happened in all of the games, but it's proving a little difficult

I just don't have the finesse. Any comments are welcome!