(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]OT[5x20 byo-yomi]
PW[adversary]PB[me]WR[1d]BR[1d]DT[2013-06-12]C[I played black this game.]RE[W+14.50]
;B[pd]BL[595.389]
;W[dd]WL[597.584]
;B[pp]BL[592.954]
;W[dq]WL[595.201]C[Hmm. Bottom side isn't that desirable I guess, because of D3, maybe...
I guess I'll just approach his corner. Can't be that bad.]
;B[do]BL[584.314]
;W[co]WL[585.663]C[Oh, I'll try that thing.]
;B[cn]BL[581.778]
;W[cp]WL[583.143]C[I think Herman from L19 always talked about this kind of example. Basically I don't decde to do D6 or D7, yet. I approach at F17 and see what he does first. Based on that, I decide what to do with the C6 area (if anything).]
;B[fc]BL[575.008]
;W[cf]WL[575.426]C[OK, now it'd be nicer to have a stone at C12 instead of D10, so I'll pick that joseki in bottom left.]
;B[dm]BL[563.836]
;W[fq]WL[567.285]
;B[ci]BL[561.35]
;W[db]WL[562.169]C[I guess K16 seems kind of balanced here.]
;B[jd]BL[555.323]
;W[qf]WL[551.467]C[Hmm. Not much potential for moyo at top - D18 screws that up, I feel. So I don't really want to do Q14.
Similarly, O16 doesn't feel like it does much. I guess I'll pincer on the right side and get more stones there.]
;B[qi]BL[536.92]
;W[nd]WL[542.996]C[Meh. I should split him. The first thought is to play Q14. But I could also try O15.
See the variations for the positions I was comparing in my head.]
(;B[pf]BL[443.905]C[I'll go with this one.]
;W[pg]WL[539.123]
;B[of]BL[442.14]
;W[qe]WL[533.366]
;B[qd]BL[439.695]
;W[pe]WL[490.707]C[P15... I should be able to live, I think. Kind of complicated after he cuts and I cut at R13. I can't back out now.]
;B[oe]BL[438.177]
;W[od]WL[489.609]
;B[qg]BL[436.626]
;W[rd]WL[476.064]C[Yes, S17, then he may try to get P14 or something, but I think there's a tesuji around T15 or so.
(**Post-game thinking: See variation for the shape I was thinking of.**)]
(;B[rc]BL[431.466]
;W[re]WL[473.824]C[Hmm, wait a second. R17 poses a problem... I screwed this up, didn't I? I guess I can do T16 sente, if he does R17, I can Q17, him R18, me Q18, him S18, me T18 for ko.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm to face*...**)]
;B[sd]BL[399.8]
;W[rg]WL[465.154]
;B[qh]BL[381.192]
;W[qc]WL[432.289]
;B[pc]BL[378.939]C[計画どおり!]
;W[qb]WL[430.317]C[Wait a second... He can just do T15. That's not ko. What am I thinking?]
;B[se]BL[376.061]
;W[rf]WL[425.489]
;B[pb]BL[372.96]
;W[rb]WL[422.087]
;B[nb]BL[360.241]C[OK. Recovery-mode. I've gotta get *something* up here. This board is definitely good for w, but I've got to recover so it's not *super* good for w.
(**Post-game thinking: I'm not totally sure trying to help Q18 is the best of plans. Yes, white profited, but is it really good to run with those stones? I should have just stopped. Breathed.. And then moved on to another part of the board. Yes, I lost some. But it's still early.**)]
;W[mc]WL[411.021]
;B[mb]BL[354.113]C[The pain...]
;W[ng]WL[400.155]
;B[og]BL[349.023]
;W[kc]WL[381.877]
;B[lc]BL[339.021]
;W[ld]WL[379.023]
;B[lb]BL[337.742]
;W[kd]WL[376.565]C[More pain...]
;B[kb]BL[334.425]
;W[jc]WL[370.395]
;B[me]BL[332.671]
;W[ne]WL[341.635]C[Sigh...]
;B[nf]BL[313.005]
;W[mf]WL[339.324]
;B[oh]BL[311.077]C[Wait, can he kill me anyway? Maybe K18?]
;W[lf]WL[325.052]C[Hmm, oh well.]
