Life In 19x19

Hi all,
In this game I was literally destroyed (I am white) in a quick game. I usually play at least a "not-so-bad opening" but in this case I was completely outplayed since the very beginning, and when my opponent made the last invasion I felt disgusted of my poor defence.

Hi Maria,

Maybe slow. Options: Q11, R11, etc.

Ditto. ( The top cannot compete with the right side. )

Now has to work much harder than before this stone.

Feels heavy ( unless extensive reading shows OK here )
Another candidate: N11 -- Sabaki.

Maybe Q13 more severe.

Again, seems slow and heavy ( unless reading shows OK )
Feeling: Sabaki. Candidates: N11, N12, M12, etc.

M12, etc.

Almost a pass ?

Not so good. Imagine takes H3 instead ( re: ).

( , ) combination: inefficient(?); better o3 directly, with 1 move.

If no severe attack on , another option is simply H3. ( re: )

F3. ( Re: your own notes. )

completely outplayed since the very beginning

Not exactly: maybe a few moments missing the big picture --
, Option: R17 ? ^(*)
Option: P17 variation ? ^(*)
, Feels slow. Q11, R11 area feels urgent. ^(*)
Seems made mistakes between and here:
now the two N10 stones are floating. ^(*)

when my opponent made the last invasion I felt disgusted of my poor defence.

The passion is nice; a positive direction to channel the negative feelings: the local situation is not an isolated shape; it occurs occasionally -- good to study how to handle it under various boards. If at H3 works, then becomes just a reduction.



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^(*) Curious about Leela's evaluations.