(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]OT[5x20 byo-yomi]
PW[adversary]PB[me]WR[1d]BR[1d]DT[2013-06-12]C[I played black this game.]RE[W+14.50]
;B[pd]BL[595.389]
;W[dd]WL[597.584]
;B[pp]BL[592.954]
;W[dq]WL[595.201]C[Hmm. Bottom side isn't that desirable I guess, because of D3, maybe...
I guess I'll just approach his corner. Can't be that bad.]
;B[do]BL[584.314]
;W[co]WL[585.663]C[Oh, I'll try that thing.]
;B[cn]BL[581.778]
;W[cp]WL[583.143]C[I think Herman from L19 always talked about this kind of example. Basically I don't decde to do D6 or D7, yet. I approach at F17 and see what he does first. Based on that, I decide what to do with the C6 area (if anything).]
;B[fc]BL[575.008]
;W[cf]WL[575.426]C[OK, now it'd be nicer to have a stone at C12 instead of D10, so I'll pick that joseki in bottom left.]
;B[dm]BL[563.836]
;W[fq]WL[567.285]
;B[ci]BL[561.35]
;W[db]WL[562.169]C[I guess K16 seems kind of balanced here.]
;B[jd]BL[555.323]
;W[qf]WL[551.467]C[Hmm. Not much potential for moyo at top - D18 screws that up, I feel. So I don't really want to do Q14.
Similarly, O16 doesn't feel like it does much. I guess I'll pincer on the right side and get more stones there.]
;B[qi]BL[536.92]
;W[nd]WL[542.996]C[Meh. I should split him. The first thought is to play Q14. But I could also try O15.
See the variations for the positions I was comparing in my head.]
(;B[pf]BL[443.905]C[I'll go with this one.]
;W[pg]WL[539.123]
;B[of]BL[442.14]
;W[qe]WL[533.366]
;B[qd]BL[439.695]
;W[pe]WL[490.707]C[P15... I should be able to live, I think. Kind of complicated after he cuts and I cut at R13. I can't back out now.]
;B[oe]BL[438.177]
;W[od]WL[489.609]
;B[qg]BL[436.626]
;W[rd]WL[476.064]C[Yes, S17, then he may try to get P14 or something, but I think there's a tesuji around T15 or so.
(**Post-game thinking: See variation for the shape I was thinking of.**)]
(;B[rc]BL[431.466]
;W[re]WL[473.824]C[Hmm, wait a second. R17 poses a problem... I screwed this up, didn't I? I guess I can do T16 sente, if he does R17, I can Q17, him R18, me Q18, him S18, me T18 for ko.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm to face*...**)]
;B[sd]BL[399.8]
;W[rg]WL[465.154]
;B[qh]BL[381.192]
;W[qc]WL[432.289]
;B[pc]BL[378.939]C[計画どおり!]
;W[qb]WL[430.317]C[Wait a second... He can just do T15. That's not ko. What am I thinking?]
;B[se]BL[376.061]
;W[rf]WL[425.489]
;B[pb]BL[372.96]
;W[rb]WL[422.087]
;B[nb]BL[360.241]C[OK. Recovery-mode. I've gotta get *something* up here. This board is definitely good for w, but I've got to recover so it's not *super* good for w.
(**Post-game thinking: I'm not totally sure trying to help Q18 is the best of plans. Yes, white profited, but is it really good to run with those stones? I should have just stopped. Breathed.. And then moved on to another part of the board. Yes, I lost some. But it's still early.**)]
;W[mc]WL[411.021]
;B[mb]BL[354.113]C[The pain...]
;W[ng]WL[400.155]
;B[og]BL[349.023]
;W[kc]WL[381.877]
;B[lc]BL[339.021]
;W[ld]WL[379.023]
;B[lb]BL[337.742]
;W[kd]WL[376.565]C[More pain...]
;B[kb]BL[334.425]
;W[jc]WL[370.395]
;B[me]BL[332.671]
;W[ne]WL[341.635]C[Sigh...]
;B[nf]BL[313.005]
;W[mf]WL[339.324]
;B[oh]BL[311.077]C[Wait, can he kill me anyway? Maybe K18?]
;W[lf]WL[325.052]C[Hmm, oh well.]
;B[nc]BL[304.949]
;W[md]WL[319.724]
;B[ib]BL[299.591]C[Terrible...]
;W[oc]WL[311.033]
;B[ob]BL[297.745]
;W[jb]WL[303.821]
;B[ja]BL[296.396]
;W[ic]WL[297.898]
;B[hb]BL[293.38]
;W[pn]WL[264.617]C[OK. I'm way behind. What do I do? I need to recover. I'll try to make lots of points on bottom and attack Q6.]
;B[np]BL[289.156]
;W[qp]WL[262.169]
;B[qq]BL[285.288]
;W[qo]WL[260.413]
;B[rq]BL[284.035]
;W[qk]WL[257.672]C[OK, can't allow that.]
;B[qm]BL[282.144]C[(**Post-game thinking: Maybe this is too aggressive. Maybe I should take a more indirect approach.**)]
;W[pm]WL[241.547]
;B[ql]BL[266.114]
;W[pk]WL[231.032]
;B[pl]BL[263.819]
;W[ol]WL[229.334]
;B[ok]BL[259.867]
;W[rk]WL[220.509]C[Uh oh. I lost these stones. I'm just further behind, now...Maybe I can get S10 in sente, then S12 in sente, then I will have potential for eye so I can ignore P12 for now and play elsewhere.]
;B[rn]BL[227.99]
;W[qn]WL[213.587]
;B[rm]BL[153.026]
;W[ro]WL[184.04]
;B[rj]BL[124.1]
;W[rl]WL[173.454]
;B[rh]BL[120]
;W[sc]WL[168.648]C[OK... This game is hard. Where do I play now? We're in the middle game, and w definitely leads... I could defend at E11 to help against C8. So slow, though.
Biggest area is on bottom. Safe move is L3.
I cannot play safely. I should be greedy, tempt him, and kill him. It's my only chance.]
;B[jq]BL[73.494]
;W[cl]WL[156.65]C[Hmm, he didn't take the bait. I guess I'll endure.]
;B[bm]BL[69.773]
;W[cj]WL[153.298]C[Normally D10, but maybe this time it's hard to profit from influence... So B10.]
;B[bj]BL[58.331]
;W[bk]WL[146.868]
;B[dj]BL[56.622]
;W[dk]WL[145.296]
;B[ck]BL[55.096]
;W[ka]WL[135.182]C[Only one eye to right of L19, so gotta make another eye on other side.]
;B[ia]BL[35.686]
;W[cj]WL[131.001]C[I guess I'll use my blunder on the right for ko threats.]
;B[sp]BL[26.02]
;W[so]WL[122.067]
;B[ck]BL[24.068]
;W[gb]WL[108.619]C[Touche! This person is definitely playing better than me.
It's still early to resign, though. I'll endure.]
;B[hc]BL[13.471]
;W[cj]WL[102.312]
;B[nl]BL[10.694]
;W[om]WL[95.815]
;B[ck]BL[8.738]
;W[gc]WL[88.212]C[OK... Maybe here's a light at the end of the tunnel. L16 is not super strong. Can I kill it somehow?]