;B[nc]BL[304.949]
;W[md]WL[319.724]
;B[ib]BL[299.591]C[Terrible...]
;W[oc]WL[311.033]
;B[ob]BL[297.745]
;W[jb]WL[303.821]
;B[ja]BL[296.396]
;W[ic]WL[297.898]
;B[hb]BL[293.38]
;W[pn]WL[264.617]C[OK. I'm way behind. What do I do? I need to recover. I'll try to make lots of points on bottom and attack Q6.]
;B[np]BL[289.156]
;W[qp]WL[262.169]
;B[qq]BL[285.288]
;W[qo]WL[260.413]
;B[rq]BL[284.035]
;W[qk]WL[257.672]C[OK, can't allow that.]
;B[qm]BL[282.144]C[(**Post-game thinking: Maybe this is too aggressive. Maybe I should take a more indirect approach.**)]
;W[pm]WL[241.547]
;B[ql]BL[266.114]
;W[pk]WL[231.032]
;B[pl]BL[263.819]
;W[ol]WL[229.334]
;B[ok]BL[259.867]
;W[rk]WL[220.509]C[Uh oh. I lost these stones. I'm just further behind, now...Maybe I can get S10 in sente, then S12 in sente, then I will have potential for eye so I can ignore P12 for now and play elsewhere.]
;B[rn]BL[227.99]
;W[qn]WL[213.587]
;B[rm]BL[153.026]
;W[ro]WL[184.04]
;B[rj]BL[124.1]
;W[rl]WL[173.454]
;B[rh]BL[120]
;W[sc]WL[168.648]C[OK... This game is hard. Where do I play now? We're in the middle game, and w definitely leads... I could defend at E11 to help against C8. So slow, though.
Biggest area is on bottom. Safe move is L3.
I cannot play safely. I should be greedy, tempt him, and kill him. It's my only chance.]
;B[jq]BL[73.494]
;W[cl]WL[156.65]C[Hmm, he didn't take the bait. I guess I'll endure.]
;B[bm]BL[69.773]
;W[cj]WL[153.298]C[Normally D10, but maybe this time it's hard to profit from influence... So B10.]
;B[bj]BL[58.331]
;W[bk]WL[146.868]
;B[dj]BL[56.622]
;W[dk]WL[145.296]
;B[ck]BL[55.096]
;W[ka]WL[135.182]C[Only one eye to right of L19, so gotta make another eye on other side.]
;B[ia]BL[35.686]
;W[cj]WL[131.001]C[I guess I'll use my blunder on the right for ko threats.]
;B[sp]BL[26.02]
;W[so]WL[122.067]
;B[ck]BL[24.068]
;W[gb]WL[108.619]C[Touche! This person is definitely playing better than me.
It's still early to resign, though. I'll endure.]
;B[hc]BL[13.471]
;W[cj]WL[102.312]
;B[nl]BL[10.694]
;W[om]WL[95.815]
;B[ck]BL[8.738]
;W[gc]WL[88.212]C[OK... Maybe here's a light at the end of the tunnel. L16 is not super strong. Can I kill it somehow?]
;B[hd]BL[4.299]
;W[cj]WL[80.776]
;B[ke]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[le]WL[73.541]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[gd]WL[59.358]
;B[id]BL[20]OB[5]C[Ok, if he ignores, then maybe I'll try something like L13. I can threaten to try to kill M15, and maybe I can get back in the game.]
;W[if]WL[42.566]C[Ok, no time to worry about the life of this group. Gotta threaten him.]
;B[jf]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[jg]WL[38.233]
;B[ig]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kf]WL[30.745]
;B[je]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kh]WL[15.949]C[Hmm, difficult to keep him from getting another eye... But I'll keep threatening.]
;B[jh]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kg]WL[13.046]
;B[ii]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[ji]WL[3.808]
;B[ih]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[hf]WL[0.073]C[Hmm, he can probably live - he has so much room to run downward. I guess I should try to prevent that downward run.]
;B[jj]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[mh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Ug. ]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[li]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK, enough with trying to kill him. He's alive.
I guess I need to do something about my top group, or I'm dead there, too.]
