Last game of the summer stage:
Inseong reviewed the game, and I also checked a little bit with KataGo. Basically, black played slow in the opening so I got a lead. But things started to go awry with these two decisions:
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[go]$$Bc Decision 1
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For this one, I think I just played too quickly. It reminded me a little bit of this shape:
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[go]$$Bc
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It's a little hard to say white, but the block above at the marked stone seems like a similar feeling to me.
Anyway, I just went for that kind of solid connection.
Instead, it makes a lot more sense to just play here:
$$Bc
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$$ | . X X X . . X O . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O X O . X . O . O X X C . . X X . . |
$$ | . O X O . . X X C . W O . . . X O . . |
$$ | . O X O . . . . . O . . . . . . O . . |
$$ | . X O X O . . X . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O O . . . . . . O . . . . . . . . . |
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$$ | . . . O . . . . . X . O O X . X O X . |
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[go]$$Bc
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$$ | . . X . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . X X X . . X O . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O X O . X . O . O X X C . . X X . . |
$$ | . O X O . . X X C . W O . . . X O . . |
$$ | . O X O . . . . . O . . . . . . O . . |
$$ | . X O X O . . X . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O O . . . . . . O . . . . . . . . . |
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The shape just seems better... For this one, I feel comfortable chalking up to just playing too quickly.
The other concept is probably a deeper problem:
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$$ | . X X X . . X O . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O X O . X . O . O X X . . . X X . . |
$$ | . O X O . . X X . O . O X X . X O . . |
$$ | . O X O . . . . . O . . O W . . O . . |
$$ | . X O X O . . X . . . . . . . . . . . |
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[go]$$Bc
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$$ | . X X X . . X O . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O X O . X . O . O X X . . . X X . . |
$$ | . O X O . . X X . O . O X X . X O . . |
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Inseong says this is like a repeating concept in my games: I am not flexible. I want to play the strongest way, and I don't budge - even when it doesn't work. He said I should be more flexible and negotiate. When I'm in an advantageous situation, that lack of flexibility can be strong. But when I'm in a situation where it's not working, I can collapse.
His recommendation in this particular situation is this:
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$$ | . O X O . X . O . O X X . . . X X . . |
$$ | . O X O . . X X . O . O X X . X O . . |
$$ | . O X O . . . . . O . . O . . . O . . |
$$ | . X O X O . . X . . . . . . W . . . . |
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[go]$$Bc
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$$ | . O X O . . X X . O . O X X . X O . . |
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I asked Inseong "how" to be more flexible. But I guess it's a hard thing to describe, and I just have to overcome it... So I've been thinking about the AYD a little bit. I've been doing it for a really long time on and off. Inseong's advice to me has changed slightly recently, but it's similar.
Before, he noted that I always play the technical moves. I try to make something happen when it's not there. I play the fancy move, just because it's fun to play. I've been trying not to do that, and recently, the repeating concept is that I'm not flexible - I go 100% or nothing.
Looking at the examples Inseong gives, I think I agree with him. But at the same time, it makes game reviews a little boring: I play a game, Inseong says I'm inflexible or tried something that didn't work. I play another game, and Inseong says I'm inflexible or tried something that didn't work.
I agree with his point, and he's probably right. I get to see some examples in my game, so there's that. But there's no path forward as to how to fix it, so I don't really see why I need Inseong to keep telling me the same thing over and over again. I can just check KataGo or something, and when I play a move that drops 10%, I can ask myself if I'm being inflexible or overly technical. Because that's the same advice I always get.
I hope I can overcome it, but I don't know how beneficial the review is when it's just the same thing on repeat. My fault for repeating, I guess.
So for the time being, I think I'm gonna go with some different teaching for now, I think. I want to still keep in mind that instruction: I'm inflexible, and I always play the technical move. But if it's always like that for me every game, I don't need a teacher to tell me over and over again - he already did.