;B[hd]BL[4.299]
;W[cj]WL[80.776]
;B[ke]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[le]WL[73.541]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[gd]WL[59.358]
;B[id]BL[20]OB[5]C[Ok, if he ignores, then maybe I'll try something like L13. I can threaten to try to kill M15, and maybe I can get back in the game.]
;W[if]WL[42.566]C[Ok, no time to worry about the life of this group. Gotta threaten him.]
;B[jf]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[jg]WL[38.233]
;B[ig]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kf]WL[30.745]
;B[je]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kh]WL[15.949]C[Hmm, difficult to keep him from getting another eye... But I'll keep threatening.]
;B[jh]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kg]WL[13.046]
;B[ii]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[ji]WL[3.808]
;B[ih]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[hf]WL[0.073]C[Hmm, he can probably live - he has so much room to run downward. I guess I should try to prevent that downward run.]
;B[jj]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[mh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Ug. ]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[li]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK, enough with trying to kill him. He's alive.
I guess I need to do something about my top group, or I'm dead there, too.]
;B[ge]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gf]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fe]BL[20]OB[4]C[Threaten top and G14 simultaneously.]
;W[fb]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ff]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Gotta be aggressive to live. I don't know if I can kill him, but I should try. F11?]
;B[fi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gi]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ei]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[dg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ch]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eg]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ef]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[df]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[cg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. I could ko, but I guess I should just capture while I can.]
;B[di]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gk]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[el]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. Only thing that's gone OK in this game so far...
Maybe I can use this profit and now try to kill E8. I've gotta kill something. The rest of this game has been horrendous!]
;B[fm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ik]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hk]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: I think the bottom is bigger - like J6 or something... At least if I want to try to keep attacking.]
;W[hm]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[in]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ho]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[em]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[en]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fn]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fo]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[bl]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ak]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[io]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK... H4, J4, G4, F4, J3. Should be OK.]
;B[hp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ip]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[gp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[iq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, OK. I guess I pusue the peep.]
;B[fp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ep]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[dp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cm]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[bn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[eq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ug. This game is so hard. O3 is normal, but I'm behind. I can't be normal. Let's try to save K3, and keep the corner.
I want to eat the cake and take it. That's because he had a full buffet earlier.]
;B[lq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ko]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ln]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[kn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[km]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[lo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[im]BL[20]OB[3]C[Kind of not much time to think, but this looks promising. K7 is safe if he cuts at K6 because of K10.]
;W[kp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kr]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ir]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[or]WL[20]OW[4]C[Minor victory at bottom... But still on the rocks. I've gotta live in the corner, now. I remember that Q2 is a dead shape if T4 is not there. Maybe it's OK in this case...?]
;B[pr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[rs]BL[20]OB[3]C[Should be OK. T2, S2.]
;W[bq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cr]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: Bad move. I should have played D2 locally.**)]
;W[br]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. This is pretty big, but I can't just let him push me around through the end of the game. I've gotta stretch.]
;B[pq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ck]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. What can I do? Q10 is not sente... I guess I could defend B11, but I could get ko. Wait, maybe C17. If he does D17, then I can do B14, if he does B15, I can defend in sente.]
;B[cc]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dc]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bf]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[be]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bh]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cd]WL[20]OW[4]C[OK... Now where? I guess D2 is still pretty big. Feels bad to gote, but I don't know what else to do.
(**Post-game thinking: Maybe O8 area is bigger? Something like P10? That area's still not totally alive, either.**)]
;B[dr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pi]WL[20]OW[4]C[Uh oh.]
;B[ph]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oj]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ouch. Can I O9? If he T11, I... I've got nothin'.]
;B[oi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[si]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kl]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm.. This is tough. He's getting a lot of points around N8, now. Is there a miai move somewhere? Maybe N10. I can connect to both M10 and O11. Maybe that will work. Not a super reduction, but it's something.]
;B[mj]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[lj]WL[20]OW[4]C[So painful to connect at O11... ]
;B[ni]BL[20]OB[2]C[(**Post-game: Maybe there's a better end-gamish move.**)]
;W[mk]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[op]BL[20]OB[2]C[OK, now from bottom.]
;W[no]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[oo]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[on]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[al]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[js]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, I can play J1 here. J3 has only one liberty.]
;B[is]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[ks]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. O2? Too soon, I think.]
;B[sg]BL[20]OB[1]C[(**Post-game thinking (actually post-move-by-a-couple-of-seconds-thinking): Doh!**)]
;W[bs]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[sk]BL[20]OB[1]C[Should be sente, right? If he ignores, I O9. He O10, I N11. Then I T8. OR... I O9, heO10, I N11, he T7, and I R10 - he's in atari, I get his stones.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm-to-face*...**)]
;W[nj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[mi]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[20]OW[3]C[OK sente... But he's missing my secret move at O9!
(**Post-game thinking: Sigh...**)]
;B[hq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ij]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kj]WL[20]OW[3]C[Haha! Now's my chance!]
;B[nk]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sm]WL[20]OW[3]C[Oh. I can put him in atari, but I'm already in atari.
Woops.]
;B[jl]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ag]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[fd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[de]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ce]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ee]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ji]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[he]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[rp]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ed]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nr]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nq]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[os]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ns]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ms]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ps]BL[20]OB[1]C[Rest of game is straightforward. I end up losing by 14.5. ]
;W[pa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[oa]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[qa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sf]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[an]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ao]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ad]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[am]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[aj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mg]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ac]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ml]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[gg]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[cs]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ds]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ga]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[an]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[mn]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mm]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lh]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ji]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[qj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sl]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[go]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[en]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bi]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ai]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[io]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ek]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[af]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[]BL[20]OB[1]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][eb][sb][ac][bc][cc][ec][fc][rc][sd][me][se][lg][nk][ok][ll][ml][nl][pl][ql][dm][lm][mm][nm][qm][rm][cn][mn][rn][bo][ap][bp][lp][aq][lq][ar][as][ls]TB[ka][la][ma][na][ie][gf][hf][if][eg][hg][pg][ah][dh][eh][fh][gh][hh][bi][gi][ri][hj][in][jo][ip][dq][fq][gq][iq][er][fr][gr][hr][qr][rr][sr][es][fs][gs][hs][qs][ss])
(;AW[ng]AB[rc][se]C[Kind of silly, but something like this. I didn't read it well, as can be seen in the game.]))
(;AW[qe][pg]AB[qd][of][pf]C[(Or maybe P16 instead of R16)])
(;AW[ld][me]AB[rd][ne][oe]TR[qc]C[In the end, I felt this wasn't great, because R17 seemed kind of good for white later. The top is looking better for white, and black's two stones at O15 and P15 aren't super.]))
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]OT[5x20 byo-yomi]
PW[adversary]PB[me]WR[1d]BR[1d]DT[2013-06-12]C[I played black this game.]RE[W+14.50]
;B[pd]BL[595.389]
;W[dd]WL[597.584]
;B[pp]BL[592.954]
;W[dq]WL[595.201]C[Hmm. Bottom side isn't that desirable I guess, because of D3, maybe...
I guess I'll just approach his corner. Can't be that bad.]