;B[ge]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gf]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fe]BL[20]OB[4]C[Threaten top and G14 simultaneously.]
;W[fb]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ff]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Gotta be aggressive to live. I don't know if I can kill him, but I should try. F11?]
;B[fi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gi]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ei]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[dg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ch]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eg]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ef]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[df]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[cg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. I could ko, but I guess I should just capture while I can.]
;B[di]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gk]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[el]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. Only thing that's gone OK in this game so far...
Maybe I can use this profit and now try to kill E8. I've gotta kill something. The rest of this game has been horrendous!]
;B[fm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ik]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hk]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: I think the bottom is bigger - like J6 or something... At least if I want to try to keep attacking.]
;W[hm]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[in]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ho]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[em]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[en]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fn]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fo]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[bl]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ak]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[io]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK... H4, J4, G4, F4, J3. Should be OK.]
;B[hp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ip]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[gp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[iq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, OK. I guess I pusue the peep.]
;B[fp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ep]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[dp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cm]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[bn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[eq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ug. This game is so hard. O3 is normal, but I'm behind. I can't be normal. Let's try to save K3, and keep the corner.
I want to eat the cake and take it. That's because he had a full buffet earlier.]
;B[lq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ko]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ln]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[kn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[km]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[lo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[im]BL[20]OB[3]C[Kind of not much time to think, but this looks promising. K7 is safe if he cuts at K6 because of K10.]
;W[kp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kr]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ir]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[or]WL[20]OW[4]C[Minor victory at bottom... But still on the rocks. I've gotta live in the corner, now. I remember that Q2 is a dead shape if T4 is not there. Maybe it's OK in this case...?]
;B[pr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[rs]BL[20]OB[3]C[Should be OK. T2, S2.]
;W[bq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cr]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: Bad move. I should have played D2 locally.**)]
;W[br]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. This is pretty big, but I can't just let him push me around through the end of the game. I've gotta stretch.]
;B[pq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ck]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. What can I do? Q10 is not sente... I guess I could defend B11, but I could get ko. Wait, maybe C17. If he does D17, then I can do B14, if he does B15, I can defend in sente.]
;B[cc]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dc]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bf]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[be]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bh]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cd]WL[20]OW[4]C[OK... Now where? I guess D2 is still pretty big. Feels bad to gote, but I don't know what else to do.
(**Post-game thinking: Maybe O8 area is bigger? Something like P10? That area's still not totally alive, either.**)]
;B[dr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pi]WL[20]OW[4]C[Uh oh.]
;B[ph]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oj]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ouch. Can I O9? If he T11, I... I've got nothin'.]
;B[oi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[si]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kl]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm.. This is tough. He's getting a lot of points around N8, now. Is there a miai move somewhere? Maybe N10. I can connect to both M10 and O11. Maybe that will work. Not a super reduction, but it's something.]
;B[mj]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[lj]WL[20]OW[4]C[So painful to connect at O11... ]
;B[ni]BL[20]OB[2]C[(**Post-game: Maybe there's a better end-gamish move.**)]
;W[mk]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[op]BL[20]OB[2]C[OK, now from bottom.]
;W[no]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[oo]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[on]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[al]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[js]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, I can play J1 here. J3 has only one liberty.]
;B[is]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[ks]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. O2? Too soon, I think.]
;B[sg]BL[20]OB[1]C[(**Post-game thinking (actually post-move-by-a-couple-of-seconds-thinking): Doh!**)]
;W[bs]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[sk]BL[20]OB[1]C[Should be sente, right? If he ignores, I O9. He O10, I N11. Then I T8. OR... I O9, heO10, I N11, he T7, and I R10 - he's in atari, I get his stones.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm-to-face*...**)]
;W[nj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[mi]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[20]OW[3]C[OK sente... But he's missing my secret move at O9!
(**Post-game thinking: Sigh...**)]
;B[hq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ij]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kj]WL[20]OW[3]C[Haha! Now's my chance!]
;B[nk]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sm]WL[20]OW[3]C[Oh. I can put him in atari, but I'm already in atari.
Woops.]
