It doesn't help that Leela can't explain why a move is inferior, or what to do with the thickness it wants you to get.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1800]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Fedya]PB[zaraza]WR[6k]BR[7k]DT[2018-11-23]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[B+Resign]
;B[pp]BL[1798.74]
;W[dd]WL[1798.109]C[zaraza [7k\]: hi
]
;B[pc]BL[1796.038]C[Fedya [6k\]: Hello!
]
;W[dq]WL[1791.272]
;B[co]BL[1794.01]
;W[fp]WL[1775.048]
;B[bq]BL[1791.61]
;W[iq]WL[1756.166]
;B[gq]BL[1787.665]C[I wasn't certain what to do here. Leela thought my follow-up was OK, although it can't explain to me what to do with the thickness I get.]
;W[gp]WL[1746.422]
;B[hq]BL[1785.929]
;W[hp]WL[1743.576]
;B[ir]BL[1784.662]
;W[jq]WL[1741.192]
;B[jr]BL[1783.293]
;W[kq]WL[1724.622]
;B[kr]BL[1778.278]
;W[fr]WL[1706.614]
;B[lq]BL[1765.588]
;W[ip]WL[1694.584]C[Leela wanted me to tenuki either at C7 or an approach in the top right.
Now that I have thickness, what am I supposed to do with it?]
;B[nq]BL[1761.514]
;W[qe]WL[1667.277]C[So I get the approach in the top right anyway.]
;B[qd]BL[1752.732]
;W[pe]WL[1665.537]
;B[nc]BL[1750.331]
;W[qi]WL[1656.671]
;B[qk]BL[1746.784]
;W[cm]WL[1620.064]C[And I get C7 too.]
;B[ck]BL[1743.735]
;W[em]WL[1618.052]C[Leela preferred a counter-pincer, but the fighting doesn't make any sense to me. I wanted to continue to put pressure on the two stones in the lower left.]
;B[dm]BL[1741.145]
;W[dn]WL[1614.855]
;B[bm]BL[1740.365]
;W[cn]WL[1598.521]
;B[bn]BL[1731.01]
;W[dl]WL[1575.861]
;B[ch]BL[1718.39]
;W[fc]WL[1556.244]C[Leela implied that C14 was better, although I thought this was good because it would allow me to extend farther on the top.]
;B[jm]BL[1702.205]C[I had no idea how to respond to this.]
;W[qm]WL[1485.726]C[Leela considered R6 but not this move. I don't see the difference.]
;B[qo]BL[1695.21]
;W[om]WL[1482.378]
;B[pm]BL[1692.484]
;W[pl]WL[1477.498]
;B[ql]BL[1689.789]
;W[pn]WL[1470.321]
;B[rm]BL[1688.516]
;W[lo]WL[1447.373]
;B[lm]BL[1673.687]
;W[no]WL[1434.42]
;B[mn]BL[1670.153]
;W[mo]WL[1433.186]
;B[mk]BL[1668.977]
;W[ok]WL[1398.433]C[I realized after playing it that this probably wasn't right, but I was trying to get those black stones in the center from getting eyes.]
;B[pj]BL[1663.122]
;W[oj]WL[1397.549]
;B[pi]BL[1661.628]
;W[qh]WL[1396.457]
;B[ph]BL[1660.439]
;W[pg]WL[1394.99]
;B[og]BL[1658.666]
;W[pf]WL[1391.59]
;B[nh]BL[1657.16]C[I already began to feel like I was in serious trouble.]
;W[mj]WL[1389.706]
;B[lj]BL[1655.675]
;W[mi]WL[1388.666]
;B[nk]BL[1654.228]
;W[nj]WL[1385.426]
;B[qn]BL[1653.099]
;W[oo]WL[1371.008]
;B[ik]BL[1649.773]
;W[jc]WL[1296.093]C[I couldn't see a way to prevent Black from getting two eyes in the center, so I tried to take territory on the top.]
;B[bd]BL[1645.702]
;W[cc]WL[1285.998]
;B[bc]BL[1643.077]
;W[cf]WL[1285.308]
;B[ce]BL[1641.728]
;W[de]WL[1283.936]
;B[bf]BL[1641.05]
;W[cg]WL[1281.8]
;B[bg]BL[1640.139]
;W[df]WL[1276.98]
;B[dh]BL[1638.87]
;W[cb]WL[1274.861]
;B[hc]BL[1637.787]C[Once again I have no idea what to do.