;B[do]BL[584.314]
;W[co]WL[585.663]C[Oh, I'll try that thing.]
;B[cn]BL[581.778]
;W[cp]WL[583.143]C[I think Herman from L19 always talked about this kind of example. Basically I don't decde to do D6 or D7, yet. I approach at F17 and see what he does first. Based on that, I decide what to do with the C6 area (if anything).]
;B[fc]BL[575.008]
;W[cf]WL[575.426]C[OK, now it'd be nicer to have a stone at C12 instead of D10, so I'll pick that joseki in bottom left.]
;B[dm]BL[563.836]
;W[fq]WL[567.285]
;B[ci]BL[561.35]
;W[db]WL[562.169]C[I guess K16 seems kind of balanced here.]
;B[jd]BL[555.323]
;W[qf]WL[551.467]C[Hmm. Not much potential for moyo at top - D18 screws that up, I feel. So I don't really want to do Q14.
Similarly, O16 doesn't feel like it does much. I guess I'll pincer on the right side and get more stones there.]
;B[qi]BL[536.92]
;W[nd]WL[542.996]C[Meh. I should split him. The first thought is to play Q14. But I could also try O15.
See the variations for the positions I was comparing in my head.]
(;B[pf]BL[443.905]C[I'll go with this one.]
;W[pg]WL[539.123]
;B[of]BL[442.14]
;W[qe]WL[533.366]
;B[qd]BL[439.695]
;W[pe]WL[490.707]C[P15... I should be able to live, I think. Kind of complicated after he cuts and I cut at R13. I can't back out now.]
;B[oe]BL[438.177]
;W[od]WL[489.609]
;B[qg]BL[436.626]
;W[rd]WL[476.064]C[Yes, S17, then he may try to get P14 or something, but I think there's a tesuji around T15 or so.
(**Post-game thinking: See variation for the shape I was thinking of.**)]
(;B[rc]BL[431.466]
;W[re]WL[473.824]C[Hmm, wait a second. R17 poses a problem... I screwed this up, didn't I? I guess I can do T16 sente, if he does R17, I can Q17, him R18, me Q18, him S18, me T18 for ko.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm to face*...**)]
;B[sd]BL[399.8]
;W[rg]WL[465.154]
;B[qh]BL[381.192]
;W[qc]WL[432.289]
;B[pc]BL[378.939]C[計画どおり!]
;W[qb]WL[430.317]C[Wait a second... He can just do T15. That's not ko. What am I thinking?]
;B[se]BL[376.061]
;W[rf]WL[425.489]
;B[pb]BL[372.96]
;W[rb]WL[422.087]
;B[nb]BL[360.241]C[OK. Recovery-mode. I've gotta get *something* up here. This board is definitely good for w, but I've got to recover so it's not *super* good for w.
(**Post-game thinking: I'm not totally sure trying to help Q18 is the best of plans. Yes, white profited, but is it really good to run with those stones? I should have just stopped. Breathed.. And then moved on to another part of the board. Yes, I lost some. But it's still early.**)]
;W[mc]WL[411.021]
;B[mb]BL[354.113]C[The pain...]
;W[ng]WL[400.155]
;B[og]BL[349.023]
;W[kc]WL[381.877]
;B[lc]BL[339.021]
;W[ld]WL[379.023]
;B[lb]BL[337.742]
;W[kd]WL[376.565]C[More pain...]
;B[kb]BL[334.425]
;W[jc]WL[370.395]
;B[me]BL[332.671]
;W[ne]WL[341.635]C[Sigh...]
;B[nf]BL[313.005]
;W[mf]WL[339.324]
;B[oh]BL[311.077]C[Wait, can he kill me anyway? Maybe K18?]
;W[lf]WL[325.052]C[Hmm, oh well.]
;B[nc]BL[304.949]
;W[md]WL[319.724]
;B[ib]BL[299.591]C[Terrible...]
;W[oc]WL[311.033]
;B[ob]BL[297.745]
;W[jb]WL[303.821]
;B[ja]BL[296.396]
;W[ic]WL[297.898]
;B[hb]BL[293.38]
;W[pn]WL[264.617]C[OK. I'm way behind. What do I do? I need to recover. I'll try to make lots of points on bottom and attack Q6.]
;B[np]BL[289.156]
;W[qp]WL[262.169]
;B[qq]BL[285.288]
;W[qo]WL[260.413]
;B[rq]BL[284.035]
;W[qk]WL[257.672]C[OK, can't allow that.]
;B[qm]BL[282.144]C[(**Post-game thinking: Maybe this is too aggressive. Maybe I should take a more indirect approach.**)]
;W[pm]WL[241.547]
;B[ql]BL[266.114]
;W[pk]WL[231.032]
;B[pl]BL[263.819]
;W[ol]WL[229.334]
;B[ok]BL[259.867]
;W[rk]WL[220.509]C[Uh oh. I lost these stones. I'm just further behind, now...Maybe I can get S10 in sente, then S12 in sente, then I will have potential for eye so I can ignore P12 for now and play elsewhere.]
;B[rn]BL[227.99]
;W[qn]WL[213.587]
;B[rm]BL[153.026]
;W[ro]WL[184.04]
;B[rj]BL[124.1]
;W[rl]WL[173.454]
;B[rh]BL[120]
;W[sc]WL[168.648]C[OK... This game is hard. Where do I play now? We're in the middle game, and w definitely leads... I could defend at E11 to help against C8. So slow, though.
Biggest area is on bottom. Safe move is L3.
I cannot play safely. I should be greedy, tempt him, and kill him. It's my only chance.]
;B[jq]BL[73.494]
;W[cl]WL[156.65]C[Hmm, he didn't take the bait. I guess I'll endure.]
;B[bm]BL[69.773]
;W[cj]WL[153.298]C[Normally D10, but maybe this time it's hard to profit from influence... So B10.]
;B[bj]BL[58.331]
;W[bk]WL[146.868]
;B[dj]BL[56.622]
;W[dk]WL[145.296]
;B[ck]BL[55.096]
;W[ka]WL[135.182]C[Only one eye to right of L19, so gotta make another eye on other side.]
;B[ia]BL[35.686]
;W[cj]WL[131.001]C[I guess I'll use my blunder on the right for ko threats.]
;B[sp]BL[26.02]
;W[so]WL[122.067]
;B[ck]BL[24.068]
;W[gb]WL[108.619]C[Touche! This person is definitely playing better than me.
It's still early to resign, though. I'll endure.]
;B[hc]BL[13.471]
;W[cj]WL[102.312]
;B[nl]BL[10.694]
;W[om]WL[95.815]
;B[ck]BL[8.738]
;W[gc]WL[88.212]C[OK... Maybe here's a light at the end of the tunnel. L16 is not super strong. Can I kill it somehow?]
;B[hd]BL[4.299]
;W[cj]WL[80.776]
;B[ke]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[le]WL[73.541]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[gd]WL[59.358]
;B[id]BL[20]OB[5]C[Ok, if he ignores, then maybe I'll try something like L13. I can threaten to try to kill M15, and maybe I can get back in the game.]
;W[if]WL[42.566]C[Ok, no time to worry about the life of this group. Gotta threaten him.]