;B[jl]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ag]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[fd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[de]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ce]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ee]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ji]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[he]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[rp]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ed]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nr]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nq]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[os]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ns]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ms]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ps]BL[20]OB[1]C[Rest of game is straightforward. I end up losing by 14.5. ]
;W[pa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[oa]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[qa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sf]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[an]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ao]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ad]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[am]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[aj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mg]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ac]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ml]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[gg]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[cs]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ds]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ga]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[an]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[mn]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mm]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lh]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ji]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[qj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sl]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]OT[5x20 byo-yomi]
PW[adversary]PB[me]WR[1d]BR[1d]DT[2013-06-12]C[I played black this game.]RE[W+14.50]
;B[pd]BL[595.389]
;W[dd]WL[597.584]
;B[pp]BL[592.954]
;W[dq]WL[595.201]C[Hmm. Bottom side isn't that desirable I guess, because of D3, maybe...
I guess I'll just approach his corner. Can't be that bad.]
;B[do]BL[584.314]
;W[co]WL[585.663]C[Oh, I'll try that thing.]
;B[cn]BL[581.778]
;W[cp]WL[583.143]C[I think Herman from L19 always talked about this kind of example. Basically I don't decde to do D6 or D7, yet. I approach at F17 and see what he does first. Based on that, I decide what to do with the C6 area (if anything).]
;B[fc]BL[575.008]
;W[cf]WL[575.426]C[OK, now it'd be nicer to have a stone at C12 instead of D10, so I'll pick that joseki in bottom left.]
;B[dm]BL[563.836]
;W[fq]WL[567.285]
;B[ci]BL[561.35]
;W[db]WL[562.169]C[I guess K16 seems kind of balanced here.]
;B[jd]BL[555.323]
;W[qf]WL[551.467]C[Hmm. Not much potential for moyo at top - D18 screws that up, I feel. So I don't really want to do Q14.
Similarly, O16 doesn't feel like it does much. I guess I'll pincer on the right side and get more stones there.]
;B[qi]BL[536.92]
;W[nd]WL[542.996]C[Meh. I should split him. The first thought is to play Q14. But I could also try O15.
See the variations for the positions I was comparing in my head.]
(;B[pf]BL[443.905]C[I'll go with this one.]
;W[pg]WL[539.123]
;B[of]BL[442.14]
;W[qe]WL[533.366]
;B[qd]BL[439.695]
;W[pe]WL[490.707]C[P15... I should be able to live, I think. Kind of complicated after he cuts and I cut at R13. I can't back out now.]
;B[oe]BL[438.177]
;W[od]WL[489.609]
;B[qg]BL[436.626]
;W[rd]WL[476.064]C[Yes, S17, then he may try to get P14 or something, but I think there's a tesuji around T15 or so.
(**Post-game thinking: See variation for the shape I was thinking of.**)]
(;B[rc]BL[431.466]
;W[re]WL[473.824]C[Hmm, wait a second. R17 poses a problem... I screwed this up, didn't I? I guess I can do T16 sente, if he does R17, I can Q17, him R18, me Q18, him S18, me T18 for ko.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm to face*...**)]
;B[sd]BL[399.8]
;W[rg]WL[465.154]
;B[qh]BL[381.192]
;W[qc]WL[432.289]
;B[pc]BL[378.939]C[計画どおり!]
;W[qb]WL[430.317]C[Wait a second... He can just do T15. That's not ko. What am I thinking?]
;B[se]BL[376.061]
;W[rf]WL[425.489]
;B[pb]BL[372.96]
;W[rb]WL[422.087]
;B[nb]BL[360.241]C[OK. Recovery-mode. I've gotta get *something* up here. This board is definitely good for w, but I've got to recover so it's not *super* good for w.
(**Post-game thinking: I'm not totally sure trying to help Q18 is the best of plans. Yes, white profited, but is it really good to run with those stones? I should have just stopped. Breathed.. And then moved on to another part of the board. Yes, I lost some. But it's still early.**)]
;W[mc]WL[411.021]
;B[mb]BL[354.113]C[The pain...]
;W[ng]WL[400.155]
;B[og]BL[349.023]
;W[kc]WL[381.877]
;B[lc]BL[339.021]
;W[ld]WL[379.023]
;B[lb]BL[337.742]
;W[kd]WL[376.565]C[More pain...]
