Why did I lose? ( counting confusion )

[Bill Spight]

Imo, by move 40, white was ahead by at least 2 stones.

I think so, too.

[unkx80]

Speaking as admin...

... I would also like to see an indication of a moderation action when it is applied, rather than he it applied silently.

OK, at your suggestion, and at the suggestion of my fellow admins, I'll make it public: I edited Calm's post and deleted Helel's post. Both posts were confrontational and critical of fellow L19 members. Below is the relevant part of the forum rules:

Personal Attacks
Remember the Golden Rule: do to others what you would like to be done to you. Trolling, flaming, bashing, or otherwise verbally attacking anyone is not allowed. When writing about a move that a member made, ensure all criticism is directed towards the member's move rather than the member.

....which can be seen in their entirety at http://lifein19x19.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=1006

Thanks.