Leela says I'm down to a 2% chance of winning.]
;W[ie]WL[1222.59]
;B[id]BL[1635.985]
;W[jd]WL[1221.7]
;B[he]BL[1634.873]
;W[if]WL[1220.55]
;B[hf]BL[1633.782]
;W[ff]WL[1216.836]C[I didn't like this, but I had to get eyes for the group on the left.]
;B[hg]BL[1631.39]
;W[ke]WL[1189.542]
;B[ig]BL[1395.01]
;W[me]WL[1159.394]
;B[ld]BL[1384.574]
;W[le]WL[1155.428]
;B[lc]BL[1381.443]
;W[jf]WL[1151.966]
;B[jg]BL[1379.614]
;W[kg]WL[1151.273]C[By now I was under a 1% chance of winning, and for about the last 70 moves Leela gave me literally a 0.00% chance of winning.]
;B[kh]BL[1378.354]
;W[lg]WL[1150.242]
;B[ji]BL[1374.521]
;W[mh]WL[1146.084]
;B[nf]BL[1372.692]
;W[gb]WL[1139.756]
;B[hb]BL[1370.859]
;W[gd]WL[1084.523]
;B[hd]BL[1367.075]
;W[gc]WL[1081.605]
;B[rd]BL[1363.776]
;W[re]WL[1080.189]
;B[rj]BL[1362.014]
;W[rg]WL[1078.108]
;B[ri]BL[1359.646]
;W[rh]WL[1074.734]
;B[ek]BL[1350.364]
;W[sf]WL[1069.759]
;B[dk]BL[1347.235]
;W[fh]WL[990.121]
;B[gh]BL[1337.52]
;W[fi]WL[988.517]
;B[gi]BL[1336.698]
;W[hm]WL[984.641]
;B[gl]BL[1332.197]
;W[gm]WL[982.538]
;B[fl]BL[1330.955]
;W[in]WL[965.605]
;B[jn]BL[1328.872]
;W[jo]WL[964.11]
;B[im]BL[1327.964]
;W[hl]WL[961.346]
;B[hk]BL[1326.207]
;W[il]WL[947.537]
;B[jl]BL[1321.121]
;W[fm]WL[946.42]
;B[fj]BL[1319.012]
;W[ei]WL[943.837]
;B[di]BL[1317.393]
;W[cr]WL[870.266]
;B[br]BL[1315.473]
;W[bs]WL[868.756]
;B[cq]BL[1314.461]
;W[dr]WL[867.562]
;B[dp]BL[1313.671]
;W[ep]WL[866.972]
;B[do]BL[1312.085]
;W[eo]WL[866.057]
;B[bo]BL[1310.878]
;W[kb]WL[856.748]
;B[lb]BL[1308.179]
;W[la]WL[855.952]
;B[ma]BL[1306.694]
;W[ka]WL[855.366]
;B[nb]BL[1305.872]
;W[sd]WL[853.458]
;B[sc]BL[1304.506]
;W[se]WL[852.932]
;B[rc]BL[1303]
;W[bb]WL[845.597]
;B[ab]BL[1301.094]
;W[ha]WL[843.436]
;B[ia]BL[1299.599]
;W[ga]WL[842.846]
;B[jb]BL[1297.762]
;W[kc]WL[840.496]
;B[md]BL[1295.479]
;W[ne]WL[839.076]
;B[od]BL[1293.868]
;W[oe]WL[835.883]
;B[pk]BL[1292.121]
;W[nl]WL[832.953]
;B[ml]BL[1290.745]
;W[nm]WL[831.662]
;B[po]BL[1289.059]
;W[pm]WL[827.031]
;B[op]BL[1288.152]
;W[li]WL[824.445]
;B[kj]BL[1286.098]
;W[ki]WL[821.912]
;B[kn]BL[1281.407]
;W[ko]WL[820.46]
;B[mm]BL[1277.945]C[Fedya [6k\]: Thank you for the game
])
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1800]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Fedya]PB[zaraza]WR[6k]BR[7k]DT[2018-11-23]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[B+Resign]
;B[pp]BL[1798.74]
;W[dd]WL[1798.109]C[zaraza [7k\]: hi
]
;B[pc]BL[1796.038]C[Fedya [6k\]: Hello!