;B[kb]BL[334.425]
;W[jc]WL[370.395]
;B[me]BL[332.671]
;W[ne]WL[341.635]C[Sigh...]
;B[nf]BL[313.005]
;W[mf]WL[339.324]
;B[oh]BL[311.077]C[Wait, can he kill me anyway? Maybe K18?]
;W[lf]WL[325.052]C[Hmm, oh well.]
;B[nc]BL[304.949]
;W[md]WL[319.724]
;B[ib]BL[299.591]C[Terrible...]
;W[oc]WL[311.033]
;B[ob]BL[297.745]
;W[jb]WL[303.821]
;B[ja]BL[296.396]
;W[ic]WL[297.898]
;B[hb]BL[293.38]
;W[pn]WL[264.617]C[OK. I'm way behind. What do I do? I need to recover. I'll try to make lots of points on bottom and attack Q6.]
;B[np]BL[289.156]
;W[qp]WL[262.169]
;B[qq]BL[285.288]
;W[qo]WL[260.413]
;B[rq]BL[284.035]
;W[qk]WL[257.672]C[OK, can't allow that.]
;B[qm]BL[282.144]C[(**Post-game thinking: Maybe this is too aggressive. Maybe I should take a more indirect approach.**)]
;W[pm]WL[241.547]
;B[ql]BL[266.114]
;W[pk]WL[231.032]
;B[pl]BL[263.819]
;W[ol]WL[229.334]
;B[ok]BL[259.867]
;W[rk]WL[220.509]C[Uh oh. I lost these stones. I'm just further behind, now...Maybe I can get S10 in sente, then S12 in sente, then I will have potential for eye so I can ignore P12 for now and play elsewhere.]
;B[rn]BL[227.99]
;W[qn]WL[213.587]
;B[rm]BL[153.026]
;W[ro]WL[184.04]
;B[rj]BL[124.1]
;W[rl]WL[173.454]
;B[rh]BL[120]
;W[sc]WL[168.648]C[OK... This game is hard. Where do I play now? We're in the middle game, and w definitely leads... I could defend at E11 to help against C8. So slow, though.
Biggest area is on bottom. Safe move is L3.
I cannot play safely. I should be greedy, tempt him, and kill him. It's my only chance.]
;B[jq]BL[73.494]
;W[cl]WL[156.65]C[Hmm, he didn't take the bait. I guess I'll endure.]
;B[bm]BL[69.773]
;W[cj]WL[153.298]C[Normally D10, but maybe this time it's hard to profit from influence... So B10.]
;B[bj]BL[58.331]
;W[bk]WL[146.868]
;B[dj]BL[56.622]
;W[dk]WL[145.296]
;B[ck]BL[55.096]
;W[ka]WL[135.182]C[Only one eye to right of L19, so gotta make another eye on other side.]
;B[ia]BL[35.686]
;W[cj]WL[131.001]C[I guess I'll use my blunder on the right for ko threats.]
;B[sp]BL[26.02]
;W[so]WL[122.067]
;B[ck]BL[24.068]
;W[gb]WL[108.619]C[Touche! This person is definitely playing better than me.
It's still early to resign, though. I'll endure.]
;B[hc]BL[13.471]
;W[cj]WL[102.312]
;B[nl]BL[10.694]
;W[om]WL[95.815]
;B[ck]BL[8.738]
;W[gc]WL[88.212]C[OK... Maybe here's a light at the end of the tunnel. L16 is not super strong. Can I kill it somehow?]
;B[hd]BL[4.299]
;W[cj]WL[80.776]
;B[ke]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[le]WL[73.541]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[gd]WL[59.358]
;B[id]BL[20]OB[5]C[Ok, if he ignores, then maybe I'll try something like L13. I can threaten to try to kill M15, and maybe I can get back in the game.]
;W[if]WL[42.566]C[Ok, no time to worry about the life of this group. Gotta threaten him.]
;B[jf]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[jg]WL[38.233]
;B[ig]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kf]WL[30.745]
;B[je]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kh]WL[15.949]C[Hmm, difficult to keep him from getting another eye... But I'll keep threatening.]