;B[jf]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[jg]WL[38.233]
;B[ig]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kf]WL[30.745]
;B[je]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kh]WL[15.949]C[Hmm, difficult to keep him from getting another eye... But I'll keep threatening.]
;B[jh]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kg]WL[13.046]
;B[ii]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[ji]WL[3.808]
;B[ih]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[hf]WL[0.073]C[Hmm, he can probably live - he has so much room to run downward. I guess I should try to prevent that downward run.]
;B[jj]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[mh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Ug. ]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[li]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK, enough with trying to kill him. He's alive.
I guess I need to do something about my top group, or I'm dead there, too.]
;B[ge]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gf]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fe]BL[20]OB[4]C[Threaten top and G14 simultaneously.]
;W[fb]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ff]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Gotta be aggressive to live. I don't know if I can kill him, but I should try. F11?]
;B[fi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gi]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ei]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[dg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ch]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eg]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ef]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[df]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[cg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. I could ko, but I guess I should just capture while I can.]
;B[di]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gk]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[el]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. Only thing that's gone OK in this game so far...
Maybe I can use this profit and now try to kill E8. I've gotta kill something. The rest of this game has been horrendous!]
;B[fm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ik]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hk]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: I think the bottom is bigger - like J6 or something... At least if I want to try to keep attacking.]
;W[hm]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[in]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ho]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[em]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[en]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fn]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fo]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[bl]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ak]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[io]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK... H4, J4, G4, F4, J3. Should be OK.]
;B[hp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ip]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[gp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[iq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, OK. I guess I pusue the peep.]
;B[fp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ep]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[dp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cm]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[bn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[eq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ug. This game is so hard. O3 is normal, but I'm behind. I can't be normal. Let's try to save K3, and keep the corner.
I want to eat the cake and take it. That's because he had a full buffet earlier.]
;B[lq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ko]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ln]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[kn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[km]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[lo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[im]BL[20]OB[3]C[Kind of not much time to think, but this looks promising. K7 is safe if he cuts at K6 because of K10.]
;W[kp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kr]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ir]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[or]WL[20]OW[4]C[Minor victory at bottom... But still on the rocks. I've gotta live in the corner, now. I remember that Q2 is a dead shape if T4 is not there. Maybe it's OK in this case...?]
;B[pr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[rs]BL[20]OB[3]C[Should be OK. T2, S2.]
;W[bq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cr]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: Bad move. I should have played D2 locally.**)]
;W[br]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. This is pretty big, but I can't just let him push me around through the end of the game. I've gotta stretch.]
;B[pq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ck]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. What can I do? Q10 is not sente... I guess I could defend B11, but I could get ko. Wait, maybe C17. If he does D17, then I can do B14, if he does B15, I can defend in sente.]
;B[cc]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dc]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bf]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[be]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bh]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cd]WL[20]OW[4]C[OK... Now where? I guess D2 is still pretty big. Feels bad to gote, but I don't know what else to do.
(**Post-game thinking: Maybe O8 area is bigger? Something like P10? That area's still not totally alive, either.**)]
;B[dr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pi]WL[20]OW[4]C[Uh oh.]
;B[ph]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oj]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ouch. Can I O9? If he T11, I... I've got nothin'.]
;B[oi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[si]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kl]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm.. This is tough. He's getting a lot of points around N8, now. Is there a miai move somewhere? Maybe N10. I can connect to both M10 and O11. Maybe that will work. Not a super reduction, but it's something.]
;B[mj]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[lj]WL[20]OW[4]C[So painful to connect at O11... ]
;B[ni]BL[20]OB[2]C[(**Post-game: Maybe there's a better end-gamish move.**)]
;W[mk]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[op]BL[20]OB[2]C[OK, now from bottom.]
;W[no]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[oo]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[on]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[al]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[js]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, I can play J1 here. J3 has only one liberty.]
;B[is]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[ks]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. O2? Too soon, I think.]
;B[sg]BL[20]OB[1]C[(**Post-game thinking (actually post-move-by-a-couple-of-seconds-thinking): Doh!**)]
;W[bs]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[sk]BL[20]OB[1]C[Should be sente, right? If he ignores, I O9. He O10, I N11. Then I T8. OR... I O9, heO10, I N11, he T7, and I R10 - he's in atari, I get his stones.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm-to-face*...**)]
;W[nj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[mi]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[20]OW[3]C[OK sente... But he's missing my secret move at O9!
(**Post-game thinking: Sigh...**)]
;B[hq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ij]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kj]WL[20]OW[3]C[Haha! Now's my chance!]
;B[nk]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sm]WL[20]OW[3]C[Oh. I can put him in atari, but I'm already in atari.
Woops.]
;B[jl]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ag]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[fd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[de]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ce]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ee]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ji]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[he]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[rp]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ed]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nr]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nq]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[os]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ns]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ms]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ps]BL[20]OB[1]C[Rest of game is straightforward. I end up losing by 14.5. ]
;W[pa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[oa]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[qa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sf]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[an]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ao]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ad]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[am]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[aj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mg]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ac]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ml]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[gg]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[cs]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ds]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ga]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[an]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[mn]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mm]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lh]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ji]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[qj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sl]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[go]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[en]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bi]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ai]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[io]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ek]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[af]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[]BL[20]OB[1]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][eb][sb][ac][bc][cc][ec][fc][rc][sd][me][se][lg][nk][ok][ll][ml][nl][pl][ql][dm][lm][mm][nm][qm][rm][cn][mn][rn][bo][ap][bp][lp][aq][lq][ar][as][ls]TB[ka][la][ma][na][ie][gf][hf][if][eg][hg][pg][ah][dh][eh][fh][gh][hh][bi][gi][ri][hj][in][jo][ip][dq][fq][gq][iq][er][fr][gr][hr][qr][rr][sr][es][fs][gs][hs][qs][ss])
(;AW[ng]AB[rc][se]C[Kind of silly, but something like this. I didn't read it well, as can be seen in the game.]))
(;AW[qe][pg]AB[qd][of][pf]C[(Or maybe P16 instead of R16)])
(;AW[ld][me]AB[rd][ne][oe]TR[qc]C[In the end, I felt this wasn't great, because R17 seemed kind of good for white later. The top is looking better for white, and black's two stones at O15 and P15 aren't super.]))
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]OT[5x20 byo-yomi]
PW[adversary]PB[me]WR[1d]BR[1d]DT[2013-06-12]C[I played black this game.]RE[W+14.50]
;B[pd]BL[595.389]
;W[dd]WL[597.584]
;B[pp]BL[592.954]
;W[dq]WL[595.201]C[Hmm. Bottom side isn't that desirable I guess, because of D3, maybe...
I guess I'll just approach his corner. Can't be that bad.]
;B[do]BL[584.314]
;W[co]WL[585.663]C[Oh, I'll try that thing.]
;B[cn]BL[581.778]
;W[cp]WL[583.143]C[I think Herman from L19 always talked about this kind of example. Basically I don't decde to do D6 or D7, yet. I approach at F17 and see what he does first. Based on that, I decide what to do with the C6 area (if anything).]
;B[fc]BL[575.008]
;W[cf]WL[575.426]C[OK, now it'd be nicer to have a stone at C12 instead of D10, so I'll pick that joseki in bottom left.]