]
;W[dq]WL[1791.272]
;B[co]BL[1794.01]
;W[fp]WL[1775.048]
;B[bq]BL[1791.61]
;W[iq]WL[1756.166]
;B[gq]BL[1787.665]C[I wasn't certain what to do here. Leela thought my follow-up was OK, although it can't explain to me what to do with the thickness I get.]
;W[gp]WL[1746.422]
;B[hq]BL[1785.929]
;W[hp]WL[1743.576]
;B[ir]BL[1784.662]
;W[jq]WL[1741.192]
;B[jr]BL[1783.293]
;W[kq]WL[1724.622]
;B[kr]BL[1778.278]
;W[fr]WL[1706.614]
;B[lq]BL[1765.588]
;W[ip]WL[1694.584]C[Leela wanted me to tenuki either at C7 or an approach in the top right.
Now that I have thickness, what am I supposed to do with it?]
;B[nq]BL[1761.514]
;W[qe]WL[1667.277]C[So I get the approach in the top right anyway.]
;B[qd]BL[1752.732]
;W[pe]WL[1665.537]
;B[nc]BL[1750.331]
;W[qi]WL[1656.671]
;B[qk]BL[1746.784]
;W[cm]WL[1620.064]C[And I get C7 too.]
;B[ck]BL[1743.735]
;W[em]WL[1618.052]C[Leela preferred a counter-pincer, but the fighting doesn't make any sense to me. I wanted to continue to put pressure on the two stones in the lower left.]
;B[dm]BL[1741.145]
;W[dn]WL[1614.855]
;B[bm]BL[1740.365]
;W[cn]WL[1598.521]
;B[bn]BL[1731.01]
;W[dl]WL[1575.861]
;B[ch]BL[1718.39]
;W[fc]WL[1556.244]C[Leela implied that C14 was better, although I thought this was good because it would allow me to extend farther on the top.]
;B[jm]BL[1702.205]C[I had no idea how to respond to this.]
;W[qm]WL[1485.726]C[Leela considered R6 but not this move. I don't see the difference.]
;B[qo]BL[1695.21]
;W[om]WL[1482.378]
;B[pm]BL[1692.484]
;W[pl]WL[1477.498]
;B[ql]BL[1689.789]
;W[pn]WL[1470.321]
;B[rm]BL[1688.516]
;W[lo]WL[1447.373]
;B[lm]BL[1673.687]
;W[no]WL[1434.42]
;B[mn]BL[1670.153]
;W[mo]WL[1433.186]
;B[mk]BL[1668.977]
;W[ok]WL[1398.433]C[I realized after playing it that this probably wasn't right, but I was trying to get those black stones in the center from getting eyes.]
;B[pj]BL[1663.122]
;W[oj]WL[1397.549]
;B[pi]BL[1661.628]
;W[qh]WL[1396.457]
;B[ph]BL[1660.439]
;W[pg]WL[1394.99]
;B[og]BL[1658.666]
;W[pf]WL[1391.59]
;B[nh]BL[1657.16]C[I already began to feel like I was in serious trouble.]
;W[mj]WL[1389.706]
;B[lj]BL[1655.675]
;W[mi]WL[1388.666]
;B[nk]BL[1654.228]
;W[nj]WL[1385.426]
;B[qn]BL[1653.099]
;W[oo]WL[1371.008]
;B[ik]BL[1649.773]
;W[jc]WL[1296.093]C[I couldn't see a way to prevent Black from getting two eyes in the center, so I tried to take territory on the top.]
;B[bd]BL[1645.702]
;W[cc]WL[1285.998]
;B[bc]BL[1643.077]
;W[cf]WL[1285.308]
;B[ce]BL[1641.728]
;W[de]WL[1283.936]
;B[bf]BL[1641.05]
;W[cg]WL[1281.8]
;B[bg]BL[1640.139]
;W[df]WL[1276.98]
;B[dh]BL[1638.87]
;W[cb]WL[1274.861]
;B[hc]BL[1637.787]C[Once again I have no idea what to do.
Leela says I'm down to a 2% chance of winning.]
;W[ie]WL[1222.59]
;B[id]BL[1635.985]
;W[jd]WL[1221.7]
;B[he]BL[1634.873]
;W[if]WL[1220.55]
;B[hf]BL[1633.782]
;W[ff]WL[1216.836]C[I didn't like this, but I had to get eyes for the group on the left.]