;B[jh]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kg]WL[13.046]
;B[ii]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[ji]WL[3.808]
;B[ih]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[hf]WL[0.073]C[Hmm, he can probably live - he has so much room to run downward. I guess I should try to prevent that downward run.]
;B[jj]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[mh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Ug. ]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[li]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK, enough with trying to kill him. He's alive.
I guess I need to do something about my top group, or I'm dead there, too.]
;B[ge]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gf]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fe]BL[20]OB[4]C[Threaten top and G14 simultaneously.]
;W[fb]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ff]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Gotta be aggressive to live. I don't know if I can kill him, but I should try. F11?]
;B[fi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gi]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ei]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[dg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ch]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eg]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ef]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[df]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[cg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. I could ko, but I guess I should just capture while I can.]
;B[di]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gk]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[el]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. Only thing that's gone OK in this game so far...
Maybe I can use this profit and now try to kill E8. I've gotta kill something. The rest of this game has been horrendous!]
;B[fm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ik]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hk]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: I think the bottom is bigger - like J6 or something... At least if I want to try to keep attacking.]
;W[hm]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[in]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ho]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[em]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[en]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fn]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fo]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[bl]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ak]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[io]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK... H4, J4, G4, F4, J3. Should be OK.]
;B[hp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ip]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[gp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[iq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, OK. I guess I pusue the peep.]
;B[fp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ep]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[dp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cm]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[bn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[eq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ug. This game is so hard. O3 is normal, but I'm behind. I can't be normal. Let's try to save K3, and keep the corner.
I want to eat the cake and take it. That's because he had a full buffet earlier.]
;B[lq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ko]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ln]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[kn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[km]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[lo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[im]BL[20]OB[3]C[Kind of not much time to think, but this looks promising. K7 is safe if he cuts at K6 because of K10.]
;W[kp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kr]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ir]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[or]WL[20]OW[4]C[Minor victory at bottom... But still on the rocks. I've gotta live in the corner, now. I remember that Q2 is a dead shape if T4 is not there. Maybe it's OK in this case...?]
;B[pr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[rs]BL[20]OB[3]C[Should be OK. T2, S2.]
;W[bq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cr]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: Bad move. I should have played D2 locally.**)]
;W[br]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. This is pretty big, but I can't just let him push me around through the end of the game. I've gotta stretch.]
;B[pq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ck]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. What can I do? Q10 is not sente... I guess I could defend B11, but I could get ko. Wait, maybe C17. If he does D17, then I can do B14, if he does B15, I can defend in sente.]
;B[cc]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dc]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bf]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[be]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bh]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cd]WL[20]OW[4]C[OK... Now where? I guess D2 is still pretty big. Feels bad to gote, but I don't know what else to do.
(**Post-game thinking: Maybe O8 area is bigger? Something like P10? That area's still not totally alive, either.**)]
;B[dr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pi]WL[20]OW[4]C[Uh oh.]
;B[ph]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oj]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ouch. Can I O9? If he T11, I... I've got nothin'.]
;B[oi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[si]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kl]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm.. This is tough. He's getting a lot of points around N8, now. Is there a miai move somewhere? Maybe N10. I can connect to both M10 and O11. Maybe that will work. Not a super reduction, but it's something.]
;B[mj]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[lj]WL[20]OW[4]C[So painful to connect at O11... ]
;B[ni]BL[20]OB[2]C[(**Post-game: Maybe there's a better end-gamish move.**)]
;W[mk]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[op]BL[20]OB[2]C[OK, now from bottom.]
;W[no]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[oo]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[on]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[al]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[js]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, I can play J1 here. J3 has only one liberty.]
;B[is]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[ks]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. O2? Too soon, I think.]
;B[sg]BL[20]OB[1]C[(**Post-game thinking (actually post-move-by-a-couple-of-seconds-thinking): Doh!**)]
;W[bs]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[sk]BL[20]OB[1]C[Should be sente, right? If he ignores, I O9. He O10, I N11. Then I T8. OR... I O9, heO10, I N11, he T7, and I R10 - he's in atari, I get his stones.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm-to-face*...**)]
;W[nj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[mi]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[20]OW[3]C[OK sente... But he's missing my secret move at O9!
(**Post-game thinking: Sigh...**)]
;B[hq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ij]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kj]WL[20]OW[3]C[Haha! Now's my chance!]