;B[dm]BL[563.836]
;W[fq]WL[567.285]
;B[ci]BL[561.35]
;W[db]WL[562.169]C[I guess K16 seems kind of balanced here.]
;B[jd]BL[555.323]
;W[qf]WL[551.467]C[Hmm. Not much potential for moyo at top - D18 screws that up, I feel. So I don't really want to do Q14.
Similarly, O16 doesn't feel like it does much. I guess I'll pincer on the right side and get more stones there.]
;B[qi]BL[536.92]
;W[nd]WL[542.996]C[Meh. I should split him. The first thought is to play Q14. But I could also try O15.
See the variations for the positions I was comparing in my head.]
(;B[pf]BL[443.905]C[I'll go with this one.]
;W[pg]WL[539.123]
;B[of]BL[442.14]
;W[qe]WL[533.366]
;B[qd]BL[439.695]
;W[pe]WL[490.707]C[P15... I should be able to live, I think. Kind of complicated after he cuts and I cut at R13. I can't back out now.]
;B[oe]BL[438.177]
;W[od]WL[489.609]
;B[qg]BL[436.626]
;W[rd]WL[476.064]C[Yes, S17, then he may try to get P14 or something, but I think there's a tesuji around T15 or so.
(**Post-game thinking: See variation for the shape I was thinking of.**)]
(;B[rc]BL[431.466]
;W[re]WL[473.824]C[Hmm, wait a second. R17 poses a problem... I screwed this up, didn't I? I guess I can do T16 sente, if he does R17, I can Q17, him R18, me Q18, him S18, me T18 for ko.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm to face*...**)]
;B[sd]BL[399.8]
;W[rg]WL[465.154]
;B[qh]BL[381.192]
;W[qc]WL[432.289]
;B[pc]BL[378.939]C[計画どおり!]
;W[qb]WL[430.317]C[Wait a second... He can just do T15. That's not ko. What am I thinking?]
;B[se]BL[376.061]
;W[rf]WL[425.489]
;B[pb]BL[372.96]
;W[rb]WL[422.087]
;B[nb]BL[360.241]C[OK. Recovery-mode. I've gotta get *something* up here. This board is definitely good for w, but I've got to recover so it's not *super* good for w.
(**Post-game thinking: I'm not totally sure trying to help Q18 is the best of plans. Yes, white profited, but is it really good to run with those stones? I should have just stopped. Breathed.. And then moved on to another part of the board. Yes, I lost some. But it's still early.**)]
;W[mc]WL[411.021]
;B[mb]BL[354.113]C[The pain...]
;W[ng]WL[400.155]
;B[og]BL[349.023]
;W[kc]WL[381.877]
;B[lc]BL[339.021]
;W[ld]WL[379.023]
;B[lb]BL[337.742]
;W[kd]WL[376.565]C[More pain...]
;B[kb]BL[334.425]
;W[jc]WL[370.395]
;B[me]BL[332.671]
;W[ne]WL[341.635]C[Sigh...]
;B[nf]BL[313.005]
;W[mf]WL[339.324]
;B[oh]BL[311.077]C[Wait, can he kill me anyway? Maybe K18?]
;W[lf]WL[325.052]C[Hmm, oh well.]
;B[nc]BL[304.949]
;W[md]WL[319.724]
;B[ib]BL[299.591]C[Terrible...]
;W[oc]WL[311.033]
;B[ob]BL[297.745]
;W[jb]WL[303.821]
;B[ja]BL[296.396]
;W[ic]WL[297.898]
;B[hb]BL[293.38]
;W[pn]WL[264.617]C[OK. I'm way behind. What do I do? I need to recover. I'll try to make lots of points on bottom and attack Q6.]
;B[np]BL[289.156]
;W[qp]WL[262.169]
;B[qq]BL[285.288]
;W[qo]WL[260.413]
;B[rq]BL[284.035]
;W[qk]WL[257.672]C[OK, can't allow that.]
;B[qm]BL[282.144]C[(**Post-game thinking: Maybe this is too aggressive. Maybe I should take a more indirect approach.**)]
;W[pm]WL[241.547]
;B[ql]BL[266.114]
;W[pk]WL[231.032]
;B[pl]BL[263.819]
;W[ol]WL[229.334]
;B[ok]BL[259.867]
;W[rk]WL[220.509]C[Uh oh. I lost these stones. I'm just further behind, now...Maybe I can get S10 in sente, then S12 in sente, then I will have potential for eye so I can ignore P12 for now and play elsewhere.]
;B[rn]BL[227.99]
;W[qn]WL[213.587]
;B[rm]BL[153.026]
;W[ro]WL[184.04]
;B[rj]BL[124.1]
;W[rl]WL[173.454]
;B[rh]BL[120]
;W[sc]WL[168.648]C[OK... This game is hard. Where do I play now? We're in the middle game, and w definitely leads... I could defend at E11 to help against C8. So slow, though.
Biggest area is on bottom. Safe move is L3.
I cannot play safely. I should be greedy, tempt him, and kill him. It's my only chance.]
;B[jq]BL[73.494]
;W[cl]WL[156.65]C[Hmm, he didn't take the bait. I guess I'll endure.]
;B[bm]BL[69.773]
;W[cj]WL[153.298]C[Normally D10, but maybe this time it's hard to profit from influence... So B10.]
;B[bj]BL[58.331]
;W[bk]WL[146.868]
;B[dj]BL[56.622]
;W[dk]WL[145.296]
;B[ck]BL[55.096]
;W[ka]WL[135.182]C[Only one eye to right of L19, so gotta make another eye on other side.]
;B[ia]BL[35.686]
;W[cj]WL[131.001]C[I guess I'll use my blunder on the right for ko threats.]
;B[sp]BL[26.02]
;W[so]WL[122.067]
;B[ck]BL[24.068]
;W[gb]WL[108.619]C[Touche! This person is definitely playing better than me.
It's still early to resign, though. I'll endure.]
;B[hc]BL[13.471]
;W[cj]WL[102.312]
;B[nl]BL[10.694]
;W[om]WL[95.815]
;B[ck]BL[8.738]
;W[gc]WL[88.212]C[OK... Maybe here's a light at the end of the tunnel. L16 is not super strong. Can I kill it somehow?]
;B[hd]BL[4.299]
;W[cj]WL[80.776]
;B[ke]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[le]WL[73.541]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[gd]WL[59.358]
;B[id]BL[20]OB[5]C[Ok, if he ignores, then maybe I'll try something like L13. I can threaten to try to kill M15, and maybe I can get back in the game.]
;W[if]WL[42.566]C[Ok, no time to worry about the life of this group. Gotta threaten him.]
;B[jf]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[jg]WL[38.233]
;B[ig]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kf]WL[30.745]
;B[je]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kh]WL[15.949]C[Hmm, difficult to keep him from getting another eye... But I'll keep threatening.]
;B[jh]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kg]WL[13.046]
;B[ii]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[ji]WL[3.808]
;B[ih]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[hf]WL[0.073]C[Hmm, he can probably live - he has so much room to run downward. I guess I should try to prevent that downward run.]
