Since the beginning of this week, I noticed that I am suddenly playing stronger than before. While I don't play on KGS (yet), I do play against several bots/engines taking the appropriate handicap. I'm guesstimating my strength using this page at Sensei's Library.
Last week:
Playing against Cosumi, my score was a bit less than even; maybe 40%. Cosumi is estimated to play at +/- 8k. My 40% score suggests I was a bit weaker. Let's say 9k or 10k.
Playing against Gnu Go 3.8 at level 10, I needed to take 4 stones handicap to make it an even game. GNU Go is estimated to play at 5k/6k. Well, Me having to take 4 stones handicap again suggests that I played at 9k/10k level.
Against Fuego and Pachi I didn't stand a chance, not even when taking 5 to 9 handicap stones.
I've been playing like this for some time, until I decided to start watching Nick Sibicky's lectures from the very start; especially the ones in which he reviews kyu games. And I was like: "I do that too. And that too. All bad moves. Crap... Hey, that DOES work? Why doesn't white just... (explains)... Oh. Yeah."
I've been watching a lecture a day, and since the beginning of this week I try to put some of that stuff into practice, with these results:
Now I beat Cosumi most of the time, with score between +0.5 and +12.5. Sometimes I get lazy if I think I've won, and it succeeds at an invasion and I lose.
Against GNU Go on level 10 I'm now obtaining a somewhat better score than 50%, taking no handicap
I have a score of of 35% wins when playing Fuego at 4 stones handicap while before I couldn't even come close. I'll have to try at 5 or 6 stones. (The 2008 version of Fuego is estimated at 2k, but the current version is stronger, and computers are faster; playing against Pachi on my computer, I estimate it at 2d, assuming Pachi's estimate of 4-5d is correct.)
Pachi is estimated at 4d, but that was in 2012. I expect it to be stronger now. Taking 9 stones at a 5d Pachi would be good for a 4k player. If I take 9 stones now, I mostly lose, with margins within komi, and sometimes, rarely, I win.
While I don't know my real rank, I can objectively say that I did jump four stones in strength because of the results against the bots and my changed handicaps. The handicaps between me and the bots as described above are looking consistent, at least to me. If so, and the page on Sensei's library estimates the bots' ranks correctly, I would now be a KGS 5k. I don't really care about the rank; more about the improvement.
I wonder; is it realistic to move up in strength that much, just from watching lectures? In that case, I must keep watching and hoping I encounter things I'm still doing wrong and get an explanation
Edit, PS: I'm not actively trying to find and abuse weak spots the bots may have. That would just be fooling myself.
Edit2: Won against Cosumi again, by 15.5 points, with Black. If you replay it as a stronger player, you'll probably scream at the mistakes I undoubtedly made