John Fairbairn wrote:That's why I think it's more important to use displayed go ability as a factor in selecting representatives than AGA loyalty. The AGA is just an organization.
"Just". Another kick in the teeth for AGA volunteers.
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Ok, I might be acting a little dramatic. But even bringing up AGA volunteers, I would have a bit more sympathy if I actually felt that I could *be* a volunteer. I have actually volunteered to help out with computer related tasks (AGA database and website) at least 3 or 4 times now, but it's never turned into something where I was actually given the go to help out.
There was even discussion on this forum (or maybe it was GD) where people were arguing that volunteers were not "good enough" until they had proven themselves to be.
The result of this is that I have come to feel like the AGA is kind of like a club - if you're friends with the people in charge, then you can be one of the volunteers, having your name in all of the E-journals, and so on, but if you're just a run-of-the mill go player that has asked to help out, you'll be hard set to get access into the club of AGA leaders...
So I am kind of turned off to this. I think it's great that go is being popularized in America. I think it's great that the AGA was made to do this. But since the AGA is the *only* such organization that I'm aware of, and since it seems so hard to even volunteer to help out, I can't help but wish that things like international tournaments could be accessed outside of the AGA.
So the feelings I've expressed here are probably overly strong. But it's because I haven't come to feel that I can even do something as simple as volunteer for the AGA - which seems to be led by some club of friends - because I'm seen to be not *good* enough as a volunteer. Aside from volunteering, it seems to just add salt to the wound when I hear that I cannot ever participate in an international tournament without paying loyalties to this seemingly closed circle of friends.
I guess, if I try to express my thoughts more concisely, I wish that I felt that the AGA were more of an open organization. I wish that they would allow anybody to help out and volunteer, even if they don't have a track history with the organization. I wish that, as an AGA member, I felt that I was contributing to AGA actions or decisions.
But I don't really feel that way right now. I feel like there are a handful of people that are in control. I feel like they are very selective in getting volunteers to help out. And people have expressed in the past that volunteers are not typically shown good recognition (though I haven't experienced this, yet, because I haven't even been able to *be* a volunteer, yet, despite having asked several times).