;B[jj]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[mh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Ug. ]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[li]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK, enough with trying to kill him. He's alive.
I guess I need to do something about my top group, or I'm dead there, too.]
;B[ge]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gf]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fe]BL[20]OB[4]C[Threaten top and G14 simultaneously.]
;W[fb]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ff]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Gotta be aggressive to live. I don't know if I can kill him, but I should try. F11?]
;B[fi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gi]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ei]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[dg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ch]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eg]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ef]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[df]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[cg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. I could ko, but I guess I should just capture while I can.]
;B[di]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gk]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[el]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. Only thing that's gone OK in this game so far...
Maybe I can use this profit and now try to kill E8. I've gotta kill something. The rest of this game has been horrendous!]
;B[fm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ik]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hk]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: I think the bottom is bigger - like J6 or something... At least if I want to try to keep attacking.]
;W[hm]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[in]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ho]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[em]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[en]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fn]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fo]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[bl]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ak]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[io]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK... H4, J4, G4, F4, J3. Should be OK.]
;B[hp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ip]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[gp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[iq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, OK. I guess I pusue the peep.]
;B[fp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ep]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[dp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cm]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[bn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[eq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ug. This game is so hard. O3 is normal, but I'm behind. I can't be normal. Let's try to save K3, and keep the corner.
I want to eat the cake and take it. That's because he had a full buffet earlier.]
;B[lq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ko]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ln]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[kn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[km]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[lo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[im]BL[20]OB[3]C[Kind of not much time to think, but this looks promising. K7 is safe if he cuts at K6 because of K10.]
;W[kp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kr]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ir]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[or]WL[20]OW[4]C[Minor victory at bottom... But still on the rocks. I've gotta live in the corner, now. I remember that Q2 is a dead shape if T4 is not there. Maybe it's OK in this case...?]
;B[pr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[rs]BL[20]OB[3]C[Should be OK. T2, S2.]
;W[bq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cr]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: Bad move. I should have played D2 locally.**)]
;W[br]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. This is pretty big, but I can't just let him push me around through the end of the game. I've gotta stretch.]
;B[pq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ck]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. What can I do? Q10 is not sente... I guess I could defend B11, but I could get ko. Wait, maybe C17. If he does D17, then I can do B14, if he does B15, I can defend in sente.]
;B[cc]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dc]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bf]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[be]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bh]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cd]WL[20]OW[4]C[OK... Now where? I guess D2 is still pretty big. Feels bad to gote, but I don't know what else to do.
(**Post-game thinking: Maybe O8 area is bigger? Something like P10? That area's still not totally alive, either.**)]
;B[dr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pi]WL[20]OW[4]C[Uh oh.]
;B[ph]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oj]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ouch. Can I O9? If he T11, I... I've got nothin'.]
;B[oi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[si]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kl]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm.. This is tough. He's getting a lot of points around N8, now. Is there a miai move somewhere? Maybe N10. I can connect to both M10 and O11. Maybe that will work. Not a super reduction, but it's something.]
;B[mj]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[lj]WL[20]OW[4]C[So painful to connect at O11... ]
;B[ni]BL[20]OB[2]C[(**Post-game: Maybe there's a better end-gamish move.**)]
;W[mk]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[op]BL[20]OB[2]C[OK, now from bottom.]
;W[no]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[oo]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[on]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[al]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[js]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, I can play J1 here. J3 has only one liberty.]
;B[is]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[ks]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. O2? Too soon, I think.]
;B[sg]BL[20]OB[1]C[(**Post-game thinking (actually post-move-by-a-couple-of-seconds-thinking): Doh!**)]
;W[bs]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[sk]BL[20]OB[1]C[Should be sente, right? If he ignores, I O9. He O10, I N11. Then I T8. OR... I O9, heO10, I N11, he T7, and I R10 - he's in atari, I get his stones.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm-to-face*...**)]
;W[nj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[mi]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[20]OW[3]C[OK sente... But he's missing my secret move at O9!
(**Post-game thinking: Sigh...**)]
;B[hq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ij]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kj]WL[20]OW[3]C[Haha! Now's my chance!]
;B[nk]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sm]WL[20]OW[3]C[Oh. I can put him in atari, but I'm already in atari.
Woops.]
;B[jl]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ag]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[fd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[de]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ce]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ee]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ji]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[he]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[rp]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ed]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nr]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nq]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[os]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ns]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ms]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ps]BL[20]OB[1]C[Rest of game is straightforward. I end up losing by 14.5. ]
;W[pa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[oa]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[qa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sf]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[an]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ao]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ad]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[am]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[aj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mg]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ac]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ml]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[gg]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[cs]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ds]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ga]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[an]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[mn]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mm]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lh]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ji]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[qj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sl]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[go]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[en]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bi]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ai]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[io]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ek]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[af]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[]BL[20]OB[1]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][eb][sb][ac][bc][cc][ec][fc][rc][sd][me][se][lg][nk][ok][ll][ml][nl][pl][ql][dm][lm][mm][nm][qm][rm][cn][mn][rn][bo][ap][bp][lp][aq][lq][ar][as][ls]TB[ka][la][ma][na][ie][gf][hf][if][eg][hg][pg][ah][dh][eh][fh][gh][hh][bi][gi][ri][hj][in][jo][ip][dq][fq][gq][iq][er][fr][gr][hr][qr][rr][sr][es][fs][gs][hs][qs][ss])
(;AW[ng]AB[rc][se]C[Kind of silly, but something like this. I didn't read it well, as can be seen in the game.]))
(;AW[qe][pg]AB[qd][of][pf]C[(Or maybe P16 instead of R16)])
(;AW[ld][me]AB[rd][ne][oe]TR[qc]C[In the end, I felt this wasn't great, because R17 seemed kind of good for white later. The top is looking better for white, and black's two stones at O15 and P15 aren't super.]))
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[600]OT[5x20 byo-yomi]
PW[adversary]PB[me]WR[1d]BR[1d]DT[2013-06-12]C[I played black this game.]RE[W+14.50]
;B[pd]BL[595.389]
;W[dd]WL[597.584]
;B[pp]BL[592.954]
;W[dq]WL[595.201]C[Hmm. Bottom side isn't that desirable I guess, because of D3, maybe...
I guess I'll just approach his corner. Can't be that bad.]
;B[do]BL[584.314]
;W[co]WL[585.663]C[Oh, I'll try that thing.]
;B[cn]BL[581.778]
;W[cp]WL[583.143]C[I think Herman from L19 always talked about this kind of example. Basically I don't decde to do D6 or D7, yet. I approach at F17 and see what he does first. Based on that, I decide what to do with the C6 area (if anything).]
;B[fc]BL[575.008]
;W[cf]WL[575.426]C[OK, now it'd be nicer to have a stone at C12 instead of D10, so I'll pick that joseki in bottom left.]
;B[dm]BL[563.836]
;W[fq]WL[567.285]
;B[ci]BL[561.35]
;W[db]WL[562.169]C[I guess K16 seems kind of balanced here.]
;B[jd]BL[555.323]
;W[qf]WL[551.467]C[Hmm. Not much potential for moyo at top - D18 screws that up, I feel. So I don't really want to do Q14.