;B[nk]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sm]WL[20]OW[3]C[Oh. I can put him in atari, but I'm already in atari.
Woops.]
;B[jl]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ag]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[fd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[de]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ce]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ee]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ji]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[he]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[rp]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ed]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nr]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nq]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[os]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ns]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ms]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ps]BL[20]OB[1]C[Rest of game is straightforward. I end up losing by 14.5. ]
;W[pa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[oa]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[qa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sf]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[an]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ao]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ad]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[am]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[aj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mg]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ac]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ml]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[gg]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[cs]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ds]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ga]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[an]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[mn]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mm]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lh]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ji]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[qj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sl]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B
BL[20]OB[1]
;W[en]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bi]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ai]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[io]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ek]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[af]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[]BL[20]OB[1]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][eb][sb][ac][bc][cc][ec][fc][rc][sd][me][se][lg][nk][ok][ll][ml][nl][pl][ql][dm][lm][mm][nm][qm][rm][cn][mn][rn][bo][ap][bp][lp][aq][lq][ar][as][ls]TB[ka][la][ma][na][ie][gf][hf][if][eg][hg][pg][ah][dh][eh][fh][gh][hh][bi][gi][ri][hj][in][jo][ip][dq][fq][gq][iq][er][fr][gr][hr][qr][rr][sr][es][fs][gs][hs][qs][ss])
(;AW[ng]AB[rc][se]C[Kind of silly, but something like this. I didn't read it well, as can be seen in the game.]))
(;AW[qe][pg]AB[qd][of][pf]C[(Or maybe P16 instead of R16)])
(;AW[ld][me]AB[rd][ne][oe]TR[qc]C[In the end, I felt this wasn't great, because R17 seemed kind of good for white later. The top is looking better for white, and black's two stones at O15 and P15 aren't super.]))[/hide]
;W[en]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bi]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ai]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[io]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ek]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[af]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[]BL[20]OB[1]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][eb][sb][ac][bc][cc][ec][fc][rc][sd][me][se][lg][nk][ok][ll][ml][nl][pl][ql][dm][lm][mm][nm][qm][rm][cn][mn][rn][bo][ap][bp][lp][aq][lq][ar][as][ls]TB[ka][la][ma][na][ie][gf][hf][if][eg][hg][pg][ah][dh][eh][fh][gh][hh][bi][gi][ri][hj][in][jo][ip][dq][fq][gq][iq][er][fr][gr][hr][qr][rr][sr][es][fs][gs][hs][qs][ss])
(;AW[ng]AB[rc][se]C[Kind of silly, but something like this. I didn't read it well, as can be seen in the game.]))
(;AW[qe][pg]AB[qd][of][pf]C[(Or maybe P16 instead of R16)])
(;AW[ld][me]AB[rd][ne][oe]TR[qc]C[In the end, I felt this wasn't great, because R17 seemed kind of good for white later. The top is looking better for white, and black's two stones at O15 and P15 aren't super.]))[/hide]
- Click Here To Show Diagram Code
[go]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[en]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bi]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ai]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[io]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ek]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[af]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[]BL[20]OB[1]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][eb][sb][ac][bc][cc][ec][fc][rc][sd][me][se][lg][nk][ok][ll][ml][nl][pl][ql][dm][lm][mm][nm][qm][rm][cn][mn][rn][bo][ap][bp][lp][aq][lq][ar][as][ls]TB[ka][la][ma][na][ie][gf][hf][if][eg][hg][pg][ah][dh][eh][fh][gh][hh][bi][gi][ri][hj][in][jo][ip][dq][fq][gq][iq][er][fr][gr][hr][qr][rr][sr][es][fs][gs][hs][qs][ss])
(;AW[ng]AB[rc][se]C[Kind of silly, but something like this. I didn't read it well, as can be seen in the game.]))
(;AW[qe][pg]AB[qd][of][pf]C[(Or maybe P16 instead of R16)])
(;AW[ld][me]AB[rd][ne][oe]TR[qc]C[In the end, I felt this wasn't great, because R17 seemed kind of good for white later. The top is looking better for white, and black's two stones at O15 and P15 aren't super.]))[/hide][/go]