;B[hg]BL[1631.39]
;W[ke]WL[1189.542]
;B[ig]BL[1395.01]
;W[me]WL[1159.394]
;B[ld]BL[1384.574]
;W[le]WL[1155.428]
;B[lc]BL[1381.443]
;W[jf]WL[1151.966]
;B[jg]BL[1379.614]
;W[kg]WL[1151.273]C[By now I was under a 1% chance of winning, and for about the last 70 moves Leela gave me literally a 0.00% chance of winning.]
;B[kh]BL[1378.354]
;W[lg]WL[1150.242]
;B[ji]BL[1374.521]
;W[mh]WL[1146.084]
;B[nf]BL[1372.692]
;W[gb]WL[1139.756]
;B[hb]BL[1370.859]
;W[gd]WL[1084.523]
;B[hd]BL[1367.075]
;W[gc]WL[1081.605]
;B[rd]BL[1363.776]
;W[re]WL[1080.189]
;B[rj]BL[1362.014]
;W[rg]WL[1078.108]
;B[ri]BL[1359.646]
;W[rh]WL[1074.734]
;B[ek]BL[1350.364]
;W[sf]WL[1069.759]
;B[dk]BL[1347.235]
;W[fh]WL[990.121]
;B[gh]BL[1337.52]
;W[fi]WL[988.517]
;B[gi]BL[1336.698]
;W[hm]WL[984.641]
;B[gl]BL[1332.197]
;W[gm]WL[982.538]
;B[fl]BL[1330.955]
;W[in]WL[965.605]
;B[jn]BL[1328.872]
;W[jo]WL[964.11]
;B[im]BL[1327.964]
;W[hl]WL[961.346]
;B[hk]BL[1326.207]
;W[il]WL[947.537]
;B[jl]BL[1321.121]
;W[fm]WL[946.42]
;B[fj]BL[1319.012]
;W[ei]WL[943.837]
;B[di]BL[1317.393]
;W[cr]WL[870.266]
;B[br]BL[1315.473]
;W[bs]WL[868.756]
;B[cq]BL[1314.461]
;W[dr]WL[867.562]
;B[dp]BL[1313.671]
;W[ep]WL[866.972]
;B[do]BL[1312.085]
;W[eo]WL[866.057]
;B[bo]BL[1310.878]
;W[kb]WL[856.748]
;B[lb]BL[1308.179]
;W[la]WL[855.952]
;B[ma]BL[1306.694]
;W[ka]WL[855.366]
;B[nb]BL[1305.872]
;W[sd]WL[853.458]
;B[sc]BL[1304.506]
;W[se]WL[852.932]
;B[rc]BL[1303]
;W[bb]WL[845.597]
;B[ab]BL[1301.094]
;W[ha]WL[843.436]
;B[ia]BL[1299.599]
;W[ga]WL[842.846]
;B[jb]BL[1297.762]
;W[kc]WL[840.496]
;B[md]BL[1295.479]
;W[ne]WL[839.076]
;B[od]BL[1293.868]
;W[oe]WL[835.883]
;B[pk]BL[1292.121]
;W[nl]WL[832.953]
;B[ml]BL[1290.745]
;W[nm]WL[831.662]
;B[po]BL[1289.059]
;W[pm]WL[827.031]
;B[op]BL[1288.152]
;W[li]WL[824.445]
;B[kj]BL[1286.098]
;W[ki]WL[821.912]
;B[kn]BL[1281.407]
;W[ko]WL[820.46]
;B[mm]BL[1277.945]C[Fedya [6k\]: Thank you for the game
])
Leela: K2 v. K3 ?
Leela: M3 v. F2 ?
Leela already gave you one answer to your question: C7.
Bad for B. Leela ?
Leela: D8 v. C6 ?
You wasted a move at C6 and got gote here.
Leela: v. R3 ?
Bad, like
Leela: v. M4 ?
Leela v. Q9 & other candidates ?
Leela: P11 v. M11 v. other candidates ?
Pass ? Leela ?
Leela ?
This kind of moves, like
and
look like more moves that do very little. Can these stones ever help you make territory? Are they necessary to connect weak groups? No, so they have no purpose for you, and you fall behind more. How about S6, again starting a ko to disconnect Black?