Similarly, O16 doesn't feel like it does much. I guess I'll pincer on the right side and get more stones there.]
;B[qi]BL[536.92]
;W[nd]WL[542.996]C[Meh. I should split him. The first thought is to play Q14. But I could also try O15.
See the variations for the positions I was comparing in my head.]
(;B[pf]BL[443.905]C[I'll go with this one.]
;W[pg]WL[539.123]
;B[of]BL[442.14]
;W[qe]WL[533.366]
;B[qd]BL[439.695]
;W[pe]WL[490.707]C[P15... I should be able to live, I think. Kind of complicated after he cuts and I cut at R13. I can't back out now.]
;B[oe]BL[438.177]
;W[od]WL[489.609]
;B[qg]BL[436.626]
;W[rd]WL[476.064]C[Yes, S17, then he may try to get P14 or something, but I think there's a tesuji around T15 or so.
(**Post-game thinking: See variation for the shape I was thinking of.**)]
(;B[rc]BL[431.466]
;W[re]WL[473.824]C[Hmm, wait a second. R17 poses a problem... I screwed this up, didn't I? I guess I can do T16 sente, if he does R17, I can Q17, him R18, me Q18, him S18, me T18 for ko.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm to face*...**)]
;B[sd]BL[399.8]
;W[rg]WL[465.154]
;B[qh]BL[381.192]
;W[qc]WL[432.289]
;B[pc]BL[378.939]C[計画どおり!]
;W[qb]WL[430.317]C[Wait a second... He can just do T15. That's not ko. What am I thinking?]
;B[se]BL[376.061]
;W[rf]WL[425.489]
;B[pb]BL[372.96]
;W[rb]WL[422.087]
;B[nb]BL[360.241]C[OK. Recovery-mode. I've gotta get *something* up here. This board is definitely good for w, but I've got to recover so it's not *super* good for w.
(**Post-game thinking: I'm not totally sure trying to help Q18 is the best of plans. Yes, white profited, but is it really good to run with those stones? I should have just stopped. Breathed.. And then moved on to another part of the board. Yes, I lost some. But it's still early.**)]
;W[mc]WL[411.021]
;B[mb]BL[354.113]C[The pain...]
;W[ng]WL[400.155]
;B[og]BL[349.023]
;W[kc]WL[381.877]
;B[lc]BL[339.021]
;W[ld]WL[379.023]
;B[lb]BL[337.742]
;W[kd]WL[376.565]C[More pain...]
;B[kb]BL[334.425]
;W[jc]WL[370.395]
;B[me]BL[332.671]
;W[ne]WL[341.635]C[Sigh...]
;B[nf]BL[313.005]
;W[mf]WL[339.324]
;B[oh]BL[311.077]C[Wait, can he kill me anyway? Maybe K18?]
;W[lf]WL[325.052]C[Hmm, oh well.]
;B[nc]BL[304.949]
;W[md]WL[319.724]
;B[ib]BL[299.591]C[Terrible...]
;W[oc]WL[311.033]
;B[ob]BL[297.745]
;W[jb]WL[303.821]
;B[ja]BL[296.396]
;W[ic]WL[297.898]
;B[hb]BL[293.38]
;W[pn]WL[264.617]C[OK. I'm way behind. What do I do? I need to recover. I'll try to make lots of points on bottom and attack Q6.]
;B[np]BL[289.156]
;W[qp]WL[262.169]
;B[qq]BL[285.288]
;W[qo]WL[260.413]
;B[rq]BL[284.035]
;W[qk]WL[257.672]C[OK, can't allow that.]
;B[qm]BL[282.144]C[(**Post-game thinking: Maybe this is too aggressive. Maybe I should take a more indirect approach.**)]
;W[pm]WL[241.547]
;B[ql]BL[266.114]
;W[pk]WL[231.032]
;B[pl]BL[263.819]
;W[ol]WL[229.334]
;B[ok]BL[259.867]
;W[rk]WL[220.509]C[Uh oh. I lost these stones. I'm just further behind, now...Maybe I can get S10 in sente, then S12 in sente, then I will have potential for eye so I can ignore P12 for now and play elsewhere.]
;B[rn]BL[227.99]
;W[qn]WL[213.587]
;B[rm]BL[153.026]
;W[ro]WL[184.04]
;B[rj]BL[124.1]
;W[rl]WL[173.454]
;B[rh]BL[120]
;W[sc]WL[168.648]C[OK... This game is hard. Where do I play now? We're in the middle game, and w definitely leads... I could defend at E11 to help against C8. So slow, though.
Biggest area is on bottom. Safe move is L3.
I cannot play safely. I should be greedy, tempt him, and kill him. It's my only chance.]
;B[jq]BL[73.494]
;W[cl]WL[156.65]C[Hmm, he didn't take the bait. I guess I'll endure.]
;B[bm]BL[69.773]
;W[cj]WL[153.298]C[Normally D10, but maybe this time it's hard to profit from influence... So B10.]
;B[bj]BL[58.331]
;W[bk]WL[146.868]
;B[dj]BL[56.622]
;W[dk]WL[145.296]
;B[ck]BL[55.096]
;W[ka]WL[135.182]C[Only one eye to right of L19, so gotta make another eye on other side.]
;B[ia]BL[35.686]
;W[cj]WL[131.001]C[I guess I'll use my blunder on the right for ko threats.]
;B[sp]BL[26.02]
;W[so]WL[122.067]
;B[ck]BL[24.068]
;W[gb]WL[108.619]C[Touche! This person is definitely playing better than me.
It's still early to resign, though. I'll endure.]
;B[hc]BL[13.471]
;W[cj]WL[102.312]
;B[nl]BL[10.694]
;W[om]WL[95.815]
;B[ck]BL[8.738]
;W[gc]WL[88.212]C[OK... Maybe here's a light at the end of the tunnel. L16 is not super strong. Can I kill it somehow?]
;B[hd]BL[4.299]
;W[cj]WL[80.776]
;B[ke]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[le]WL[73.541]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[gd]WL[59.358]
;B[id]BL[20]OB[5]C[Ok, if he ignores, then maybe I'll try something like L13. I can threaten to try to kill M15, and maybe I can get back in the game.]
;W[if]WL[42.566]C[Ok, no time to worry about the life of this group. Gotta threaten him.]
;B[jf]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[jg]WL[38.233]
;B[ig]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kf]WL[30.745]
;B[je]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kh]WL[15.949]C[Hmm, difficult to keep him from getting another eye... But I'll keep threatening.]
;B[jh]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[kg]WL[13.046]
;B[ii]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[ji]WL[3.808]
;B[ih]BL[20]OB[5]
;W[hf]WL[0.073]C[Hmm, he can probably live - he has so much room to run downward. I guess I should try to prevent that downward run.]
;B[jj]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[mh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Ug. ]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[li]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK, enough with trying to kill him. He's alive.
I guess I need to do something about my top group, or I'm dead there, too.]
;B[ge]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gf]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fe]BL[20]OB[4]C[Threaten top and G14 simultaneously.]
;W[fb]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ff]BL[20]OB[4]
;W[gh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hh]WL[20]OW[5]C[Gotta be aggressive to live. I don't know if I can kill him, but I should try. F11?]
;B[fi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gi]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ei]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[dg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dh]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ch]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eg]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ef]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[df]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[cg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. I could ko, but I guess I should just capture while I can.]
;B[di]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gk]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[fj]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[el]WL[20]OW[5]C[Hmm. Only thing that's gone OK in this game so far...
Maybe I can use this profit and now try to kill E8. I've gotta kill something. The rest of this game has been horrendous!]
;B[fm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[hl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ik]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[gl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hk]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: I think the bottom is bigger - like J6 or something... At least if I want to try to keep attacking.]
;W[hm]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[hn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[in]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ho]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[em]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[en]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fn]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[gn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[fo]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ck]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dl]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[bl]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cj]WL[20]OW[5]
;B[ak]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[io]WL[20]OW[5]C[OK... H4, J4, G4, F4, J3. Should be OK.]
;B[hp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ip]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[gp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[iq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, OK. I guess I pusue the peep.]
;B[fp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[eo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ep]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[dp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cm]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[bn]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[eq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mq]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ug. This game is so hard. O3 is normal, but I'm behind. I can't be normal. Let's try to save K3, and keep the corner.
I want to eat the cake and take it. That's because he had a full buffet earlier.]
;B[lq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[mp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ko]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ln]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[kn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[km]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jm]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[lo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[im]BL[20]OB[3]C[Kind of not much time to think, but this looks promising. K7 is safe if he cuts at K6 because of K10.]
;W[kp]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jp]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jn]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[jr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kr]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[ir]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[or]WL[20]OW[4]C[Minor victory at bottom... But still on the rocks. I've gotta live in the corner, now. I remember that Q2 is a dead shape if T4 is not there. Maybe it's OK in this case...?]
;B[pr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[rs]BL[20]OB[3]C[Should be OK. T2, S2.]
;W[bq]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[cr]BL[20]OB[3]C[(**Post-game thinking: Bad move. I should have played D2 locally.**)]
;W[br]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. This is pretty big, but I can't just let him push me around through the end of the game. I've gotta stretch.]
;B[pq]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[ck]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. What can I do? Q10 is not sente... I guess I could defend B11, but I could get ko. Wait, maybe C17. If he does D17, then I can do B14, if he does B15, I can defend in sente.]
;B[cc]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[dc]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bf]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[be]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bh]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[bg]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[cd]WL[20]OW[4]C[OK... Now where? I guess D2 is still pretty big. Feels bad to gote, but I don't know what else to do.
(**Post-game thinking: Maybe O8 area is bigger? Something like P10? That area's still not totally alive, either.**)]
;B[dr]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pi]WL[20]OW[4]C[Uh oh.]
;B[ph]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[oj]WL[20]OW[4]C[Ouch. Can I O9? If he T11, I... I've got nothin'.]
;B[oi]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[pj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[si]BL[20]OB[3]
;W[kl]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm.. This is tough. He's getting a lot of points around N8, now. Is there a miai move somewhere? Maybe N10. I can connect to both M10 and O11. Maybe that will work. Not a super reduction, but it's something.]
;B[mj]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[lj]WL[20]OW[4]C[So painful to connect at O11... ]
;B[ni]BL[20]OB[2]C[(**Post-game: Maybe there's a better end-gamish move.**)]
;W[mk]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[op]BL[20]OB[2]C[OK, now from bottom.]
;W[no]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[oo]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[on]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[al]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[js]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm, I can play J1 here. J3 has only one liberty.]
;B[is]BL[20]OB[2]
;W[ks]WL[20]OW[4]C[Hmm. O2? Too soon, I think.]
;B[sg]BL[20]OB[1]C[(**Post-game thinking (actually post-move-by-a-couple-of-seconds-thinking): Doh!**)]
;W[bs]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[sk]BL[20]OB[1]C[Should be sente, right? If he ignores, I O9. He O10, I N11. Then I T8. OR... I O9, heO10, I N11, he T7, and I R10 - he's in atari, I get his stones.
(**Post-game thinking: *Palm-to-face*...**)]
;W[nj]WL[20]OW[4]
;B[mi]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[20]OW[3]C[OK sente... But he's missing my secret move at O9!
(**Post-game thinking: Sigh...**)]
;B[hq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ij]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kj]WL[20]OW[3]C[Haha! Now's my chance!]
;B[nk]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sm]WL[20]OW[3]C[Oh. I can put him in atari, but I'm already in atari.
Woops.]
;B[jl]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[kk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ag]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[fd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[de]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ce]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ee]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ji]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[he]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[rp]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sq]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ed]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nr]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nq]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[os]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ns]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ms]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ps]BL[20]OB[1]C[Rest of game is straightforward. I end up losing by 14.5. ]
;W[pa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[oa]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[qa]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sf]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[an]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ao]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ad]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nh]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[am]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[aj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mg]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ac]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ml]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lk]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bd]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[gg]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[cs]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ds]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ga]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ki]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[an]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[mn]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mm]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[nm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[nn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lm]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lh]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ji]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[qj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sn]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[sl]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[sj]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[go]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[en]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[bi]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ai]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[lr]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[jo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[io]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[af]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[lp]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[mo]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[ae]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[ek]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[af]BL[20]OB[1]
;W[]WL[20]OW[3]
;B[]BL[20]OB[1]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][eb][sb][ac][bc][cc][ec][fc][rc][sd][me][se][lg][nk][ok][ll][ml][nl][pl][ql][dm][lm][mm][nm][qm][rm][cn][mn][rn][bo][ap][bp][lp][aq][lq][ar][as][ls]TB[ka][la][ma][na][ie][gf][hf][if][eg][hg][pg][ah][dh][eh][fh][gh][hh][bi][gi][ri][hj][in][jo][ip][dq][fq][gq][iq][er][fr][gr][hr][qr][rr][sr][es][fs][gs][hs][qs][ss])
(;AW[ng]AB[rc][se]C[Kind of silly, but something like this. I didn't read it well, as can be seen in the game.]))
(;AW[qe][pg]AB[qd][of][pf]C[(Or maybe P16 instead of R16)])
(;AW[ld][me]AB[rd][ne][oe]TR[qc]C[In the end, I felt this wasn't great, because R17 seemed kind of good for white later. The top is looking better for white, and black's two stones at O15 and P15 aren't super.]))
prevents White for cutting you off. Black connects at "a" next and reduces the center at the same time. Black is still in the game. If White "a" instead of 10, Black plays atari at "b", White has to capture at "c" and Black connects at 10, capturing White's center stones.
265 times (the low approach at 2 was the choice 112 times). Basically Black does not want to play san-ren-sei and let White blunt the formation with a shimari at 2 or some other play on the bottom. (Note however, that the 16 times in GoGoD that Black went ahead and played 1 at Q10, the results are about even so as always YMMV)
. In return Black almost always plays the hane at
. This is natural since Black's potential framework from the upper right wrapping around the lower right to the lower left is bigger than White's framework on the left side (this is important!!!).
, we see that Black connects at
145 times, plays the hanging connection at "a" 27 times, jumps into the center at "b" (invented by Takemiya of course) 7 times, plays on the right at "c" twice, and plays in the upper left (at "d") a grand total of